When Lizzie pulled out she did have tears in her eyes, but she didn't let that change her mind on letting Gordo coming home over the weekend. She doesn't even want to see him right now. But she never said that she wouldn't talk to him. She was so upset at that moment that she silenced her cell phone then she turned on the radio, the song that was on the radio was SHeDAISY's "Little good-byes".
I'm
gonna tell you something you don't want to hear
You never listen
when I talk
Maybe you'll listen when I walk
So I made up my
mind and made a sandwich
And I didn't shed a tear
I gave you
one last minute of my time
In this mess I left behind
You'll
come home tonight
And turn on the light
Don't you be surprised
to find
My little good-byes
Empty hangers by the closet
floor
Lipstick tube on the bathroom floor
Unpaid bills by the
kitchen phone
I took the Beatles, left Billy Joel
My little
good-byes
I'm sure you're sure I'll be back in just an hour or
two
You'll tape a Hallmark to my door
They always said it
better than you
And if ya wonderin' if you're gonna hear from
me
Well take a real good look around boy
And it won't be hard
to see
When you come home tonight
And turn on the
light
Don't you be surprised to find
My little good-byes
Took
your favorite Dodgers hat
Left the litter, but I took the cat
My
little good-byes
Loaded up the TV in the back of my car
Have
fun watching the VCR
My little good-byes
Little
Good-byes, oh baby, little good-byes
Bridge:
So
cry to your mom and your sympathetic friends
And tell 'em how the
story ends
My Little Good-byes
Took
the hourglass left the sand
Now you got time on your hands
My
little good-byes
Took the statue from Japan
Funny little
Buddah man
My
little good-byes
Changed my voice on the machine
Or there'll be
little good-byes with every ring
My little good-byes
Left
the pictures took the frames
Got the umbrella, here comes the
rain
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Rain, yeah, yeah, yeah
Hey, yeah,yeah,
yeah
Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah
Little Good-byes
Lizzie thought to her self on the way home:
'Oh My Gosh I don't see why he would do that to his daughter and me. I thought that I could trust him but I guess I was wrong. He's just like Kate's boyfriend, whom she didn't dump because "she loves him too much". I love Gordo but I think that having a family early, and stuff is why he did all this. He's been with me for a while. Oh My God look at me I'm making excuses for him.'
While I was thinking I was interrupted when my cell started to ring, so I turned down the radio and answered it. It was Gordo, before I answered the phone I took a deep breath then looked at my beautiful daughter.
"Hello."
"Lizzie?"
"What?"
"I'm sorry."
"You know how many people tell their girlfriends that they're sorry but that doesn't stop them from doing it all over again."
"But that's not who I am."
"If that's not who you are then why did you do it now?"
"I don't know, I guess the fact that already having a child and being with the same girl did it. I never saw the real world without having you there or our daughter…" he said before getting cut off by Lizzie.
"That's exactly what I thought, I knew that having a child at such a young age was too much for you. I mean yeah it was too much for me, but I can handle it, I have to."
"I guess I just had to test my feelings for you."
"What are your feelings for me? How do you guess that you had to test those feelings?"
"I love you Lizzie, I really, really do. I needed to see if what I felt for you was true."
"Were you doubting us. I love you Gordo, but I don't want you thinking that you have to love me or stay with me because of Camille. I don't want you pretending, if you want to take a break or something I understand."
"Lizzie I do love you and I do want to stay with you because I do love you and Camille. I don't want to go on a break, that would really hurt if we did."
"Gordo, I think that we…"
A/N: I do hope that you liked this chapter, and yes I know I'm going to leave you hanging. Please review and tell me if they should stay together or go on a little break.
