Behind The Mask

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Caution- Do not read this chapter if: (a) you are younger than 13, (b), you do not like curse words such as the "s" word, "d" word and "h" word. Because those words are used in this chapter.


"Gosh, I'm getting old." Lucy Kinkirk whined one morning as she was making breakfast for her husband and children.

"Lucy, you are not old." Kevin told her, she said that a lot lately. "Your youngest is just starting kindergarten."

"Exactly Kev, he's starting kindergarten, meaning all of my children are going to be in school and Kevin, our oldest is going to be thirteen, thirteen, she's going to want to date. How are we going to face that issue?"

"Easy, we don't let her date." Kevin said.

"Kevin, you can't tell her no. Do you know what would happen?" Lucy asked.

"Obviously not. Obviously you're the pro at this!" Kevin said.

"Yeah, well my parents told me no." Lucy said.

"And look you now," Kevin said.

"Yeah, but look at me then." Lucy said, "Oh wait, you couldn't."

"Lucy, if they told you no, you acted like an angel, your family was, is and will always be 'perfect'."

"Yeah, they might have been, but I wasn't. I used to lie, say I was going to some friends house, yeah, I'd go their, but usually I'd choose a bad friend with stupid parents. I went out and got drunk, high, did 'it' with a lot of people, I used to cuss and sometimes I still want to rebound back to that place. Heck sometimes, half the time. Kevin, my parents ruined me. I got so addicted to that life, it was all I knew. Kevin I don't want to be Lucy Kinkirk, wife of police officer, Kevin Kinkirk, mother of five, an 12-year-old, an 11-year-old, an 8-year-old, a 7-year-old, and a 5-year-old. I don't want to be a minister, hell half the times I don't even believe in my words. Look at half my old friends, they're still like it, not parents, I want to be free. I wanna drink, smoke, do whatever I want." Lucy cried. "Kevin, I'm addicted to that life, and don't know if I can handle this life. I wanna be young and single again, with none of this family shit on my record."

"Whatever, Lucy, you're just messed up in that little head of yours, now I have to go to work, what you do is up to you." Kevin said. "You don't know how bad you hurt me and I hope the kids heard you too!"


Ruthie was in the kitchen making dinner. The clock read "4:30", and Peter should be home within the next half hour or so.

"Mama, what's for dinner?" Asked three-year-old Aleyah who was staring up at Ruthie with her bright blue eyes.

"Spaghetti, your favorite." Ruthie responded to the little girl. "Now why don't you go wash up, dinner will be done soon."

"Okay Mama," Aleyah said as she ran towards the bathroom. Aleyah was a smaller version of Peter with her blonde hair and blue eyes. She could light up the room when she smiled. Ruthie had left the stables at 12:30 because that was when her last lesson had ended. She then took Aleyah and Natalie to the park because they usually went to work with her. Soon Peter entered and they all sat down for dinner.

"How was your guys' day?" Peter asked directing the question to his wife and Aleyah seeing as Natalie only said little words and didn't talk a lot.

"Good." Both Ruthie and Aleyah replied.

"What did you do today, Aleyah?" Peter asked.

"Well me and Ali went to work with mommy, then she took me to the park, then some guy came up and sat with mommy and they talked and laughed and then mommy and me and Ali left."

"A guy? Aleyah why don't you go and take Ali and you two go and play in the play room." Peter said.

"Okay daddy." Aleyah said and the two girls wandered off.

"Ruthie, who's this guy?" Peter asked turning to his wife, angry, hurt, all kinds of feelings. He was about to have an emotional break down. But all Ruthie had on her face was a blank look, no happiness, no regret, no emotion, no fear, no nothing. "And How the hell do you have no emotion over this, a guy Pete sakes. Ruthie am I not what you wanted? Because if that's the case, I may as well leave! Do you give a damn what your doing to this family? And who the hell is this guy?"


Cecilia was in the kitchen making, 7-year-old, Tucker, and 5-year-old, Haylee lunch. The two of them were having PB & J sandwiches with chips and chocolate milk. She had just gotten Angela down for a nap and was having her two older children eat outside while her little one slept. All Angela had done for the past four days was screamed and cried, you could never get her to sleep. She took the sandwiches out to Tucker and Haylee.

"Kids, Lunch." She said.

"Mom?" Haylee asked.

"Yes Haylee?" Cecilia said.

"Why are we eating out here?" Haylee asked.

"Because, miss Angie is sleeping and we don't want to wake her, do we?" Cecilia asked.

"No ma'am." Haylee said.

"Now I'm going to check on her, k?"

"k."

And so Cecilia went, she opened the door and walked over to her baby's crib. "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!" Cecilia screamed running to her room to grab the phone. She ran back into Angie's room with the phone. "911, I need an ambulance immediately, my one-year-old daughter…I…I put her down for a nap and I j…just went to check on her and she isn't breathing………………………………Ok………………………………Thank-you………………………………Bye."

Soon Cecilia heard Sirens, they were distant but nearing. "Hold on Baby." Next thing she knew people were coming in and put Angela on a stretcher, they were putting tubes in her left and right and put an oxygen mask on her. They soon left and Cecilia along with her other two children followed. "Simon, can you please meet me at the hospital." Cecilia said and didn't wait for a response but hung up.


Is this enough drama to keep you wanting more?

Gosh, you get old and that's what happens? Will Lucy exit her children and husbands life and go back to her old ways. Or will Kevin exit Lucy's wife? If Kevin exits, will he leave the kids or take them. And did the kids hear there mother?

Who was Ruthie with? What were Ruthie's intentions? What were the "mystery" mans intentions? Will Peter do something he might regret?

What's wrong with Angela? Will she make it? Will Cecilia even make it to the hospital? Will Simon even make it to the hospital?

Have I left you with enough questions? Or did you want more drama? Oh yes, I already said that the characters wouldn't be quite themselves.

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