Big Sister
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone or anything. The song lyrics are from Avril Lavignes song "Slipped Away".
She had gotten the call late that night. The call everybody feared. the call where they tell you that someone you love wont ever be back again.
She slumped down on her bed, not ever wanting to get up again.She cried for what felt like hours before she fell into a deep and uneasy sleep. When she finally woke up again, it was dark outside. All of her lights were out, she never usually turned them on until the evening, so she must have slept for many hours. She went into the kitchen, but all thoughts of food made her feel nauseus. It had been a long time since she felt this sad, this depressed. The last time she felt like this was when her sister had died. When Jennifer had died, her world fell apart. The fact that she felt like this now wasnt so strange. Kate had been like a sister to her. Probably to all of them at NCIS.
Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Everything felt hopeless now. Life felt hopeless. Without the people she loved, how would she make it through the rest of her life?
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't
Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh
She went through the shelves of her bathroom. Where did she put it? It had been such a long time since she used it, she didnt remember where she put her razor blade.
Just when she had found it and was about to use it, she stopped to think.
I had my wake up
Won't you wake up?
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened
You passed by
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back
She remembered when Kate had asked about her arms, so she showed her the scars that lined her wrists. Kate had told her that there was other ways to handle the pain then to cut yourself. Abby gently put down the blade that she was about to cut herself with. She remembered promising Kate that she would never do that to herself again, and now, she was going to keep that promise.
That day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...
Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you
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