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How many times have you told me you love her
As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth
How long have I stood here beside you
I live through you
You looked through me
Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
A soft knock appeared on my door later that night. I placed down the pictures of Haley that I had been looking through.
"Who's there?" I whispered.
"Brooke, it's me." I at once recognized the voice and allowed him in.
He joined me on the bed and silently placed his arms around me, he didn't need words to know what had happened. "I need her, why?" I cried into his chest. "Why wasn't it me. It happened when she was delivering this letter to me." I handed him the letter and watched his eyes scan it and then the famous Scott-Smirk appeared.
He let me cry in his arms for moments that felt like forever. I needed him, not Peyton, not my mom and not even my Charlestown friends, just him.
How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
"How did you know?" I asked after a while.
"When I saw you at school, you didn't look right so I called Jess, even though we aren't friends, we still talk every now and then.
"Oh." Was all I could say.
There was more silence, when all you could here were the sound of my muffled cries.
"I loved her too." He spoke. "When I lived in Charlestown, I know I picked on her, A-K-A I was a typical boy, I taunted her 'cause I liked her."
"I missed us being close, I know that you weren't friends with Haley, Dana, Jess and the rest of the gang, but I still loved you-in a friend kind of way."
"I remember that." He pointed to the picture above my bed.
"Our/Your tenth birthday party." We said simultaneously.
"You were there?" I asked in confusion. As you could tell Haley and him weren't even close to friends, so she never knew I hung out with him, okay she did, but she wasn't happy about it. She didn't mind thought that now I hung out with him in Tree Hill."
"I watched from Steve's house next door. One second theirs singing, then chasing, then cake-diving." We both let out a small giggle.
"Thank you once again, for not telling anyone about her, us you know being sisters." He nodded as if to say 'no problem.'
"When we saw her on Friday, she was so beautiful, so grown up and just beautiful, and incredibly hot, but," he laughed.
"Hey, you still have a girlfriend." I slapped his arm playfully. "This is the happiest moment I've had since," I said suddenly sad.
"I know Brooke, Its okay." I cried again, now that I had finally cried once, I couldn't stop all day. "I shouldn't be happy when she's gone. She can't be happy so why should I?"
"Because she wants to look down at the person she loves most and know that she's happy."
Everyone leaves me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind
I can't stay here another night
Your secret admirer
Who could it be
Ooh, Can't you see
All along it was me
How can you be so blind
As to see right through me
"I'll never be happy without my big sis."
"I thought you were older."
"No, we lied. She didn't care about crap like that. I did. You know me."
We spent hours talking about Haley before he had to go.
"You gonna be okay B?" He asked.
"Yeah thanks." He kissed the top of my head and said goodbye.
"Bye." I whispered and he left the room.
And Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
"So she really thought I was hot?" He stuck his head back in the door and joked.
I threw a pillow at his head. "Bye Nate."
Bet you didn't expect this chapter, it kinda just came out of no where in my head. I figured ill try to get as close to Naley as possible by making Nathan like this with Brooke.
Please leave ideas cause I'm getting stuck.
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