"Yeah why did Touma-san marry your sister, I thought he was gay." Eiri rolled his eyes mostly out of habit cause right now he thought that Shuichi was being really cute.

"He is gay always has been. He only married Mika to get closer to me. To make sure I was alright. You see he could,'t admit to the world that he liked guys both our jobs were at stake."

"Oh. tell me more please." Shuichi pleaded. Yuki gave one of his half smiles only Shuichi was allowed to see.

"Alright. Touma and I started our relationship once again. For a year and a half we lived our secret life together. Whenever Mika would leave to visit our father, I'd go stay at Touma's...He had lots of quote unquote late nights at work..." Eiri's eyes were downcast staring deeply into the couch cushion. "I thought that we'd be together forever."

Touma rolled over to face the still sleeping angel that lay so delicate under the heavy plush blankets. Touma sighed the early morning sunlight catching the glint of a stray tear gliding down his still ageless face. Leaning down he kissed the sleeping man whispering silently into his ear. "Aishiteru, Uesegi Eiri."

Pushing the covers off of himself then replacing the blankets around Eiri. "Gomen, Koi." He said slipping into his robe leaving closing the door on the way out.

Eiri's eyes fluttered open still slightly blurry, he groped trying to capture the warmth of his partner's presence...but the other side of the bed was cold proving that he wasnt there for a long time. "Touma?" he squeaked. "T-Touma?" He called again proping himself up, creating a 'crinkle' sound under the blankets beside him. A letter.

'Dear Eiri,

Sorry I left. Please take your time leaving, I won't be back till late.When I return though I don't want you there.

We must end this now. Mika's expection and I have to be a good role model.

I wish you luck in your writing, I know you enjoy it. I hope you find happiness one of these days. If only it oculd be with me but alas! it can not. It can never be.

I'm sincerly sorry for leaving you this way. I wish to avoide ackward questions.

Love,

Touma'

Tears streaked down Eiri's face, He quickly got up and dressed He scribbled down a note and left it on the night stand...He hoped for some strange reason that Mika would come home early from Kyoto and find it.

'You lie' he wrote. 'I don't understand why this is happening, I hate you for this. I wish I never met you, wish I never went to the park that night...It would have saved both of us this humiliation...Your a guy and I'm not like that. If you tell anyone about the last year and a half I will make sure you never make it in the music biz again...I'll make your life a living hell..Like I did to Kitazawa!'

Tears started running down Eiri's face, "I didn't mean any of that. I loved him. I knew I was gay too." Shuichi had no clue what to say for a change which made Eiri quite uneasy. "Shuichi say something please." he pleaded.

"Well." Shuichi said quietly. "That brings us up to a six months before we met. Mika was expecting. Touma wanted to be a good father."

Eiri nodded. "Yeah, only problem is she miscarried. But Touma no matter how much he still loved me he never returned to me. I'd go out every night, drink till I almost pass out, slept with anyone who would have me. I went onto pills, antidepressants mostly. Mixed those with beer, vodka what ever I could get my hands on. Amazing I actually made it this far."

"Eiri that night we met. That was the park from when you got reunited with Touma, wasn't it?...You were drunk weren't you?"

"I'd return to that park almost everynight, yes drunk as a skunk what ever that means. I'd round that corner hoping that he'd be sitting there waiting for me. Instead you were."

'Touma wants me to be happy' Eiri's eyes were bright and watery. "I hate Touma for leaving me, but love him even more for bringing happiness to me in the form of a pink-haired, hyper, huricane that is you Shuichi...Touma wanted me happy and I am now more than ever...I love you Shuichi." He braced himself ready for the inevitable glomp/pounce/smother he was going to get from his love.

It never came though. "Shuichi?" he whispered.

"I love you too." Shuichi leaned over for soft kiss. Eiri pressed closer taking the dominant position pinning the younger to the couch. Hands roamed over the lithe form of Shuichi. Eiri trailed his kisses down to suck on a particular piece of skin on the boy's neck. "Oh-" Shuichi gasped as Eiri's teeth grazed over his collarbone his hand moving down to ghost over his lover's crotch. "I want to be with you forever." he breathed closing his eyes and planting another kiss on the pink haired boy's soft lips.

"I will be Uesegi Eiri." he whispered breaking the kiss.

Those words meant the entire world to him. Acceptance.

The End

A/n: Well that's it how was it? I am going to finish Voices of the Lost hopefully next month then start another one about Touma that I have stored away on notebook format...It's called Truth or Dare Beauty Queen...You can only guess what that's about...Don't worry I am going to work on Stars but the muses are taking a break I think that they are suffering from brain blockage from all the cigarette smoke...damn...uh yeah cough Yuki! Stop smoking in front of my Muses you're gonna kill them then I have to write stories with out them.

Yuki: Ummm yeah? So? you look so much like me why can't some of my talent rub off onto you?

Author: Shut up!

Shuichi Enters carrying a Kumagoro Shuichi: Don't tell my Yuki to shut up...KUMAGORO BEAM! Shuichi chucks the stuffy at the author

Yuki: Good going hun. Yuki put his arms around Shuichi and lead him to the bedroom

Author: Laying on the ground Bloody Hey wait lemme Come too...I wont interfere I promise. Damn! Please review!