CONTENT WARNING: This chapter deals with Alex's history in Las Vegas and some of the things she has previous had to worry about with her having been a previous Vegas Show Girl/prostitute. Contains mentions of Sexual Transmitted Diseases (STDs) and Sexually Transmitted Infections (STIs).
Carrying Alex up to bed shortly after they finished in the pool, Jay smirked due to the fact that they were only finished in the pool. Sure, they were done swimming for the day. But one thing they were not done doing was taking it slow with each other, they are just changing where they are going to be taking things slow with each other. And Jay just loves that idea. As much as Jay adores taking things nice and slow with his beautiful wife in the pool, he loves the idea of taking things slow with her in their bed even more. It's what he wants to do right now. Heck, it's what both of them want to do. And he knows that due to the fact that it was Alex herself who suggested that they get out of the pool and keep this going in bed. And he absolutely loved the idea. It's all he wants. And it's going to be a lot of fun. And very sexy.
Setting his wife down next to their bed shortly after walking into their room this afternoon, Jay smirked as he kept her right in front of him while putting his hands on her hips. Meanwhile, Alex stepped close to the man she loves while putting her hands on his chest. God, he is just the sexiest man in the entire world, and she is so glad that they are going to be taking things slow with each other in bed. Something just tells her that this is what they should be doing right now, holding each other close in bed as they make love to each other. And that just sounds like the perfect way to spend the rest of their day. Heck, she even suggested that they just order in tonight. Then, when the food gets here, Jay puts some of his boxers on before going to get the food. After that, they eat in bed and go right back to it once again.
Like they both said, they are obsessed with each other. And they are obsessed with being naked. So much so that Jay is already in the midst of taking off Alex's bikini bottom. Throwing it onto the ground, Jay smirked as he laid his wife down in bed and leaned over her. Putting his hand on Alex's neck, Jay smirked as he bent down and kissed her softly. "I love you." Alex agreed with Jay and smiled when he told her that, putting her hand on his. Leaning up, she kissed him once again while smiling. "I love you too." She then proceeded to reach for the string to her husband's swim trunks. However, before she could, he walked away. "HEY! Where are you going mister?" Jay laughed when Alex asked him where he was going, walking over to his dresser at the same time. "I need to get something before I join you."
Alex was confused when Jay said that, slipping over in bed before going to grab the sheets. To get a bit of payback for Jay walking away right when she was about to take off his swim trunks, Alex decided to close the sheets on top of her (and her naked body) to punish Jay. Meanwhile, Jay proceeded to open the drawer where he kept his boxers. "Well, last time I checked we made a plan to order in for supper tonight." Alex agreed with her husband when he told her that, nodding. "Yeah, so what does that have to do with you leaving the hot kiss we were having? I mean Jay, we were in the middle of something hot and sexy. And then you walk away right when I was about to take off your swim trunks. By the way, don't you dare take those off. You took off my bikini, I get to undo the string on those trunks!"
Jay agreed with Alex when she said that, smirking as he looked at his beautiful wife. "Just calm down Alex, and remember what we are doing for supper tonight." Alex then thought about what Jay just said and nodded. "Right, we are planning to order in tonight." Jay nodded. "And I can't be naked when I go downstairs. Yet, I want to be able to have fun with you for as long as possible. So, I am going to bring my boxers closer to us so that I can put them on the minute the pizza guy comes." Alex agreed with Jay when he said that. "Can you grab me some underwear and one of your shirts? I might wear them while we eat supper. We can take a breather around supper time. Maybe stop for a bit after we order supper?" Jay turned to look at his wife when she said that, a little confused. "Why, don't you want to…"
Alex then interrupted him. "Be interrupted by the doorbell when I might be in the middle of an orgasm? No thank you!" Jay laughed and just smiled when she said that, understanding why she said that. He would hate for that to happen. I mean, they would be in the middle of enjoying themselves when supper comes. So, they are definitely going to be taking a breather when supper comes. Jay then proceeded to walk over to his closet so that he can grab one of his shirts for his gorgeous wife. Going to grab a dress shirt of his, Jay smirked since it meant that she was going to still be able to reveal herself. Grabbing some of her underwear too, Jay closed the drawer where she keeps her underwear before turning around so that he can make his way back over to bed and get in with her. God, he can't wait.
"Which ones did you pick?" Jay smirked as he showed Alex which underwear he picked out for her. "Some of the easier ones to take off. Now listen, if you want to just take a breath and relax for now…" Alex stared at her husband when he asked her that. "Uhm no. Take off those swim trunks, then come join me in bed. I want you. I want you to take things slow with me. Got it mister?" Jay laughed when his wife told him that. "Damn, so demanding." Alex then looked at her husband, not too impressed. "Excuse me? Last time I checked, I have every right to say no to sex mister. That was a condition I made when we get married. You know, because of my background. You are not going to force yourself on me." Jay agreed with Alex. "I understand. Do you want lingerie for now and maybe we can just cuddle for now?"
Alex took a breath when Jay asked her if she just wanted to cuddle for now. Thinking about it, she agreed with him. "Do you mind? I think just talking about that changed my mind as to whether or not I want sex." Jay agreed with Alex when she told him that before going to pass her underwear to her along with his shirt. "Get dressed, I'll put my boxers on and then join you in bed." Alex agreed with her husband when he told her that, smiling as she proceeded to slip out of bed and get dressed into her lingerie this afternoon. Sure, their original plans called for them having sex. But she thinks she just changed her mind. Of course, she had to open her mouth and say something that would make her change her mind. "Sorry about how I changed my mind." Jay just looked at his wife when she said that.
"Hey, just take a breath and relax okay? I will be right there." Alex agreed with her husband when he told her to relax, going to get dressed so that they can relax in bed. Meanwhile, Jay did the same so that he can join Alex in bed this afternoon.
Walking over to bed clad in nothing but his boxers so that he can join Alex, Jay Casey smiled at his wife while she laid down in their bed looking quite comfortable as she wore one of his shirts and some of her underwear. However, he could tell that something else was on her mind. She was feeling guilty over the fact that they are not having sex. And honestly, that doesn't bother Jay at all. If they need to talk, then they are going to talk. And that's the last of that. Jay doesn't want his wife to feel guilty whatsoever. And he plans on making that clear to her the minute he joins her in bed. Opening the covers to his side of the bed after walking over, Jay set his phone down on his charger while looking at the beautiful woman in his bed that he gets to call his wife each and every night for the rest of his life. God, so damn sexy.
Meanwhile, Alex turned her head to look up at Jay. She was still feeling guilty as she was really looking forward to him taking her in his arms, holding her close and taking things slow with her. But she guesses that it wasn't meant to be (yet). After all, there are still opportunities for her to take it slow with her husband later. Just because she doesn't get to take it slow with him now, that doesn't mean that she won't get a chance to take things slow with him later when they are done having supper. Heck, maybe that would be a better time to take things slow with each other. That way, when they get tired, they can just fall asleep in each other's arms. That has to be something that she loves. Falling asleep in the arms of a man she knows truly loves and adores her. A man who has vowed to protect her forever.
When she met Jay in Las Vegas, Alex could just tell that something was different about him. Like he was going to be the man to change her life. Little did she know how true that fact was going to be. He has literally turned her world upside down in the best way possible. Marrying him was the best decision she has ever made, for many reasons. The first one is, of course, due to the fact that she truly has feelings for him. But the other is due to the fact that it allows her to live the life that she was always dreamed of living. She no longer has to worry about whether she will be forced to live in horrible places. She will no longer have to worry about whether or not she is going to get a good date for the night. And she will never have to worry about getting an STD/STI that she may one day transfer to her husband or kids.
Before she and Jay really started going at it all the time, they agreed to get her tested (it was her suggestion by the way for all those thinking that Jay was a jerk about it), and she was clean. And that was a huge relief to the couple. It meant that there was less danger in them taking things slow with each other in bed. It meant that they would be able to have sex and not have to worry (should she get pregnant), that either of them or, heaven forbid, their child would get an STD/STI from birth. It's weird but, it's a relief for them to already know this. The feeling is just so weird. Yet them knowing it made them happy. Yeah, nothing like an STD/STI test to make you smile. But still, it made them smiled, and they are glad that they made the choice to get tested. Looking at his wife, Jay smiled at her.
"You're thinking about something that's making you smile a lot babe. Are you going to share with me just what that is?" Alex laughed when her loving husband asked her if she was going to share what was making her smile so much. Pushing a strand of hair behind her ear, she nodded and smiled while watching her hunk of a husband get into bed with her. "I was just thinking about the fact that I am so glad that I got tested for STDs and STIs when we were still in Vegas. I know, it's a weird thing to think about when my hunk of a husband is getting changed. I should be thinking about how hot you are instead of that." Jay agreed with Alex when she told him that, moving to get close to the woman he loves. He then proceeded to grab her hand and smiled as he brought her against his chest.
Putting her hand on Jay's cheek once she was laying down close to her husband, Alex smiled as she leaned in and then proceeded to kiss him softly. Putting his hand on Alex's hip, Jay smiled as he stared to take things nice and slow with the woman he loves. The woman he finds himself always craving whenever they are in bed with each other. And he means that with his entire heart. There is just something about this woman who is currently sitting in front of him that turns him on so much. The way her body feels against his, the way she sits in his lap at times. The way they hold each other close. And yet, for some reason…he never felt this way before. Even with his late fiancé, there is just something about Alex that makes her different. Maybe it's due to the fact that they are still leaning about each other. Maybe the fact that they don't know each other much from their pre-married life helps.
It's different. Even after you get married…you are always learning things about people. But with Alex, he truly is learning more and more about his wife each and every day. He didn't know much about her before they got married. But now, he knows a lot more about her and he is glad that they are continuing to lean about each other. It is just a great experience, and he knows that this is what he is supposed to be doing. That, and helping out with the charity that he wants to create at his family company. And that is something that he needs to talk to his wife about. He wants to know if she would be interested in helping him create and operate the charity. But what type of charity is he thinking about? A charity for Veterans who have PTSD. He wants to give back to his community of Veterans with his wife's help.
Pulling away from the kiss they were just sharing, Jay smiled as he grabbed Alex's hand and stared into her eyes. Meanwhile, Alex did the same with her husband and smirked. But she could also tell that he was thinking about something. "You have something on your mind." Jay took a breath when his wife mentioned that he has something on his mind, because he does have something on his mind. Something that he wants to talk to her about. Something that he wants her help with. "Yeah, I do have something on my mind. And I am hoping that you can help me out with it." Alex looked at Jay when he said that, thinking that he was going to have a PTSD attack. "Hey, breathe baby. Just take a breath and concentrate on me. You're safe and you're here in Los Angeles with me. Not in…."
Jay knew what she was doing and shook his hand, reaching for her hand before grabbing it and stroking it with his thumb. "That's not what I am talking about. Well, it's close to it." Alex agreed with Jay when he said that. "How so?" Jay smiled when his wife asked him how what she was just trying to stop from happening was related to what they want to talk about. Jay then brought Alex close to him before moving her leg around his leg so that he can run his fingers up and down her leg. Smiling as Jay did that, Alex put her hand on his neck and stroked his cheek with her thumb. She then leaned in and kissed her loving husband once again. "Hello my handsome husband." Jay just laughed when he heard Alex say that. "Hello my beautiful wife." Alex agreed with Jay when he said that and smiled at him this afternoon.
"So, what are we talking about?" Jay smiled when Alex asked him what they are going to talk about, stroking her hand. "Well, it's something that I think maybe we can work on together." Alex blushed a bit when Jay asked her that. "You want to start trying for a baby." Jay was a bit taken aback when he heard Alex say that. "Wait, are you thinking about that? Is that what you think this conversation is about?"
When Jay heard his wife talk about kids, he was taken aback as this was not where he thought this conversation was going to go. Heck, he isn't even sure if he is ready to have that conversation with Alex yet. He was going to wait at least a year before he had that conversation with her due to the fact that (he believes) she still needs a bit more time to get accustomed to this new life that she is living with him. But if she wants to have that conversation, then he guesses that they can have that conversation. He is just really shocked that she is the one bringing it up. He always thought, if anybody was going to bring it up, it would be him bringing it up first. But instead, Alex is bringing it up instead. "Okay, this is something I was totally not ready to talk about yet. Sorry if I am taken aback by you mentioning this."
Alex looked at her husband when he said that as she was a little confused. "Wait, what were you thinking of talking about Jay? You seemed like you really wanted to talk to me about something." Jay agreed with Alex when she mentioned that he wants to talk to her about something. "I do want to talk to you about something. But we can talk about it after. I mean, are we ready to have this conversation? I thought you might want to wait to have this conversation since I didn't think you wanted to have kids yet. But yeah, we haven't talked about it, so how am I supposed to know if you are ready to have kids. Or heck, if you even want to have kids. Do you want to have kids in the future?" Alex laughed and took a breath when Jay asked her if she wanted to have kids in the future. "Of course I do Jay." Jay smiled.
"But in the future. I am not ready to have kids yet. Please, don't even think that I am ready to have kids yet. I don't think I am going to be ready to have kids for a while honestly." Jay agreed with Alex when she said that, glad that was the case as he isn't ready to have kids yet. He wants to do that project first. The one that he hopes to talk to Alex about instead of this. "God, this totally went off course. This conversation was not the one I planned on having with you right now. But I just want to say this. I want 2 kids. Hopefully, one of each. That's all I want to say now. I don't care when it happens, how it happens. We can figure that out another time. But right now, I am not ready to have a baby." Alex agreed with Jay when he said that, glad that they were in agreement on the fact that they aren't ready to have a baby.
"So, what did you want to talk to me about?" Jay smiled when Alex asked him what he wanted to talk to her about. "It's more about the PTSD stuff. I wanted to talk to you about helping me with something." Alex was a bit confused when Jay asked her that. "You mean, other than with helping you after you have the attacks?" Jay nodded. "Yeah. Well, this wouldn't exactly just be helping me. God, why am I so nervous. You are my wife. I should be able to talk to you easily." Alex agreed with her husband when he said that. "Hey, you can talk to me easily Jay. Just take a breath and speak to me. I am right here and everything's okay." Jay agreed with Alex when she said that, smiling at his wife. He then proceeded to smile at her one last time. "I want to talk to you about a project that I want to do at work."
Alex nodded. "Let me guess, you want to practice your pitch on me before you present it to your brother?" Jay bit his lip when Alex asked him if he wanted to practice his pitch on her first. "Would that be a bad idea?" Alex smiled and shook her head. "NO, of course not Jay. I would love to help you. That's what a wife does right?" Jay agreed with her and smiled as he moved to put his hand on her hip. He then brought Alex close to him and smiled when he brought her right against his chest. Wrapping his arms around her, Jay smiled as he kissed Alex softly. Meanwhile, she grabbed the back of his head while taking things slow with her loving husband. "I love you." Jay agreed with Alex when she told him that she loves him. "I love you too. And you are staying right here as we talk about this okay?" Alex smiled.
"Good, because I don't want to move from here right now. So, talk while I am all comfortable Mr. Casey." Jay agreed with Alex when she said that. "Yes Ms. Casey. So, what I was going to say is…I want to get involved with PTSD charities. Or heck, maybe I might even talk to my brother to see if we can get a company charity involved. I just don't know if that's a good idea." Alex smiled when Jay asked her if it was a good idea. "Hey, I think that would be a great idea Jay. And I mean that from the bottom of my heart." Jay smiled when her heard his wife tell him that. "And you are not just telling me that because you want sex right?" Alex smirked when her husband asked her if she was just telling him that because she wanted sex. "Well…." Jay then stared at his wife. "I'm kidding! Take a breather world you Jay!"
Jay laughed and just smiled when he heard Alex say that. "So, what are you thinking? Are you going to talk to your brother and make a proposal? Or is it more formal than that? Do you need to write it out and then send it to him? Do you need to do it through the board? I mean, I can help you as much as I can, but I am not sure how. I mean, I am still new to this whole businessman stuff. Sexy businessman by the way." Jay laughed and agreed with his wife when she said that, really liking how she called him a sexy businessman. "Oh, how I love the sound of you calling me a sexy businessman." Alex agreed with Jay when he said that, smiling as that is exactly what her husband is. He is a very sexy businessman, and she is so glad that he is her husband. Running her fingers through his hair, she smiled at him.
"So, talk to me Jay. What are we thinking here?" Jay took a breath when Alex asked him that they are thinking. Because the truth of the matter was that, he didn't know what they are thinking.. He didn't know what he TRULY wanted to do in this situation. Rather, he just thought of the idea. He doesn't have a plan yet. Nor does he even know how he would execute the plan if he did make one. "I think first I need to figure out my next steps. I mean…." Jay then decided to roll over onto his back and brought his beautiful wife with him. Rolling over to cuddle up to Jay, Alex smiled as she laid down on his muscular chest and just got comfortable with him. Afterwards, she bent down and proceeded to kiss her husband's amazing chest. Got, he is such a hunk and she is so glad that he is her husband.
Moving his hand to Alex's back, Jay smiled as he ran his hand up and down her back so that he can (maybe) take off her bra. "I am just really thinking about it here and trying to figure out what I am even going to do. I have no idea yet and I am totally spit-balling when it comes to this idea. It is just something that's floating in my head, and I have no idea as to where I am even taking this idea yet. Heck, it may not even come to fruition. It may just remain a dream." Alex shook her head when Jay said that it may just stay a dream. But she was not going to let that happen. She was going to push her husband to do it. She has plans on pushing him to do it both for himself and for all the other veterans out there who might need the services. "What are you even thinking about baby? Just tell me now."
Jay sighed. "My brother builds all of these training centers for firefighters and cops and stuff. You know, the company I run right?" Alex agreed with her husband when he said that. "Yes Jay, I am well aware of the company dynamics. We spoke about it on the way home from Las Vegas. Why we did that rather than talk about getting to know each other more? I am not sure, but whatever." Jay then thought about it and agreed. "Yeah, that makes sense." Alex agreed with her husband and smiled. "Yeah, we can talk about that another time. But how about you tell me what you are thinking?" Jay agreed with his wife and smiled when she said that. "Okay, well my brother has all of these training centers. The Casey First Responders Academies." Alex agreed with her husband and smiled. "Didn't you want one in Las Vegas?"
Jay agreed with Alex when she asked him if he wanted one in Vegas. "Yeah, I was thinking about it. But what I am thinking about for the proposal is, what I want to make is…I want to see if we can start including a dedicated Mental Health Clinic for current and ex-first responders, as well as war veterans like myself. I mean, we are already building the facilities to train the people to go do the job that can cause them to have PTSD and mental health issues." Stroking Alex's back, Jay turned his head and then kissed her forehead softly. "So, I was just thinking…if we help create the problem, then we need to also give back and help solve the problem in my opinion. That way, we don't feel as guilty at the end of the day when it comes to maybe having issues with that. I know personally, I struggle with that guilt."
Alex was a bit confused when she heard her husband say that. "You are?" Jay nodded and agreed with Alex when she asked him if he was really struggling with that guilt. "Yeah, I am. I mean, I am a war veteran. I am an ex-cop. I of all people should know what those jobs do to you, do to your mental health, the problems that they can create for you in the long run. But, I am just here creating these places without creating solutions for the people that might get PTSD because of how we trained them. And we train the well. And because we train them so well, they get great job that, in return, make them get PTSD. So, if we cause them to get PTSD, then I think that we also have a duty to help them treat their PTSD. And I think that we shouldn't force them to pay. It should be included in their tuition ahead of time."
Alex agreed with her husband when he said that, smiling as she ran her hand down his muscular chest. She then bent down and proceeded to kiss it softly. "Did I ever tell you that I have a very smart, sexy, handsome and brilliant veteran husband?" Jay turned his head when he heard Alex say that and smiled as he leaned into kiss Alex softly. God, she is so sexy and he is so glad that she is his wife. "God, I love you so much." Alex agreed with Jay when he said that. She then proceeded to crawl onto his chest and smiled as she laid down on top of him. Moving his hands to his wife's back, Jay smirked as he wrapped his arms around her and then started to take things nice and slow with the woman he adores. Damn, she is just so sexy and he is so glad that she is his. "I love you." Alex agreed with Jay and smiled. "Listen, how about me and you can have sex? Then, we can start working on that proposal?" Jay laughed and agreed with Alex when she said that, running his hand up and down her back as they took things nice and slow with each other in their bed this afternoon.
