The lights of the little tavern already made him a little dizzy. Who in his damn mind would put salt lamps in the whole room? They gave a suffocating sensation with all that pink light.
Heat, heat, heat came off his body. He felt his shirt was starting to take his breath away a bit, so he decided to get rid of it. Naruto heard approving shouts from the women in the background but didn't pay them much attention. What he if he could not ignore was the comment of the bartender who served him
"Sir, I'm afraid we're about to close, so this should be your last drink" he said with some nervousness seeing how Naruto's face darkened
"Okay ttebayo, just give me one more bottle to go and I'll get out" he said heavily.
Damn! Even going out to get drunk to forget his sorrows didn't work out for him! He had tried to convince Chouji and Shikamaru to come with him, but they were both about to go on a mission, and Shikamaru hadn't been shy about telling him that it was quite troublesome to give him emotional support in his constant failed attempts to get Sakura back.
He paid the bill and began a staggering walk in search of some private place to continue his shameful party. He wasn't in the mood to go home so soon, much less lie down on the bed where he had made love to Sakura so many times.
Naruto bitterly remembered all the events of his first attempt as a couple with the pink-haired girl. The wonderful moment when she had decided to give him a chance, that first time for him (Naruto knew that he had not been the first for Sakura, and that with no doubt, had been his great Uchiha friend), then the constant sessions of caresses, kisses and very good sex every time they saw each other.
He had gotten so used to sex that once they were done he didn't know how to control his needs. Masturbating hardly helped the cause, so he decided to take a chance on one of his fans. One led to the other, and so on, but at the first hint of feelings, Naruto cut off his current partner and continued with another.
He had made it clear to all of them that he was going to leave anyone for Sakura (and more than once he did, ditching someone for going to make love with Sakura, who from time to time called him to have a passionate encounter, never going further than booty call).
The last week especially had been quite difficult for him, for his patience and for his hormones. He hadn't had sex with Sakura in months, but the girl had asked him for dinner a few days ago. These dinners usually had a hot ending for both of them. That's why Naruto decided not to waste time with fans and wait for the long-awaited night with the pink-haired girl, but unfortunately for him, Sakura arrived accompanied by Kakashi sensei, a very unexpected turn for the blonde's plans.
-I asked us to have dinner together because starting today I'm going on a field mission, and I don't know when I'll be back- The green eyes focused on the blue ones, which in return offered the greatest of confusion. The teacher, seeing the tension in both, decided to add some information
-Naruto, I have decided to send Sakura on a reconnaissance mission of healing plants from various regions of the country of fire. This time of peace is very convenient to promote scientific research, and the area of medicinal plants can be a very favorable market for Konoha.-
-I understand the importance of the mission, and I thank you Sakura for being willing to leave all your work in the hospital to be able to carry it out, but, although I do not doubt your strength and abilities, Kakashi sensei- he focused again in the oldest- shouldn't we include an escort for Sakura?-
The girl's cheeks immediately lit up and Naruto understood everything. She wasn't just going to wander the fire country collecting plants… she was going to Sasuke's side.
He had finally lost her.
Naruto endured the entire evening drinking, laughing and showing his best face, despite the sadness that overwhelmed him. But, when it was time to leave, when Kakashi said goodbye to get away from them, Sakura's hand took Naruto's lightly.
-I know I should have at least warned you in time, I'm sorry. Naruto, you should know that the opportunity I gave you…that our relationship really meant a lot to me. I know that all this time you have been waiting for us to get back, and honestly I don't know what will happen when I return from this mission- She squeezed the blonde's hand even more- What I do know is if I don't give myself the opportunity of this time with Sasuke, I'm not going to forgive myself for the rest of my life. I need to be with him, by his side, to come to peace with my feelings and finally know if he corresponds to me. I want once and for all to be certain of his feelings, either to plan my life by his side, or to start forging a new one... without him.-
Those last words burned Sakura's throat, but they sparked a faint ray of hope in the blonde. She was going away for a long time, yes.
She was going to try her luck with the love of her life, yes.
But a small part of Naruto's brain nurtured the possibility that things between them might not work out, and that Sakura would come back to his side.
But as much as he tried to comfort himself, here he was, a few hours after the unhappy dinner, with jealousy to the sky, bitterness on his back and with a drunkenness that would make the wise pervert proud.
He felt worthless, as a man for seeing himself begging for a woman's affection, as a shinobi, for seeing himself in that pitiful state at that moment.
He reached the top of the kage mount. At that hour of the nigth it was impossible for anyone to bother him, so he gave free rein to his frustration, now drinking the liquor directly from the bottle.
"Damn it, I'm worth nothing," he let himself say as he lay on his back to see the stars.
An unexpected hand touched his temple, and Naruto recognized Hinata's moon-clear eyes. The brightness of the moon itself made her skin glow, and her hair seemed to have sparkles. Was he so drunk?
He of course knew that Hinata was beautiful, many times he had observed her during training together, also during protocol meetings between the Hokage and the clan leaders. At times he had convinced himself that, if it wasn't for the stupid chastity seal, and out of respect for their friendship, he would have liked to place his lips on her delicate skin long ago.
Still, the sight he had at that moment of her was a spell.
-You are the most valuable person in the ninja world, you should give yourself a little more credit- she said with a small smile
-You smell like liquor. Was your day so bad that you finished the horrible bottle the eyebrows gave you when you moved into your apartment?- Asked the blond as he smelled Hinata's aroma mixed with a powerful aroma of coconut liquor.
-Worse than I expected, although it seems that I'm not the only one going through difficult times... Let's toast to our misfortunes-
She didn't even wait for the blonde's response when she already had the bottle to her lips, hastily drinking much of the contents.
Naruto couldn't remember drinking Hinata, much less one on such a binge. Probably the last few days after the damned Hiroki broke off the engagement had been hell, and by now the elders of the clan had agreed on the punishments she would be entitled to receive.
The blond felt a bitter pity for her who had always been a helping hand to anyone in need. He felt anger against himself, for his inability to help her.
Here he was, a mess because the woman he loved was leaving with another, not considering there were people in the world like Hinata, going through a similar situation, except for her that failed engagement meant the complete destruction the girl dreams. At least he could still go ahead with his plan to be Hokage. Hinata, on the other hand, couldn't even dream of being considered part of the main Hyuga family anymore.
The hero of Konoha felt again that familiar pressure in his chest that appeared every time he thought of the Hyuga heiress. Seeing her there, somewhat destroyed, somewhat defenseless and much more relaxed than on any other occasion (here the liquor must be helping her) made the blonde want to do something for her that could give her some comfort.
Without thinking twice, he took the bottle from the girl's hands, placed it next to her, and turning to see her face to face, he kissed her on the lips.
Hinata barely had time to register what had happened. A minute ago her lips tasted the strong liquor she drank from Naruto's bottle, and now she instead had the boy's lips devouring hers almost with devotion. Maybe it was because of the liquor they were both carrying, but Hinata just this once wasn't going to overthink things. This time she was going to let herself go, regardless of the consequences.
What started as an urge to comfort Hinata was turning into an uncontrollable need for Naruto. Damn, maybe it was the excess of drinks, or the spite of knowing Sakura in someone else's arms, maybe because Hinata looked irresistible that night or because Naruto hadn't had sex for days, or maybe because of the simple need to feel loved.
The truth was that Naruto's whole body began to demand more contact with the girl.
A part of Naruto's conscience told him that this was not a good idea, while the other part encouraged him with the comforting reminder that the seal on Hinata's virginity had already been broken, and his actions at that moment would not affect her future.
-Like all kunoichi, you are on the pill, right? -He asked following the same protocol from his previous lovers, who were also ninjas.
-Er… yes, I am- As soon as she finished the sentence, Hinata felt how she was lying on the grass. The blonde's hands moved frantically over her, vigorously exploring her body, while she kissed his hair.
-would you have sex with me Hinata?- asked in a whisper in the girl's ear
-I've always wanted to do it Naruto- and she felt the boy's hands again, this time down her hips, up her skirt and removing her underwear. Hinata's heart was beating at the fastest rate she had ever had in her life…her wishes finally came true.
Naruto gently placed his fingers on the girl's entrance to check her wetness. He smiled satisfied, she was ready. He knew he was rushing, but he will make sure to do things properly next time. Wait, was he thinking on a next time already?
Without much preamble he discarded his pants without even removing them completely and positioned himself on top of her, his member burning with desire. He passionately kissed the girl one more time and made his way between the Hyuga's legs, he felt the humidity of her entrance and pushed slightly, to feel how he penetrated her little by little... but a barrier stopped the advance.
Naruto froze and jerked away from the girl as if her body was on fire. His gaze was filled with horror at what he was about to do.
VIRGIN, she was still a virgin.
