AN: Explanation

Relax people i still got a chapter on this one, i just wanted 2 apologize for making ya'll wait so long. I'll be truthful and tell u that i indeed got lazy and didnt feel like writing N-E-more chapters but now i do. I also saw that i put the same chapter up twice, my bad. I didnt mean 2. But N-E-wayz...i know i promised a chapter sooner but i couldnt get there and plus my laptop won't let me sign in N-E-more so im stuck on using the computer downstairs. Another thing is that im probably only gonna write 2 chapters before i start the next sequel...of course though the sequel isnt what your thinking. I really havent beenable 2 wait on writing it. Oh and what i mentioned before about the Flashbacks will be contiued in the Sequel, trust me its gonna be good. The last thing i want 2 say is thank you 2 all who reviewed and im so sorry for updateing sooner Amarina, i been lazy and busy at the same time, i have track during the summer and i g2g 2 regionals this weekend...Well dats it Holla and enjoy the chapter!


Transforming Teen Years

Chapter13: Darkness, Light and Pain

Rin struggled to keep control. Sweat soaked her weak and tired body from the fight. Her heart was beating fast, her bones were on fire and her nails digged into her own hands as she clenched her fist. She hated this feeling, ever since Kagura's and Kohaku's wedding a couple of months back this had been happening at least once a day. Her body would puslate then the pain would come. Sesshoumaru had no idea this was happening to her cause he'd been away since four days after that wedding. He claimed that he had to visit the Northern Lord of the Land. She of course couldn't go on the count of his great, even greater than Sesshoumaru's, hatred toward humans and half-breeds.

After a few mintues passed she began to settle down as the pain lessened and her heart slowed down to a normal beat. She signed in relief as the pain finally went away. Sitting up from her bed Rin took a bowl full of green liquid and drunk it. It was a herb drink to help her regain her strength after each attack. It tasted horrible when she first tried it but now she had gotten used to it and didnt hardly taste a thing.

'I wonder when Sesshoumaru is coming back?' She thought while drinking the last bit of the medicine.

"It shouldn't take this long and I really want to see Kikgome about this whole thing thats happening to me." Rin placed the bowl down on the stand as she said this out loud.

"You know Lady Rin, you could go therewhile I accompany you if that is nessesary?" Mika said at her bedroom door.

"But Sesshoumaru told me to not step foot out of the castle? And I dont even know how to get to their Village." Rin said looking at the servant pleadingly.

"Yes, but I do and if it is your wish to go there because of these attacks thats been happening to you then I'm sure he'd understand. Now would you not like to go?" Mika asked clamly.

"Very much, yes." Rin got up from the bed and started to pack some clothing.

Mika headed back to the kitchen to prepare snacks for them to take on their way their. Her face had a big smile on it and she couldn't wait to set off.

Rin and Mika slowly made their way down a path not known to Rin. They'd been traveling for one whole day now and they still weren't there. She began to wonder if Mika even knew where she was going, so she asked.

"Ummm, Mika? Are you sure this is the right path toward Inuyasha's Village?...Cause I really dont remember any of this." She said calmly but scaredly.

"..." Mika gave no reply as she walked straight ahead.

"Mika?" Rin stopped and decided to yell her name one last time.

"Mika!" Thats when she stopped.

The woman servant turned around slowly to face her with a big smile on her face and her eyes closed. Her smile didn't look or seem threatening, but instead warm and welcoming. Rin even though sheknew it was that she still got scared and backed up a little.

Rin at that moment felt a sharp pain from her back head. Her world faded dark as she saw herself lean over and then fell to the ground unconsious. Mika was all the while still smiling, but a small tear fell from her cold eyes.

Sesshoumaru was finally able to return to his Rin. It turned out the Northern Lord wanted to try an assasination on him, but failed. They injured him badly so he couldnt walk, but then again he did bring Jaken with him. Which all he needed from him was food every once in awhile. Sesshoumaru, seeing how long he was stuck in the same spot, sent Jaken home to tell Rin that he'd be back in a couple of days.The toadhadnt return yet and its been weeks.

He was told to come back, after telling Rin the message, to, unfortunately, feed him one last time. In the result of him not returning he had to wait until a week passed before he was able to just walk again. So now that he had ate something and rested for one full day he was mostly back to his normal self.

"Jaken better have a good excuse for not returning back here." Sesshoumaru said angrily just thinking boutthe toad demon.

He sniffed the air and paused in his tracks. Her scent was so close and too far away from the castle. Jaken's scent was with her also, so he thought maybe she asked Jakenif she could go with him and see if he, Sesshoumaru,was okay. He would have eased up his anger if he hadn't smelled Rin's blood. Sesshoumaru sprinted towards her scent and made it there within seconds. He looked around to see Rin, Jaken and Mika lying on the ground. He sensed something behind him before pain and darkness took hold of him.

Rin saw a small light glowing in front of her. It was getting smaller, so she ran towards it, but then there was the pain again. Although she wanted to stop she kept going towards it. A feeling told her that once she reached that light it would be all over, thatthis pain would never again would bother her. The light got brighter with each step and she began to see what was in it. There was green, blue. red, yellow, and white colors seen so far. The green seemed seperate from the rest of the colors which looked as though the were creating a pattern.

Her mind was so busy focused on what the picture looked like that when a jolt of pain hit her hard she fell to the ground. She didn't need to worry what the light held until she got to it.

'I need to focus on blocking out the pain.' She thought as she got up and continued her walk toward the opposite of what filled, wherever she was, completely up.

As Rin made her way to the light she realized that the closer she got to it,the more it hurt. The pain became different though. Her firey pain turned into a heartache that began to get unbearable. She could tell that she was almost there even though she decided to keep looking down. The new kind of pain caused tears to stream down her flushed face freely, her heartsting inside and her throatstarted toswell up. She wanted to turn around go back, but she got this far and wanted to see what was in the light. She wanted to be free of this nightmare and be with Sesshoumaru...her beautiful Sesshoumaru.

With that thought running into her head she ran toward the light ignoring the pain and the extreme amount of tears falling down her face. Rin got closer with each painful step but was determind to keep to it. It would be pointless to give up now that she has gotten so far to her goal. To the light that would set her free. Finally she looked up and saw the picture blurry from her teary eyes. So she gave them a quick wipe and stopped dead in her tracks at what she saw.

"That can't be my hands." she said hearing it echo back to her.

Sesshoumaru woke up from his dream to encounter nothing but a small light he was compelled to go to. Unlike Rin though all he needed was bout 28 quick strides before her was able to see what it held. Of course during the strides heartache got to him and a few tears was let out from his eyes blurry lighltly his vision, so he wiped them away. He saw his claws wrapped tightly around something tender. His eyes wided.

"Rin?"


ok i know that wasnt long at all but i couldnt go N-E-farther than that and if i made it more detailed it would've sounded borin. So i hoped u enjoyed the Chapter and chap14 wont be up until next week sumtime caus like i said i got regionals this weekend in NC and i wont be updating any sooner. So please be patient and everthing, if you can catch on, will be reviewed to you in the next chapter...I dont kno if there's gonna be a 15th though,Well N-E-wayz...Review please and tell me what ya think they saw ok? Peace