Make me Believe

We always hide from our fears, never found the courage to speak of them.

We always kept our feelings to ourselves, as if they were forbidden.

We never could look in the eye, we were too frighten to see.

We were brave outside, but in the inside we never believe...

You were so calm, so cool, a genius of your family. I understand you have your dreams and that you will achieve. As we spend our times together, in conversations that only we can understand, with a friendship that only we can have, I see the real you but you never see me. You complain that of fate, how harsh destiny is on you. I smile and listen- that is what only I can do. You look at me but do you wonder, did you even once thought why I do what I do?

You have once stood in the rain, just for me, i remember. My weakest day, my worst night... I have cried out only then, the tears left my eyes only once. You were there... Only you were there when I need help and only you helped me through. I wonder, do you know how much you mean to me, do you see how much you make me happy when you look at me? I had fell and you stayed with me, you didn't embrace or speak but you stood next to me as I cried under the stars, mourned of my fathers death. You glared at the few people that passed by and stood with me...Under the rain. You didn't had to, but why did you?

In those times alone that when we wait together, when you look at me and smirk- did you ever smiled-, what is it that you think? In those times together, like that day, when no one else showed...Why were you nerveous? Why did you glanced and left? Was it because you understood or something else? Will you share everything, will you tell me one day? Will you ever understand- or have you understand already?

When I mutter that I don't believe..Would you hold my hand? Would you kiss the nightmares away? Would you make me believe?

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