First Love Lost

Chapter 4:Lacking Sleep

Yea, it's finally here! I know you all hate me for making you wait so long, but I'm back from my trip and ready to update! Though unfortunately I didn't have a lot of inspiration, or even will to write for that matter, so this was actually the only chapter I was able to write ... sorry ... so don't expect another update right away. I'm busy right now so it might take awhile what with school starting up again. But always take comfort in the fact that I will never give up on a story until its completed, so I will update eventually.

Authors note:I'm gonna side step the whole Terra and Beastboy relationship and only put what has to in...it would just be a whole lot of meaningless work if I wrote out some half assed explanation why they seemed so close in the series and not in this fic.

Last thing before you start reading, I haven't seen an episode with Terra for a long time, so her personality isn't on my mind, so for this chapter at least, she's going to be really out of character ...but it will help the fic. progress.

Now to thank those people who took time out of there lives to review, while this is extremely late after the fact I hope you accept my thanks all the same.

lady-of-tormentdeath: I'm glad you like the way the stories going, I know that when it comes to me far to many times I start out liking a story a lot and by the sixth chapter the auther made huge plot twist that made me lose interest in the story.

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Billy Rose: Don't worry about the fighting, I know it would suck so I'll avoid it unless I need to use it for something.

Wren N. Logan: Well no more sadness because it's finally here!

kazutaka Muraki: I'm glad you like it, but I'm not looking for a beta reader, Sorry, I just think it would slow down the updates(Which are slow enough as is) as for spelling, I'm finally getting this into a program with spell check so I should be fine, thanks for the offer though.

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Morning was quiet in the tower, not many people were awake yet, only Robin and Starfire were in the main room...so there wasn't the common morning sounds of Beastboy and Cyborg fighting over breakfast.

Robin and Starfire were just settling into watching TV when the door opened and Cyborg came in from the hallway.

"Mornin' y'all..."He said in...well he didn't look tierd, but he sure sounded it.

"Moring Cyborg, sleep well?"Robin asked as he tore himself away from the TV

Cyborg shrugged as he opened the fridge, as if hearing the impending meat filled breakfast Beastboy rushed into the room.

"Dude, you better be grabbing tofu dogs!"Beastboy said warningly

"Who eats hotdog for breakfast?"Cyborg said as he pulled out a half dozen eggs from the fridge.

"I do! Instead of sausages at least..."

The argument continued on for quite a long time, before the door opened and the two late arrivals entered.

The first thing the titans noticed was that Raven was smiling...well maybe smiling is the wrong word, she had a look of shear contentment on her face.

The next thing they noticed was that Terra had a similar, but more profound look on her face.

The last thing they noticed was that the girls were holding hands.

"What?"Terra said with a slight giggle, when she received no answer she rolled her eyes and pulled Raven over through the kitchen to a pair of open seats on the other side of the table/kitchen island.

The titans were still just looking at them strangely, the scene was a bit out of the ordinary after all...for many reasons.

Just then a look of realization appeared on Beastboy's face and he transformed into a bloodhound.

This grabbed the attention of all the titans, Beastboy just sniffed the air of the area that the girls had walked through, then he transformed back to normal.

Beastboy looked directly at the two girls with a look of shock on his face and said

"You two had sex last night!"

All the titans heads turned slowly to look at the girls in question.

Raven and Terra had looks of utter shock on there face's, they both just gaped at Beastboy.

Raven was the first to regain her grasp on reality, she just turned her head to face Terra and said "I told you we should have showered..." That was enough to bring Terra back to reality as well.

Terra sighed and faced Raven, forgetting completely about the other titans "But we were late enough as is...so we would have had to shower together...and well...then we would need another shower..."

Raven opened her mouth to say something probably to the affect of 'If you did it in the shower...you wouldn't have to shower again...' Only she would ever know, for as soon as she opened her mouth...

"You two had sex?"Robin said in disbelief, he had just snapped out of his daze.

Raven blushed and Terra looked at the floor sheepishly as if just realizing what was going on.

"...uh...ya..."Raven said, her monotone wavered slightly.

The titans, especially Robin, were all looking at the girl with shock on there face's.

"What's the problem?"Terra asked with her eyebrow furrowed.

All of the titans opened there mouth's...but nothing come out...I mean what could they say?

"The problem is...well it's..."Robin was struggling to think of something"...it's...well I honestly can't think of anything..."Robin said in defeat.

"But it doesn't feel right"Robin shivered slightly

"Well I'm so sorry if our love doesn't feel right to you"Terra said sarcastically as she rolled her eyes.

"It's not that yo--...what I mean is...well this is just moving so fast...at least to us"Robin

needed to convay that he was not a homophobe.

"Well..."Raven said, breaking the uncomfortable silence "...it feel's right to us...isn't that what's important?"

"Well, you got us there..."Beastboy said sheepishly as the others nodded slowly in agreement

"Ok!"Terra said clapping her hands together"Can we eat now? I'm starving!"

"After how much you ate last night I didn't think you'd ever eat again...I mean that was a lot!"Cyborg said with slight shock on his face. His thought's were interrupted by Starfire...

"Oh, wonderous glorious day!"Starfire said in an even more cheerful voice then usual as she ran over and grabbed one of Terra's hands and one of Raven's "The culmination of your relationship is a glorious event that must be celebrated"

"Glad to see not all of you guys are shocked and appalled..."Raven said in her usual monotone while blushing slightly.

"We are not 'Shocked and appalled'...like I said, Its just...fast..."Once again Robin was trying franticly to convey that it was just the fact they had sex the night she returned that was causing all this strife.

Terra turned back to Starfire and said "You know...I think that would be the first time anyone ever held a 'congrats on the sex party'..."

"Your right about that" Robin said before quirking an eyebrow and adding "...you know...I don't remember you being so assertive..."

"Well, being encased in stone has made me alot more...aware of my mortality"Terra then smiled and added "So I've adopted more of a 'live for the moment' philosophy..."

"Make's sence..."Beastboy said simply.

"Great!"Cyborg chimed in with a smile "I'm making waffle's!"

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One Month Later

Raven opened her eye's, it was morning, it had been for awhile now, still she didn't have the strength to get up. For a moment she wondered how she was going to make it through the day if she couldn't even leave the bed. 'Where did all my energy go?'Raven thought bitterly, as if to answer her question a moan was heard beside her as she turned to face Terra who was also half asleep.

"Morning sweetie"Terra said in a groggy half asleep kind of voice

"Morning"Raven murmured back.

Raven took a moment to bask in awe at the beautiful sight before her, Terra was lying on her side, her golden blond hair was messy, but that only surved her at this point, her vibrant blue eye's were only open a tiny bit, still enough to mesmerize her, plus the curtains to her window were open (On Terra's request) so the morning sun shown, giving her skin a glow, it made her hair look heavenly.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"Terra asked as she did the best stretch she could without moving much.

"Your an angel..."Raven said in an exasperated voice.

Terra looked at her strangely and chuckled "I think maybe you need more sleep honey"

"Oh, I wonder why"Raven said in the best sarcastic voice she could muster considering the previous night.

"Don't blame me...your the one who got naked first..."Terra was now sitting up on the bed as she looked around for her clothes.

"Because I was getting ready for sleep..."Raven rebutted as she too sat up reluctantly.

"We've got to stop doing this...having sex every night is seriously cutting into our energy during the day..."Terra said as she started to put on her bra that she retrieved from it's position on the floor.

"How am I suppose to resist your beauty?"Raven said as she picked up her leotard from the foot of the bed.

"I think you should wear a new one..."Terra said with a smirk, she was now standing as she sliped on her panties.

"Why?"Raven asked as she looked at the leotard, it wasn't dirty, she had only worn it the previous day...

"Smell it"Terra said simply

Raven brought it up to her face and took a wiff...she would deffinetly be wearing a new one, it smelt heavily of sweat, and even more heavily of female arousal...her's.

Raven walked over to her closet and grabbed a fresh leotard, she turned to see Terra hoping around on one foot as she pulled on her shorts, she didn't even try to suppress the laugh as it spilled out.

"What's so funny?"Terra said in an annoyed voice, no sooner had she spoke, did she loose her balance and fell flat on her ass.

Raven now had her arms against her stomach to stop her from falling over she was laughing so hard.

"If you don't stop laughing..."Terra paused as she thought of a decent threat, she got a smirk of her own as she thought of one"...I'll start actually sleeping at night..."

Raven stoped laughing instantly, as attractive as the prospect of a decent nights sleep was...she would much rather spend it in a variety of odd positions with Terra.

"We should get downstairs if we want breakfast"Raven mumbled as she sliped into her leotard.

"Let's hurry then, I'm starving..."

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"We need to talk..."Robin said in a serious voice as the girls entered the main room.

"What about?"Raven asked as they sat down around the table.

"I've noticed that you two have been...less awake then would be preferable..."Robin studdered slightly.

"So?"Terra asked in a sightly annoyed voice

"It's gotten to the point that it would interfere with the team..."

"How could us being to tierd possibly interfere with the team?" Raven asked, her voice was as monotone as it could sound, considering she was still half asleep.

"Well for one you'd be pretty useless in a battle...that alone puts all of our live's in danger..."

"Like you would need six titans to take on anyone stupid enough to rob a bank now that there are SIX of us...after all, since I rejoined, we haven't been called to even one crime" Terra was a bit erked that she was in so much trouble for something that could be easily remedied with a cup of coffee...or several cups of green tea "It's not like we're waging a war on some supervillian now or anything, the crime rate in the city is at a record low...so can you blame us for having a little 'fun'?"

"I don't care how much 'fun' you have. As long as it doesn't interfere with the team" Robin paused for a moment before continuing

"There are other ways this is disrupting the team...when was the last time one of you saw Cy? Or sat down and watched a movie with Beastboy? We all realize that you don't love him Terra, but you've been ignoring him since you got back, and he does still value your friendship...even if that's all it will ever be"

The girls started thinking...this couldn't be right...they weren't ignoring the others...right?

Both of there hearts sank as they realized that it had been two weeks since the saw Cyborg, Terra's sunk even more when she realized Robin was right about her ignoring Beastboy...he was right.

"Hey, listen Robin"Terra started her apology, just as the alarm sounded for the first time in a month.

"Later, we've got trouble! Titans Go!"

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The titans were in the middle of a city street, it was in shambles, a car was on fire not ten feet from them, a large office building had actually fallen over and was barely being held up be another, there were cratered in the street and every glass surface had been shader d.

It looked like a war zone.

And in the middle of the street, basking in all the destruction he had caused was the one person the titans had not expected to see.

"Slade!"

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Well there you go, finally. I hope you people appreciate how hard this was to write. I had absolutely NO inspiration at all. And through the entire summer vacation, I had no will to write this. It's actually taken a month and a half to get this one chapter down...

Don't worry though, I'll still continue to write as long as people review, speaking of which...