Hey everyone I am back. I know I stopped doing my other fanfiction but I promise I'll be back where I left off.. I really trully hope you like this little short chapter and please give me time, the next chapter wont be short at all.

Chapter 1- All to my self.

Yesterday I remember thinking I was the happiest person in the whole world, in the whole galaxy, and in all of God's creations. I also thought that everything had a meaning, and that everything seemed ever so so special in it's own special way; that the world was such a gift and that I was the luckiest person to be alive. But now in reality it seems so sad and dull and even hopeless. What a fully dope I've become thinking about happiness, in this case my happiness, maybe I've lost hope and faith, maybe I am a non believer. It's funny the way I was different before, It seems such a long time, oh why why why can't I just change the past a few years ago? How can I face my reality with such emptyness? I should just disappear for a while and cease to exist. I guess I do not have it that bad as I make it sound. I even have that special someone out there for me. In life Ive learned that there are high points and low points, it's like a wave that never dies out or gets flat and never gives up. Things are only as good and as bad as you make them out to be in your mind; out in your soul.

"Yunie, are you okay? What ever are you doing here" Rikku said worried about me, why can't she understand that I want some alone time.

To be continued...

Well that's about it, I know it was really short but like I said the next chapter won't be at all. PLEASE guys review and tell me what you really think! Thanks bye bye.