Disclaimer: No, still don't own it, but I'm working on it...

AN: The last chapter sucked, I hope this ones ok, it's longer then the last one, I hope you enjoy it all, oh and thank you Annonyms reviewer, your comment helped, I hope this is better.

Chapter #2.

Sakura POV:

I thought that I would be able to stop him from leaving, I was wrong, I thought Naruto and them would be able to bring him back, I was wrong. I thought that if I ever saw him, I'd be able to bring him back, I was wrong. I though that if I saw him and couldn't make him come back I would be able to kill him, and just like every other time, I was wrong. I told y self that I wouldn't cry, but I did…I do…

I look at my self in the mirror, I hate what I see. I can't seem to change, I still have this dumb pink hair, these same eyes, the same everything. I hate my self for being weak, for pretending, for still caring. I look at my left arm and I see that three inch scar, I could have healed it easily so no scar would have been there, but I didn't want to, I kept it as a reminder, a reminder of how weak I was. I started taking of my clothes so I could take a bath, and I looked at my self in the mirror again, on my chest laid the most beautiful decoration I would ever have. I had a long scar it looked like a sort of cross actually. This one I also kept, but for a different reason, this one I had to remind me that I was still the dumb girl I was at twelve, still the love struck girl who would do anything for her 'Sasuke-kun'.

Flash back...

"Sasuke-kun, please, just come back!" Sasuke smirked at the pink haired girl. "So I can be killed? No thanks…" "You won't get killed, I'll talk to Tsunade-sama! If you come back, things can be like before Sasuke-kun!" He started to walk towards her, he reached out and touched her hair. "Tell me Sakura, why do you keep that suffix at the end of my name? Is it because you still love me? Me, the traitor? The Avenger? The monster?" Sakura looked at him in shock. "Sasuke-kun, I … I just want you to come back, I already know you killed Itachi, so why remain a missing-nin? Just come back" "Yes, I took great pleasure in killing that bastard. But still, why would I come back?" "Because, me Naruto, Kakashi, we all miss you, I miss you" "And what will happen if I don't go with you huh Sakura?" She looked away from him and took a step away, hand of her Kunais. "If you refuse…I'll kill you Sasuke-kun." He laughed, it started as a snicker which turned into a chuckle, but now it was just a full out laugh. "I'm not kidding, stop laughing" Sasuke smirked at her once again "You kill me? Sakura you seem to be forgetting something." She looked at him in a puzzled expression. "Your forget your weak Sakura, you can't even beat Ino, and you expect to KILL ME? Don't lie to your self, beside even if you did have the ability to do so, you wouldn't." "You underestimate me Sasuke-kun! I will kill you, I will!"

In a quick blur he was in front of her holding her hand which gripped a kunai. He pushed her hand to his neck, making the Kunai draw blood from his neck. "Do it Sakura, show me your not weak, prove me wrong." He said as he let go of her hand. Sakura held the Kunai at his neck "I'll kill you Sasuke-kun, I will" "So stop talking and do it" Sakura put pressure on the sharp instrument, making the wound a bit deeper. "Your close Sakura, so why hesitate?" She pressed a bit more, then he noticed the tears in her eyes "Why are your crying? Ninjas aren't suppose to cry, but then again, you never were a ninja right?" She clutched the kunai till her knuckles turned white, but then, she dropped it. "I can't, I can't do it" Sasuke pushed her away from him "I knew you wouldn't, your so useless, so dumb, but your going to remember your mistake Sakura." Sasuke charged at her throwing blows at her small body, but all she did was attempt to block them. He jumped back a few feet and flung shurikens at her, She managed to dodge most of them except one, which penetrated the middle of her chest, she cried out in pain. She leaned against a tree as she pulled the weapon out of her chest. Sakura grabbed her own shurikens and threw them at him, but every single one of them missed. He stepped to her and tried to punch her face, but she caught his fist, she wasn't paying attention to his other hand which he used to punch her in the stomach. Sakura coughed and tried to get her wind back.

Sasuke had continued his barrage of fists and kicks until she laid on the grass gasping for air. He looked down at her before straddling her waist, with one hand he held her wrist above her head, his left hand held a kunai. "You are stupid for trying to fight me, but your stupid for not killing me when you had the chance." "Sasuke-kun, I'm trying to help you! I love you, how many times do I have to say it?" "You love me? Then you must already know how the saying goes" He brought down his left hand tearing at her skin from a bit above her belly to above the horizontal wound she had earned from him a earlier, all the while saying "Pain is Love, Love is Pain" The pain was unbearable to Sakura, she was screaming bloody murder when he tore upwards, he did it slowly, making the pain last longer then needed. Sakura Looked at him with tear filled eye "Your so annoying" that was the last thing she heard before she faded into darkness.

End of Flash Back…

He was right, so right.

"He's always right, and I hate him for it.." I ran my fingers up and across the scar, it felt so different then the rest of my skin, but I don't really care, it's not like anybody is going to see or touch me. I stepped into the hot shower, it felt like a thousand burning needles pricked at my skin, the water was really hot, I could tell because of the way my skin was turning red. I look at the rest of my scars little ones mostly on my arm, my left arm, I knew how I got those, I should know, after all I gave them to my self.