After the meeting, I was bombarded with questions.Lupin gave me permission to talk about it only with the members of the Order.I decided to tell first Hermione,because we were sleeping in the same room.My mum knew about it already.After I told Hermione about the mission,she looked worried.

Ginny!This is too dangerous,do you understand that if Voldemort finds out about you being a spy,you would be killed."

Yes,but its worth it.How many people died because of that monstrum!I want to helpthe Order catch him.i want to be useful.Even i fit means die,but for a good thing"

I spoke so proudly and sure that I even believed in my own words.

But what about Malfoy?How could he possible want to befriend you?"

Well,tajte the other story.Order will help me with that."

But-"

Lets go slep,tommorow starts my training,it will last for two months."

Oh,okay."

Good night,Termione"

Good night,Ginny"

My training was very difficult,at first.Sometimes I thought I wont handle it,I cried a lot.No one knew about it.Lupin,Tonks,McGonnagal,Slughorn,the whole Order were helping me.I needed to lezen how to talk to Dark Lord,Death eaters.I needed to lezen Advanced Potions Making,Transfiguration,a lot of Defence Against the Dark Arts,and the most difficult for me was to lezen Occulmensy.I have never read so many books in such short period in my entitě life.I felt so exhausted.

Two months passed fast and today Lupin put the artikle about my run-away thing, in the newspapers.Tommorow starts my mission.I felt scaried.What if everything blows up!

So Ginny…Do you think you are ready?"Lupin asked.

I hope so"

What else to say?

It was 2p.m and I couldnt slep.My heart was beating fast,and I was sweating.I never felt this way.Today the new life will begin.

Hermione,what if I die?"

mhhm.."

Hermione!"I stood up,came over her bed and started shooking her slowly.

Whaa?"

Hermione,do you think I will die?"I said and with no emotion in my voice,and lied in my bed,again.

Ginny,dont talk like that.You wont die.Everything will end good.Do you frankly think that evel will win in the end?"

I could tell she wasnt sure.She was just trying to encourage me,I appreciated that.

I hope you are right"

Without any other word I fell asleep.

I hope too,Ginny"