I'm sorry I haven't updated. I was really busy travelling. Argh You hate me now, oh well…….. I can live with the guilt….. any way I did a new story. I did 3 chapters to two stories.
Disclaimer: Why do I need a disclaimer when I own the titans…… in my dreams but I'm putting a disclaimer on that too.
On with the fic…
2 hours later……
"She's just come out of her coma, you may see her now. " said the nurse, who had just come over to an extremely worried Beastboy.
"Thank you." Beastboy said relived that Raven was awake. He walked towards room 32 and opened the door. It was a classical hospital. Everything was blinding white with some tacky green tiles on the bottom of the wall. In the middle of the room was a girl dressed in a white flowing hospital dress sitting up eating something that looked like Jell-O mixed with liver. She looked up at him with a slightly confused look on her face.
"It can't be you."
"What were you thinking! You could of died, do you know how much people care about you. Suicide is not a way out, it's selfish and cruel. Do you know how worried I was." yelled Beastboy angrily. Why would she do this to herself and me, he thought. Anger blinded his love, how, why would she do something so stupid.
"Me, the only reason I was doing this," She pointed to one of her scars, " Was because of you. When you left nothing was the same. Nobody talked, Everybody was miserable. None of us could handle that kind of pressure. We need you, I need you." she cried gently.
He looked at her gently and all his anger was gone. He suddenly felt extremely guilty "Raven, I'm sorry. I didn't know, this is my fault. I hurt you inside and out. I hurt the one person that I swore never to hurt. I hurt the one I love. I was lost until I found you, I don't know what to do with myself. You understand me, I'd of waited for you forever. I can't live without you, I love you so much."
"You, you love me?" she whispered hoping, wishing this was true.
"Yes, with all my heart, I, I love you raven. I would die for you." He answered, smiling at finally admitting it. A colossal weight had been lifted, any hope that had been banished came flooding back to him. He swallowed all his old thoughts of denial and hate and gathered all his courage and asked, "Do you love me?"
Raven looked at Beastboy, her eyes were filled with love, hate, denial, hope, joy, despair and tranquillity. Looking into them was like seeing someone's soul, it was feeling her emotions. Beastboy was overwhelmed by emotions until a lash of pureness filled his heart.
Nothing mattered right now, just him and Raven, sitting in silence, time didn't exist, just the words coming out of her lips.
"Beastboy, how could I love anyone else but you." she smile ecstasy as she got up and kissed him.
Beastboy was in paradise, him and Raven, together at long last. He didn't want this to ever end. Her skin was
as soft as ivory, his hand latched on to hers so perfectly it was like there hands had been carved for one
another's.
"Hey guys, how's Raven….." Reba burst into the room then stopped and smiled at the couple, "Ah, when's the wedding.?
"Hey, Raven this is Reba, Reba this is Raven." Beastboy introduced them, flushing.
"Mark, everyone knows who the Titans are, come to mention it you do look a lot Beastboy. He's way cuter then you." she said trying to see how much she could get out of him, just to see if he'd admit first. "Don't you think Raven." she carried on, giving Raven a wink.
Catching on Raven continued, "Oh, yeah, Beastboy's really good-looking, but I personally prefer Cyborg, he's so dreamy."
"Hey, I thought you liked me, I mean what's Cyborg got that I haven't huh." Beastboy said feeling dejected.
"Common sense. You gave away your identity you buffoon." giggled Reba, "I knew it, I knew I recognised when I saw you again."
"Okay, You got me. I'm a Ex-Titan." said Beastboy playfully.
"Ex-Titan? Oh no, your coming back to the team." Raven frowned.
"Fine, just come with me on one date no titan interruptions, kay?" he pleaded.
"I would love too."
Beastboy took Raven by the arm and lead her to the check out office, they convinced the nurse Raven was fine (after about an hour)they checked Raven out of the hospital and got walked back 'home'.
"Let me get changed into some clean clothes, I'll be back in a sec."
"Where are you going to get clothes from?"
"Magic."
"You can do that, cool."
Raven muttered something and she suddenly dressed in a long scarlet dress.
"Where do you want to go Beastboy?"
"This little place by the docks." Beastboy said playfully.
"Okay." she smiled in return.
He covered her eyes with his hands and slowly guided her down to a small private beach hidden away from the rest civilisation.
"Okay, you can open your eyes now."
Raven looked at the huge sunset in front of her. It was like heaven and earth at war. The sky was jazzy blue fading in with a amalgamation of amethyst and lapis lazuli (type of blue). The sunset started out with a rich burgundy, then it dulled down to a vivid ochre. Slowly it went up to a saffron sort of shade, then dieing down to a coral pink and finishing with a soft lilac. It was breathtaking, gleaming in the distance.
"It's beautiful." She whispered, gazing in ore at this magnificent spectacle.
"Yes, you are." He whispered in her ebony ear.
"Beastboy, that's so corny." she giggled.
"You just don't know how lovely you are." He countered in return.
Raven turned crimson.
"Ah, you are so tacky."
"You love it." he laughed.
"No, I love you."
She gave him kiss and he fell backwards and chuckled.
"It's pretty comfy done here, wanna join me?"
He pulled Raven down on the sand and they burst out laughing.
"Beastboy, really."
"Don't I get a kiss."
"For what?"
Beastboy thought about this for a second, "For doing this."
He kissed her for a minute then tittered, "Now can I get my kiss."
"Of coarse."
It went on like this for 10 whole minutes.
"Beastboy, we should get back. The titans can't mange a villain 3 handed."
"5 more minutes." he grinned.
"Beastboy, get up." she smirked in return.
"Okay, okay."
He turned into eagle and flew to the gigantic T on the shores of Jump City, with Raven not far behind. He looked down at the shimmering water sparkling in the sunset's last call. He was worried on how the other's would take his little disappearing act. He knew they'd be angry, and he except that, what he wasn't sure of though was how they'd take it afterwards.
They soon arrived at the tower, and Beastboy was getting butterflies. He was terrified of the others not excepting him, like when Terra betrayed them or if they'd kill him on the spot.
Raven looked at him as if saying, I know your scared but I'm sure it'll go fine.
She knocked on the door twice, then waited, tapping her foot impatiently.
Cyborg came to the door, looking rather irritated.
"I'm sorry, we don't do interviews or…. Beastboy."
"Hi Cy." he said, expecting the worst.
"GUYS, GUYS, BB'S BACK." Cyborg boomed at the top of his voice.
Soon Robin and Starfire joined Cyborg at the door.
"We missed you dawg, your staying right, you have to stay." pleaded Cyborg with a look of desperation on his face.
"Yes, of coarse I'm staying." he replied looking a bit shaky after the friendly greeting.
"Good, Friend Beastboy has been reunited with the Titans." Starfire beamed.
Beastboy was surprised at this odd greeting. He had expected a little more anger.
'I suppose they don't want me to leave, at least they can relax now and be back to their normal self's.' he thought.
"Raven, where did you find him." asked Robin.
"I, um, had an accident and he saved me and brought me to hospital." she said calmly, but the look in her face and the tone of her voice stopped anyone asking further inquiries.
"Beastboy, I suppose you want to see your room. We haven't changed anything." Robin said.
Beastboy walked back to his room, it looked exactly the same. Even the mouldy tofu on the floor, it was nice having his old room back. He felt in place again.
Beastboy sighed, why did he run away? He caused so many people grief.
He walked up to the roof to get some fresh air. He walked up the stairs and opened the pewter door. Sitting on the far edge of the roof was an ashen skinned girl with violet hair whirling in the wind.
"Hey Beastboy, come join me."
He slumped down beside her.
"What you thinking about?" he asked the fair girl besides him.
"What's it like to fall?" She asked.
"I wouldn't know, I've never tried." asked the jasmine eyed boy.
She got up from her original position and stood sideways on the edge of the tower.
"Get up."
"Raven," asked the changeling, "What are you doing."
"Falling." she answered simply.
"You'll die." he gaped.
"Do you trust me?" she said, looking straight into his eyes.
"Yes, I do, with my life."
"Then hold onto me."
He held onto her, looking down at the periwinkle blue below them.
"On the count of three, we fall. One, Two Three."
They leaped of the roof into the peaceful air below then, awaiting a icy blanket of sea water. Time seemed endless, a never ending drop into nothingness, it was the most awkward, fantastic wave of inspirational, peaceful, thoughts of mind one could ever experience.
A sweep of wind blew in their face making their hair dance wildly.
"This is it." yelled Beastboy over the wind.
"Three, two, one."
They plunged into the serenity of the water, disturbing it's once steady beat.
Beastboy emerged from the bitter sea first, soon to be followed by the violet haired witch.
"Raven, you okay?"
"I'm fine, lets go up."
Raven put a bubble of inky black ore around them and lifted the back into the safety of the Titan's rooftop.
"How come we're alive." inquired Beastboy, stunned.
"Because we kept our feet pointed down from the pressure, it would have been like a sheet of diamonds if we hadn't."
"To think we are one of the first people to try that, without dieing." Beastboy pointed out.
"Well you're the first person to say that on Titans roof."
"Good point."
Sorry It's not that good, please review. :¬)
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