Lady Rine: Tee hee... this is just something random i randomly wrote down... haha
it's relevant to the story... and i'm posting it because i'mm cool like that! (grin)
actually it's because i haven't finished editting the next chapter (s-drop).
It's got some insite on how Sasuke feels at this current point in the story...
ENJOY!
Disclaimer: I don't own Sasuke... (cries)
The following is a page from Sasuke's journal...
Things I'll never say
-A page from Sasuke's Journal-
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Sasuke: "Shit I need to write down… fuck!"
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I can't believe this flower killed the weed that I hate.
I detest the sunny skies that disappeared as if she had died.
Only rain pours and when it does, her face turns pale as if she's cried her last tears.
These past 5 years, what have I done? I hate myself! I wish this feeling would be gone.
I hate her!
I hate her!
5 fucking long ass years... and I hate her still!
I couldn't sit and watch that flower wither away to die.
So I left…
Had I been stronger!
She wouldn't have been there!
Had I been more attentive…
She wouldn't be with him!
Instead I'd be holding her near…
I hate the silence that dwelled in that plain white room.
Hospitals smelled like shit.
I knew what I had to do… and I did it.
Why does she hate me?
I HAD NO FUCKING CHOICE!
I would have bid farewell… but not a goodbye…
But that's not my style… she knows that!
I had to be stronger!
Hell I am stronger!
Stronger that he'll ever be!
But 5 years was a long time… and that blossom grew up too.
She's not the same…
Her eyes don't shine…
Her lips don't smile…
Her cheeks don't laugh…
She's not the same…
And I hate her for it.
Why?
Why don't your eyes shine?
Why don't your lips smile?
Why don't your cheeks turn red with joy!
Why are you so cold…
I miss you…
I want to take this time to thank everyone for thier reviews! (grin)
I love so much that i have "regulars" that read this story every time it's updated, its you guys that make want to keep writting this story
that and writting brings me great joy on it's own. (cheezy smile)
anywho... all i really wanted to say is that
THANK YOU! (huge ass smile) I LOVERZ YOU ALL SOOOOOOOO MUCH!
tee hee...
(heart) always...
-Lady Rine
