I don't own any of the o.c. characters.

So when I first started this story over a year ago a long time I know this was originally supposed to be a one time thing but some people have inspired me to come an continue it so yea I will come an do some more an if u like it please review or I wont continue lol I am serious lol I aint hahahah.

Thoughts

It was a bright morning in the beautiful Orange County, everyone thought the o.c. was the best place you can live but the people who actually lived in it knew better then to think like that.

Neil got up that morning to check up on his 16 year old daughter Summer, she was not doing so well ever since that dumb young man Stanley or something like that, left on a sail boat because he could not handle his adopted brother moving back to chino with his pregnant ex girlfriend Theresa.

Summer was sitting in her chair looking at herself in the mirror her eyes had blackness underneath them she had not had a good night of sleep in 3 months, school was starting soon and she looked like a mess suddenly Summer heard a knock on the door she knew who it was. She got up and ran to her bed before he came in to bug her about taking the pill again.

Neil stepped into his daughter's room only to see her sound asleep, he decided she had slept long enough an woke her up.

"Summer... sweetie come on its 2:00 pm u need to get up I do not want u staying in all day" Neil look at her she did not budge" Summer get up now you need to go school shopping you need to get out of the house Stanley was not you're everything, so stop wallowing in self-pity and get up"

With that summer got up and stood right in front of her dad so he can fully see how she is looking.

This was the first time Neil got to REALLY look at his daughter she was skinner then ever, Dark circles around her eye's she had long sleeve's on hiding her cuts she had done to herself.

"His name was SETH and I am in love with him dad, you just don't understand how I am feeling" said summer

"Summer listen to me sweetie the pills I have been giving you they are supposed to be helping you with you're cutting, maybe you need a bigger dosage, Summer sweetie take you regular dosage right now an get up and get dressed and you and I will go shopping for school no limit" said Neil with that Neil Roberts walked out of her room.

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SUMMERS POV

I walked into the bathroom after my totally clueless father left. Looking at my whole self in the mirror I noticed how much I started to hate myself started to feel this bad that I didn't want to look at myself anymore.

I opened the medicine cabinet an took out my razor and looked at me wondering when did I sink so low that I needed to cut to learn how to feel and deal with my pain. I layed out my arm on the sink. so now my palm was up facing me.

I took my the blade that I had broke from the razor and went side to side up and down my arm back an forth, when I stopped I looked at my arm which was now full of blood I grabbed my pink towel an put it over my arm looking at it watching the redness of the blood sink thru the towel. I kept wiping the blood as soon as it stopped bleeding, I jumped into the shower.

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THE COHEN HOUSE

Seth had gotten home 2 nights ago but he had not got the courage to call Summer he knew he had hurt her, His parents told him how Summer looked when they gave her the letter she was heart broken.

"Seth buddy what's up?" said Ryan walking into Seth's room

"Ryan I do not have the courage to call her not even send her an e-mail I am so scared of what the outcome may be" said Seth looking at Ryan with the saddest eyes in the world

"well man you need to stop worrying about things like that and just go for it, you have two options right now you either 1. call her or 2. go to the mall an lets shop for school stuff which one its you're decision?" said Ryan

"Ryan I would have never thought I would be saying this but, Lets go shopping."

Lol so yea that was it for this chapter lol I know I know it sucks hahahah so yea leave me a review an I will think about doing another one if you guys liked it.

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