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Last time on My Hidden Love- The plan

"Koga, I need to get away from here" Kagome said while looking at him.

"Okay, um you want to go for a walk" Koga said.

"No I mean leave this country for a while" Kagome said.

"But Kagome you can't leave" Koga said

"Yes I have to it is to hard for me to stay here, it's so painful" Kagome said

"Fine, but where are you going to go" Koga asked.

"I think America" Kagome said.

"Wow, are you sure" Koga said

"Yes I heard it has better opportunities then Japan does, and I will come back" Kagome said.

"Fine, but I will come with you" Koga said.

"No its fine, I'll be okay" Kagome said,

"No I am coming" Koga said.

"Fine" Kagome said because she didn't want to fight and thought maybe it will be better for Koga to come so I won't be by myself.

"When are we going to leave" Koga asked.

"Tonight" Kagome said.


This time on My Hidden Love- The Airport

"But how are we going to leave tonight" Koga asked

"Well it is 1 am right now, Kikyo should be sleeping so I am going to pack my stuff since I don't have that much and take the money I saved up for college and use it for the two tickets for us". Kagome said.

"I'm sorry I'm making you pay for me, I promise to pay you back" Koga said

"Don't worry, just go home and pack you're stuff and meet me here at 5:30 am but also make sure you tell no one where we are going" Kagome said.

"Okay, can I leave a note" Koga asked

"Yeah" Kagome said.

"Okay I'll meet you here at 5:30 am sharp" Koga said while running to his house.

Kagome slowly but quietly opened the door since everyone was sleeping. She walked slowly on the stairs and finally made it to her room. She walked in to found Kikyo past out in her dress sleeping in her bed. Kagome went to her closet and took her rolling suitcase and a big duffel bag and started packing her clothes and shoes in the rolling one and all her photos, souvenirs, etc in the other. She was done packing in 2 hours. She looked at the clock and it was 3:00 am and so she decided to start on the notes she was going to write for everyone. She decided to start on Souta's first.

Dear Souta,

I'm sorry I'm leaving you without a hug or anything but I hope this letter can replace it. I'm not going to see you anymore or watch you grow up to a handsome young man and I'm really sorry for that. I do wish when I do come back that you will come and run to me like you do when you finally beat one of you're video games. I just hope one day you can forgive me. I love you with all my heart!

Sincerely,

Kagome

'One letter down, 3 more to go' Kagome thought to herself.

Dear Mother and Father,

I'm truly sorry for leaving without any warning. But I had to leave things here are to painful for me to bear and watch. I hope that when I'm gone you will be able to move on and return to your normal lifestyle. I don't want to cause anymore pain in this family. Don't worry about me, I'll be fine. I will return one day and maybe we can start all over as a family. I love you with all my heart!

Sincerely,

Kagome

'Okay, 2 letters down 2 more to go' Kagome thought once again.

Dear Kikyo,

I'm once again sorry for leaving. For the past 2 months I have been living with you it was good having you around. I truly hope when I do return we can return to become better sisters then now. I hope you have a great relationship with Sesshomaru. I love you!

Sincerely,

Kagome

'I didn't mean like half of the things I said in there, I basically didn't mean anything' Kagome thought.

Dear Sesshomaru,

Wow, where do I start? I'm sorry for leaving you without anything but this paper but hopefully it will be good enough. You have been my best friend since I was born and you were always there for me like I was for you. But there are some things that I can't bear to take or see anymore because it tears me apart inside. I know you said I can tell you anything but this is something you or anyone can help me with. But I want you to know that I will be in good hands and don't worry about me. I just want you to try to forget me and live you're life. Maybe one day we will meet again and I will be truly happy but till then have a good life. Thanks for everything!

Sincerely,

Kagome

PS: here are some songs I wrote hopefully you will notice there are to you.

"Breaking The Habit"

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

"Something I Never Had"

Do you see me
Do you feel me like I feel you
Call your number
I can not get through
You don't hear me and I don't understand
When I reach out I don't find your hand

Were they wasted words and did they mean a thing
And all our precious time but I still feel so in between

Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll say dreaming of a different ending
I want to hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

I keep telling myself things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out you could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes have you lying here again
Then I come back down
They I fade back in
Then I realize its just what might have been.

Am I a shadow on your wall
Am I anything at all
Anything to you
Am I a secret that you keep
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all
Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll say dreaming of a different ending
I want to hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
That I never had
I want to hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
You don't see me, you don't feel me like I feel you

"Helena"

Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
and if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
we'll meet again
when both our cars collide?

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
and if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

'Okay, it's time for me to drop these to the people that I wrote them to and then me n Koga will be on our way' Kagome thought. She first put Kikyo's letter with a picture of her and Kikyo at the beach. She then went into Souta's room and found him sleeping but saying something games in his sleep. She smiled to herself and put her letter on the pillow next to him with a picture of her and Souta at the festival. She then went to her parents room and seen they were dead asleep so she put the letter in the middle of the bed with the picture of Kagome, her mom and dad, with Souta and Kikyo at a beach. Then she went to get Sesshomaru's letter and picture with her suitcase and headed for it the door. She then went outside and seen Koga so she told him to call the taxi so they can get a ride to the airport and Sesshomaru's house. Finally the taxi came and they put the luggage in the back of the taxi and looked one last time to their home and got inside of the taxi.

"Kagome, um where are we going live" Koga asked.

"With my Aunt Kadae in Laguna Beach, California" Kagome said.

"O it is okay that a boy is going to be living there" Koga asked.

"Yup and plus she lives in a mansion she has plenty of rooms for you to sleep in" Kagome said.

"O Okay" Koga said.

"Taxi, please stop here for a minute" Kagome said while the taxi stopped in front of Sesshomaru's house.

Kagome then took her letter and put it inside the mailbox with a picture of her and Sesshomaru when they were at a Wedding together.

She then took one last glance at his house and went inside the taxi. Te taxi stopped in front of the airport while Koga paid. After the luggage was out they headed to the ticket booth to get their tickets. The lady then handed them their ticket while they gave her their luggage. They then headed to the ticket booth to give their ticket to the lady.

Finally they were walking on the stairs that would leave them inside the airplane. Kagome took one look at the airport and her country with that she then turned around was on her way to start her new life.


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