Not Suppose To

I'm not suppose to want you
Not suppose to dream of you
A sick obsession
An illness for which I will never be cured
This was not suppose to happen
Our lives on separate paths
Forever star-crossed paths
I'm suppose to kill you
And you me
I'm not suppose to feel like this
Weak around you
Desiring you, wanting you…loving you
There are 9 degrees of wrongness in this
There is something wrong with me
I'd rather be dead and stay dead than love my enemy