Disclaimer: I do not own Full METAL ALCHEMIST or ENVY (no matter how much I try). I only own Nirvana Seiga and the title of The Bloodied Alchemist.
Author's Note: I thought this was going to be a one-shot but since Dark Angel Alchemist, asked so nicely, I decided to continue to write this. Well, this is a bit dark for me, but… WHO CARES!
WARNINGS: RAPE AND ABUSE and all other necessities.
Nirvana Seiga climbed shakily to her feet as she gripped the edge of her bed. She was sore in muscles she never knew she had and she knew, that this feeling –the feeling of being a total waste- would stay now. Blood dribbled down her leg and tears welled up in her bright green eyes.
What have I done? She stumbled back into the bathroom and looked at the bathtub. Blood was slowly disappearing into the drain, but it did nothing to reassure the tortured alchemist. She stepped into the shower and turned on the water, letting the scalding water burn her wounds.
'ENVY' stared at her from her chest and she covered it with her hands, crying softly to herself. What did I do to deserve a homunculus to rape me? I have done nothing but the good for the people! 'Be thou for the people!' That's an Alchemist's law! I follow it! But, what do I get? Rape… She stepped out of the water, her body red and raw from being scrubbed so hard.
She slipped into a loose black silk gown and crawled under her covers. What happened to Chris?
(((((((( The Homunculus' Lair ))))))))
"Envy… Sloth has reported to me with some… disturbing news." Lust purred as soon as the green-haired Sin walked in, looking overly smug and arrogant. Not that he didn't always, but today he looked extra overly smug and arrogant.
"Like what? I haven't even gone to bother the Full Metal Chibi!" Envy frowned. "Hmm… I ought to…"
"You putting yourself with a human woman. We don't have time for this. Push the Full Metal Boy to the Philosopher's Stone. Humanity is within our grasp." Envy snorted.
"You want to be human. I'm fine living forever and being basically immortal. As for the wench, well, if you really want a Philosopher's Stone, she'd be a perfect sacrifice." Lust raised one perfectly trimmed eyebrow.
"Why would you say that?"
"She's as good as Kimblee. Not as good as Flame for Full Metal, but there are only so many choices." Envy leaned against the stonewall and started to pick at his black nail polish.
Lust turned around and waved nonchalantly with one clawed hand. "Go ahead. But remember, Sloth knows what you're doing."
Envy stared after her for a minute before a rather lewd smirk crossed his features. I have a prize waiting for its winner.
With a rather haughty skip in his step, he turned around put his arms behind his head and left the lair.
((((((( The Next Day: Train Station ))))))
"You sure you'll be okay?" Chris asked again, running a hand through his short blonde hair. I nodded, wincing as the cloth of my bra scraped over the cutting of Envy's name.
"I'll be fine. I'm just going to Aquroya, anyway." Chris nodded and I boarded the train. I need to get away from here. I can't stand to be here. The bathroom, the alleys, every old lady asking me for help. I can do it! I'm sorry Chris.
I walked down to an empty cabin and slid inside, setting my bag on the ground. The train started moving a few minutes later and I breathed a sigh of relief. Please don't let him follow me! Please don't let him know where I am!
I wrapped my arms around my stomach and leaned over, whimpering as a rack of pain spread through my body. The letters seemed to almost burn with fire as I touched my hands to my chest. 'Maybe if I detonate him enough times he'll die!' I almost laughed from the stupidity of it. 'He's a Homunculi. He CAN'T die. Why am I even thinking about killing him? I think I'm going insane.' I looked out the window and smiled, resting my cheek on one hand.
'I can't let this get me down. Just like my mother says,'
"What hurts us only makes up stronger." I smiled as I said it. 'Maybe I should go and find that Elric… Edward Elric or something. He might know how to kill Envy.' I stopped as I thought about this. 'Homunculi. Envy… He called himself a Sin… If he's a Sin, then there are 6 more. Lust is one… I think Gluttony…' I racked my brain for answers, and finding none I sighed and stretched out over the seats, looking up at the wooden ceiling.
'Hmm, that looks like Colonel Mustang…' I thought idly, reaching one hand up to trace a fake symbol in the air. It shimmered for a moment before disappearing. 'Alchemy, the Human God.' I snorted. 'But we are. We're the closet thing to Gods anyone will ever meet.' Sleep slowly claimed me and I succumbed to the welcoming darkness.
((((((((((( LATER ))))))))))
"Miss? We're at Aquroya Station." Nirvana opened one green eye seeing the train conductor looking down at her. "You told me to make sure you got off."
She sat up and yawned. "Thank you, Sir." She grabbed her bag and raked a hand through her tangled black hair. "Do you happen to know a good place to eat?" Her stomach grumbled as she said this and a light flush covered her cheeks.
"There's a nice café on the corner where the old ruins are. Go over there. Their coffee is the best." Nirvana smiled and waved at the conductor as she walked off the ramp and into the beautiful city of Aquroya.
"Ah, The City of Water!" She breathed in the fresh smell of the water and immediately her mood lightened. "Nothing can get my hopes down!" She skipped happily down the road, humming a tune she once heard on the radio. The café loomed in front of her and she skipped through the doorway, her long black hair swinging madly around her.
"Welcome!" The hostess at the counter said, smiling. Nirvana gave one in return and sat down, ordering a large pile of fries and a coffee. "Coming right up!" Nirvana grinned and looked around.
"Thought you could get rid of me that easy?" She paled, tremors going through her body as she turned around to see slitted amethyst eyes narrowed in anger.
"Envy!" Her eyes widened and she started to stand up. Envy shook his head, anger shining in his eyes.
"No sit. I ordered a cappuccino and I saw that you ordered something as well. And, we can't possibly let this wonderful food go to waste. Unless you want to go find a hotel that quick." Nirvana was already in her seat.
"Why are you following me?" She whispered, the wounds on her chest flashing brightly with pain.
Envy grinned. Luckily, he was wearing a pair of jeans and a black shirt… with the top two buttons undone. If he was wearing what he wore last time she saw him, he would be sure to attract some attention. Nirvana looked out from the corner of her eyes and sighed. 'Why does he have to look so good in those clothes!'
The hostess came back with their orders and Envy immediately stole some of her fries. She stared at him, loathing him with more than just her mind. "What is it with you!" She hissed, burning her tongue on her coffee and yelping afterwards.
"Ow…" She stuck her tongue out and fanned it with one hand. "Thaft hurb!" She mumbled and her eyes widened as a plop of cream dropped onto her tongue, cooling it. She glared up at him as she swallowed the cream and he sucked on his cream-covered finger.
"Calm down, Chizome no Chibi." She narrowed her eyes.
"Shut up, Chibi Senbou." She growled out, darting her pink tongue out to lick up the excess cream. But, she picked up her cup and tentatively licked it before gulping it down. She sighed happily and then narrowed her eyes at Envy.
"Why are you following me?" She asked again, eating up the French fries. Envy shrugged.
"Envy. It's my name. I'm envious by nature. So, there are a few things that you have, that I can NEVER have." He grinned softly, leaning his cheek on one fist.
"Envious? By nature?" Nirvana looked up at this.
"I'm a Sin."
'"I'm a Sin." What?' She looked down. 'The Seven Deadly Sins. Lust, Envy, Gluttony… Damn! I can't remember any more!' Envy tilted her chin up with one finger.
"How about this; take your overly-hot coffee, I'll take my cappuccino and we go find a place to spend the rest of the day?"
'What the hell did I just fucking say!' Envy yelled at himself. But, the look on the Bloodied Alchemist's face was by far the best thing he's ever seen.
"Heh, you should see you face. Come on." He put a few coins on the counter and stood up, waiting for the woman. Nirvana stood up, staring at him as she did.
" 'Curiosity Killed the cat.'" She grumbled and followed him out.
"Ah yes, but in this scenario, who is the cat? And who is Curiosity?"
Well… it went from dark back to my regular self, but, don't worry, Envy's not finished torturing her. Heh, heh.
