By Nyassa Kaiba
Notes: I do not own Toki ni Ai wa. It's from the Revolutionary Girl Utena soundtrack. I wanted to do a song chapter with it so here I am.
"Where are you taking me?" Kim asked.
"To the spring that I found." Shego replied. "There's a lot of roses around it, so most people can't get through, but I managed to cut a path. It's also not part of the wall. So it's not like we're in that wolf's territory."
"We've got to give it a name." Kim growled as she stomped through the woods.
"What, the monster?" Shego asked. "Yeah, we can give it a name right after it kills us. I think it's name would be the least priority on your list. Getting off of here should be first, then survival, then destroying that thing, and THEN it's name." Shego growled.
They reached a thick thicket of beach rose. A spring fell from the rocks nearby. The moss was springy under Kim's bare feet. The smell of roses was intoxicating. And there was another smell underlying it. "What's that other smell?" She sniffed. "I smell roses and some other kind of flower that I can't identify."
This rose is our destiny
Ripping us apart
Our hands have been torn apart
"Jasmine I think. I'm not a botanist, but I do know that scent." Shego replied. She led Kim to a rock overlooking the spring.
Kim sat down with a heavy sigh. "Shego what are we going to do?"
"Hmm? About what?" Shego asked, sitting down next to Kim and pulling her into her arms.
"When we get home. What are we going to do? I mean, you've got Drakken, I've got Ron and my parents, and neither of them are going to want the other one of us around." Kim replied. "My last name might as well be Capulet and yours might as well be Montague."
Even when I sleep
As I embrace my thoughts and dreams for you
They reach to the ends of the world
Shego laughed. "You're right. It does look bad. But we CAN'T pretend that what's happening between us isn't happening. When you kissed me right then… it… it just felt so right!"
Kim turned around in her arms so that she was facing Shego. "I hope you realize that no matter how tough things get I still love you." She leaned up to kiss Shego gently on the lips, pushing a stray lock of hair away from Shego's face.
"She said love I love you…" Shego murmured. "I want to give you the mountains the sunrise the sunset too…" Another kiss, and this time Kim was slightly more aggressive, pinning Shego to the rock and kissing her way along the Villainess' jawline, sucking at the pale green skin. Her hands made their way up Shego's shirt, toying with her breasts.
At times love is strong
So much it even wounds peoples hearts
But a in the midst of the courage that grants our dreams
A light always shines fourth
A single power.
Shego moaned in response. "Oh please, keep going… oh… want… want you to…"
Kim smirked, renewing the kiss and slipping one hand to Shego's pants, stroking the stomach that had been bared by Shego's… ah… modifications to her outfit. With a low growl Shego rolled them over, pinning Kim to the rock. Kissing her savagely, Shego knew she should go easy, but the need was too great.
This rose is our destiny
Leading us to now meet once again
Kim cried out in shock. "Sh…sh… Shego…" Her eyes went wild. Shego worked her way down Kim's stomach, licking and sucking at the skin, slipping off her shirt. Then she looked up and saw the fear in Kim's eyes.
"Kim…? Is something wrong?"
"I'm… I'm not ready… I'm sorry… I think we should wait…" Kim murmured. She felt like she was letting Shego down, and gods she had wanted it, but some part of the agent's mind told her that now was not the time. It was like she was of two minds, a child and a teenager. Some part of her, the last vestige of the child named Kim, was afraid of what Kim the teenager was telling her to do.
"Did I do something wrong?" Shego asked, disappointed.
"NO! Nothing wrong… I… I'm just not ready." Kim reached up to kiss Shego gently on the lips. "I… I'm a virgin Shego, and… and I'm rather nervous about it."
Because I've never forgotten our promise
I've finally made it this far
Shego's mouth made a small 'o.' "I'm sorry I scared you. You're right… we'd better take this slowly." Shego remembered her first time. She'd been scared enough when that had happened.
Most teens thought that ordinary sex was scary, try knowing that one's mother might walk in the door at any second and see you doing something that society had considered horribly taboo. Try knowing that if you got caught your reputation would be smeared to kingdom come, or that one's parents might throw you out of the house. All those fears and inhibitions came into play that an ordinary teen would normally not deal with. And for Shego and Kim there was the added fear of being on opposite sides in the ages old war of good versus evil, and having the side that you'd sworn yourself to finding you having sex with the enemy, not good.
At times love nobly seeks out
To pierce people's hearts
Shego sighed. "Maybe we should try getting used to each other's bodies first." Shego suggested. "I'm going for a swim, care to join me?" She asked, getting up and slipping out of her shorts, then her shirt, and casting aside her underwear and bra.
"SHEGO!"
"Prude." Shego stuck out her tongue and leapt into the cold waters of the spring's natural pool. She dove and came up, spitting water. "What are you waiting for? Or are you chicken?"
Kim growled, slipping out of her clothes and slowly unwrapping the bandages to make sure they were dry when she got out. She left the splint where it was, it wasn't a cast, so there wasn't any worrying about it coming apart. Then she too slipped into the water. "C… c… cold!"
"I know, but so refreshing after the heat." Shego replied. "I thought I was going to roast." Then she pulled Kim to her and brought the two of them into a long kiss.
Kim's eyes opened wide in shock. "I… I thought we weren't…"
"Of course we aren't. I'll keep my word on that. But didn't I say that we should get used to each other's bodies first?" She asked. "For me, it's no problem, I'm used to seeing naked women. But, well, after all those boys that you kept chasing after you're probably not used to women." Shego pulled her girlfriend into a long, tender kiss. "Now, you need to clean those wounds." She pulled a bandana out of her pocket, wet it, and started dabbing at the wounds she'd left from the battle on the plane. Kim relaxed into the touch. She was so gentle, it was hard to believe it was the same Shego.
Ah, the ones protected by the ones who protect
They always shine forth
To become a single power
The smell of roses under the summer sky made Kim sleepy. When Shego finished cleaning her wounds Kim pulled her girlfriend into her arms. Smiling softly, Shego wrapped her arms around her gf. Kim closed her eyes and slept.
At times love is strong
So much it wounds people's hearts
But at, in the midst of the courage that grants our dreams
A light always shines fourth
Love is strong
Shego stayed awake. She couldn't help wondering what the other villains she knew would think. Monkeyfist would laugh, but he wouldn't have a problem, she'd seen him with a male lover once, though he thought he hadn't been seen. Junior was too stupid to understand. Senior MIGHT have a problem, but then again he might not. DNAmy HATED Shego with a passion, best to avoid her. And Draken…
So much so it wounds people's hearts
But ah, if we are together
Then without a doubt
We can change the world
And everything will become one power.
"Draken won't get her. I promise, Goddess my witness. I won't let him have her." This was said with such vehemence, that it even surprised Shego. "I won't let him hurt you…" Shego whispered in Kim's ear, before she too fell asleep.
Fourth chapter, lame I know, but you know what? I had to put down what's going on in Shego's head, and in Kim's, to a certain extent. It's late, I'm going to start getting ready for bed. See you soon!
