Thanx for the reviews! And the names. I will have it in mind when
i need it. Though I'll keep her an Officer for longer. Officer de Costa
(OC) and make her brazilian or something... never mind I'm rambling.
... This one is short, sorry.
A citrusy moment will come later and many will... I think. I am thinking about a bit complex pairing here; I miss Integra already. So I might end up posting some chapeter in AFF where this story is already up too, and might be even up faster since it does upload faster there. I am under the same pen name.
What should I do tonight...
I know Clay would be a good guy to... help me get rid of what I want to get rid of (insert V word here) and well... I mean he likes me and stuff, but I don't want to use him either. And most guys will not go through a hassle of deflowering girls one time and then bye-bye. And I don't know what his intentions are, and I don't want to have a relationship now.
I will tell him during the night that I don't want any relationships and I don't want boyfriends right now or anything. And then when the time to say goodbyes comes, let's see what happens.
It's not a date… but he is a guy after all…
"Next time I'm taking you to Camden Arms—I didn't know you were into the whole jazz bar thing."
"It depends on my mood; I like everything, you know... one night could be a jazz bar the next I could be up to rave three days in a row... it just depends..."
We were in front of my door calling it a night. I had said the things I wanted to say... bla bla bla... let's see if he got the message.
"Well then... good night, luv... see you tom--today more like it..."
"Yeah..." Ok I have to do something. I put my arms in the air as if asking for a hug. He smiled, his blue eyes almost closing, and gave it to me. "You are the sweetest guy... I take back the dog thing."
"That's good news... I'm not doing too bad then..."
"You know it's not that I don't... you know..."
"Really?"
"Yeah..." We are still hugging. "You work here, that's not good… it's uncomfortable…"
"Best news I've heard this month, anyway."
I chuckled. He did too a little.
"So ok... what about... a non-compromise, very little, goodnight kiss... so little you won't even notice..."
I smiled.
"And I won't call tomorrow or ever... zero commitment..."
I put my head back a bit, enough as to not look at him in the eye before kissing him. And so I did.
He kissed me back softly; I could tell he was surprised. His arms brought me even closer to him by my waist and next thing, the wall was behind me. His hands groped my waist softly but never inappropriately. My hands moved up and down his arms and then to his hair, trying to... kind of give him a CLUE, but he was being good. Too good for my taste; this is not the time to be a proper gentleman.
He slowly ended the kiss but after all those thoughts I felt bad looking at him in the eye. So instead of guilty I just acted shy. He smiled a little smile... and then sighed.
"Thank you..." He whispered.
"Don't thank me..."
"I'll see you later... sleep tight."
"...ok... you too..." I saw him walk away slowly, his hands inside his pockets. I stood there for a moment. I can't believe this!
"Maybe it was for the better..." A deep male voice came from the shadows.
"Get lost—."
"That looked somewhat clumsy… I can only imagine then—."
"Tch... fuck you." I whispered angrily and stepped inside slamming the door.
I walked inside my room towards the fridge and got a beer.
...the monster does have a point; I tried not to compare but... I couldn't help it.
Why isn't 'hits' in my 'story stats' working? I want to know if at least people are reading. Hmm. If you know how to enable that please let me know. Bai!
