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Chapter 4:

Before Kagome knew what was going on Inuyasha had stopped and set her down. For an instant she thought she saw his eyes flash red, but dismissed it as her imagination.

"Inuyasha, what's going on?" She asked, walking towards him.

"Don't, don't come close to me..." he croaked out, taking a step back.

"What's wrong?" She asked, taking another step toward him.

Inuyasha was gone, and next thing she knew he was right in front of her, looking her straight in the eyes. He looked lost, as if he had no idea what to do, what to say, or what was going on. "Kagome, please, don't come near me, I don't know what I'll do."

Kagome looked at him, confused. She didn't understand why he was trying to get away from her. Her blue eyes started to fill with tears, she had feared this. He was regretting kissing her, and took her here to ditch her. He was leaving her. She turned away from him and crossed her arms infront of her. She refused to allow him to see her cry.

Inuyasha knew she was crying, and couldn't understand why. He was doing this for her own good, he didn't know what would happen if he lost control. He wrapped his arms around her waist, and felt her tense.

"Kagome, what's wrong? Why are you crying?" He asked, leaning his head on her shoulder so he could whisper in her ear.

Kagome shivered slightly, her body reacting against her will. "If your going to leave me, this isn't going to help. Please, if you want to go just do it alright? Stop torturing me." She whispered, her voice choked by the sob that wanted to escape.

Inuyasha was more than shocked. He thought she knew that he would never leave her, if anything he was the one who had to worry about being left. "No, that isn't what this is about, never. Why do you think I would ever leave you?" He whispered, nuzzling her neck. "I won't leave unless you want me to, ever."

Kagome instantly realizing that she had made a big mistake. She sighed and calmed down. "I'm sorry, but when you told me to get away, i just assumed..." She let it hang, not wanting to finish.

"Is ok..." he whispered, pulling her closer. He felt like he was drowning, she smelled so good. He couldn't let her go, even if he wanted to, and right now, he didn't want to.

"In-Inuyasha? What are you doing? Why did you want me to get away from you?" Kagome asked.

He just held her closer, hiding his head as much as he could into her shoulder. He started to run his hand up and down her arm, trying to calm himself. He had to get away from her, but this felt so right, so comfortable. His arm slid around her waist, stroking her stomach with his thumb. She let out a small gasp and her sent spiked just a little bit. Inuyasha let a small smile cross his lips, glade that he had this affect on her. He started to kiss her neck lightly, letting his tongue flick across her skin every once and a while. Kagome let out a small noise, sinking back against Inuyasha.

Kagome then realized exactly what was going on. She turned in his arms and looked him straight in the eyes. "Inuyasha, wha-?" she started to ask.

Inuyasha placed one clawed finger of her mouth. "Shh, Kagome, I have precious little control right now, but if you tell me to stop, I will. Do you understand?"

Kagome just nodded as she leaned her forhead against his. She looked him in the eyes, trying to understand where this was coming from. She closed her eyes, and felt him lean in to kiss her. When their lips met everything else was pushed out of both of their minds. Inuyasha pulled her closer, holding her as tight as he could. He stopped kissing her lips and trailed kisses down her neck, causing her to let out a small moan. He wrapped his arms around her waist and picked her up, walking back until she was leaning against a tree. He pressed against her, kissing her hard, slipping his tongue into her mouth, exploring it. He was swimming in the sent of her, the taste of her, and the feel of her pressed against him.

Kagome slide her arms around him, holding him close to her. She tentatively started to explore his mouth with her tongue, unsure of what exactly to do. He guided her, then slowly started slide his hand under her shirt. Kagome pulled back a little and looked him in the eyes, suprised at just how bold he was being. She shook her head a little, and whispered a small "no". Inuyasha just nodded and returned to kissing her. After a few minutes of intense kissing they both came up for air, and Kagome leaned her head on his shoulder, trying to catch her breath.

"Inuyasha, what started all this?" Kagome whispered.

Inuyasha sighed, knowing he would have to explain all this to her. He leaned his cheek on the top of her head and started, "I usually leave before this happens, because the rest of the time I have control over this, but right now it's a lot harder. I should probably leave for a couple days, or you should go home, I don't know, but I do know that I will have almost no control."

"What do you mean "right now"? Why now?" Kagome asked, still confused.

"Because...well because your in heat. The only one who can affect me like this while they're in heat is my...future mate...and I always leave before it happens, because I can always sense it. But I was so distracted with the village and Sen I didn't even notice. If you want me to, I will leave." He finished, holding her just a bite tighter.

Kagome was blushing as she thought all this through. 'Only his future mate? No wonder he always leaves...I just thought it was because I got really bitchy...' She thought. "I don't want you to go." She mummbled.

Inuyasha let a little smile escape, glad that she didn't want him to leave, and wasn't mad that he had completely lost his control.

"Inuyasha?" Kagome said.

"Hmm?" He asked.

"Let's go get Sen, then lets start hunting for the jewel shards ok?" She suggested, wanting to get back on the road.

"Alright, let's go." Inuyasha answered, picking her up and heading back toward the village.

--End of Chapter 4--

Ok, so I'm at my aunts for the night, and she has a computer, yey! I got really good news about my Nini, the cancer has stopped spreading, and she's starting to get better! And my Nana (she was admittied to the hospital for malnutrition, dehydration, and depression) is out of the hospital, and I watched her eat massive amounts of chinese food today. Live is finally getting better. I'm going to go on vacation with my boyfriend, and summer is actually going to be a lot more fun.

Well, I want to apologize for any spelling or grammer mistakes, I don't have spell check on this computer, and I can't spell worth anything, sorry!

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AnimesFireBaby- thanks, I hope you liked this, and i hope the dirty stuff was good...twas my first attempt...ever...i swear i turned bright red writing it, my boyfriend was talking to me on the phone and was just sitting there...laughing at me...meani...

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