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'I shouldn't have let her go.I shouldn't have.'Miroku never felt such a terrible pain for such a long time.Not even Naraku's insects made him feel like the way he was feeling now.He would prefer to die than live with this pain.'Why didn't you remember your promisse?You should have remembered and changed for her.if you really love her.''Of course I love her!'he was fighting with himself.Like someone was inside his head making him see the truth.

'Then why did you ignore her?why did you hurt?Why?''I don't know.i was stupid.I didn't think it would hit me this hard.I wish I could go back to the night she left.'

Flahsback

"Why didn't you tell us?"- Inuyasha asked.Even him was incredibly confused.He never really understood women.

"Because I wasn't ready."- she looked down .How could she have done this?

"And when would you be ready?On the wedding day?"- Kagome was very angry at Sango.

"..."- sobs...she had been crying a lot lately- "I'm sorry."

"Don't worry.We aren't mad at you.You weren't ready and Kagome shouldn't have gone trought your stuff."- Miroku said.

"Thank you..."-she looked kind and sad at him and continued- "but there is something that isn't in that letter."

"What is it?"- Inuyasha asked.

"I'm leaving tonight.I promissed Takeda I would be there by now.And since you already know about the engagement"-

"You need to go.We understand right?"-Miroku looked at Inuyasha,Shippoi and Kagome, they all looked sad but no one has sad has he .

He was in the most painfull situation ever.He couldn't let her go tonight.He wouldn't be able to live without her.She is , was and always will be , his life.

She looked at him, no one could describe his feelings in that moment.Sorrow , regret, pain, all of it...but most of all...love.

End of flashback

'It is already 2 weeks...I haven't seen her in two weeks.I wonder how she is doing.She probably doesn't even remember me anymore.'How did this happened?How did he forget about his promisse?Why did he continued to be the same person after Naraku's death?'Would you change if she had asked you to?''No...i wouldn't have.She is better off with this Takeda something.He will be able to give her the love she deserved from me.'

' You have the love.Why didn't you change?She would be here with now.' this question were killing him.It is his fault.Entirely his.He should have changed.For her.He knew that.And it was killing him.

"Miroku?"- he heard someone far away call his name...

"Miroku?"- not so far away.

"MIROKU!"- very very close.

"Oh, hi Kagome..."

"You just going to stay sitting under this tree for the rest of your life?Do something!"- she couldn't believe him!She was actually starting to think that Sango would be better with Takeda.I mean , clearly Miroku doesn't care at all.

"There is nothing to do."- no matter what she said, he wouldn't change his mind.She would be happier with Takeda.He would be able to provide her a life that he did not even dream about.

"Of course there is!You still have 2 weeks!Let's go over there and end this stupid wedding!"- She was getting angry, very angry.'Didn't him see her cry?Why does he still doubt about her love for him?'

"I don't want to end her wedding.I want her to be happy...to have kids and a family.With someone that actually deserves her."- His eyes were filled with tears, he never tought woman could do this to him.He never thougt about falling for someone like this.

Kagome couln't say a thing.She looked at him in the eyes and saw the tears and the sadnnes.She felt like crying too.It wasn't suppost to be this way!They should be together!

Suddenly Kagome saw a shadow jump over Miroku who was painfully massaging his head on the floor.

"You are right.She should be with someone that deserves her, but in case you havent noticed she was crying all over herself because of this wedding.She isn't happy.if she was she wouldn't cry or hide!I can't believe you haven't noticed that yet!"- everyone was astonished.That wasn't something Inuyasha would normaly do.But he was right.Sango was beeing a very depressed person because of this wedding.But she will eventually move on...that's what people do.

"She will move on."- He couldn't do that.He couldn't end her wedding.If she made such decision it means that she couldn't stay with him anymore.

"No she won't!She loves you!You are her first love!Don't you remember the look in her eyes before and after you kissed her 2 weeks ago?And she let you kiss her!"-Kagome said trying desesperately to open his mind.

It was true...she let him kiss her.'This is confusing I have absolutely no idea of what to do...I just know it has been incredibly hard without you.

"At least see her.Tell her about your feelings.If she really wants to marry Takeda she will make her choice and you will both move on.But give her a chance.Give yourself a chance."- Kagome was almost beging on her knees when he said:

"Ok...I'll visit her, but I'm not sure about the feelings part."- that was true.Tough he doens't know how much he can take leaving without her.

Kagome was so happy that shehugged Miroku( who surprisinglydidn't grope her)and started to prepare things for them to go.Inuyasha said he made a good decision and he...He wanted desesperatly to see her.

In castle not so far away:

'I wish you were here with me Miroku...I just want you to know...I love you.'- Sango looked hopefull at the sky.like waiting for something to happen.Or someone to come.


A/N:This story is actually longer than I thought it would be.I began writing with an One-shot idea and turns out this is the forth chapter!Great!

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