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Im so so sorry .But Im not im my computer and tomorrow i wont enter the internet and if I dont finish this now, only on monday so.Thanks for all the great reviews I hope you still like my story!
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I want to be free again.
'Today...today is the day.What am I going to do?How can I possibly marry Takeda if I'm in love with someone else.'
Miroku was there helping in the decoration for the wedding.There was going to be some many changes of makeup and clothes she was having a hard time remembering it all(A/N:In Japonese marriages , there are many clothes and makeups to wear during the ceremony it's a very beautifull restrict kind of ceremony).Honestly she prefered something simple.With one cloth , one make up and that is it.But no.Takeda wanted it all.Including the problem of inviting a man.God they fought about that.She had such a hard time to make Miroku and Inuyasha getting in that list.She laughed.Takeda wasn't the one she wanted but she to admit that he was a great man.
But then she looked at Miroku and...true Takeda is a great man.But he isn't Miroku.No money can buy love.No castle can buy her happiness.No wedding can make her forget the kiss Miroku gave her 4 weeks ago.
"Sango?"-Takeda was in front of her, he looked like he had something important to say.
"Yes?"- she was curious, she never saw him so serious before.Not even when he proposed her.
"I have to tell you something."- he looked at Miroku'What does he has to do with this?'"I saw you yesterday...with him."
She was shocked.He saw them?Did he listen anything of what she said?Oh my God she saw her crying!In his arms!Not good.
"I don't know what you were talking but you defenitly wasn't happy.And I notice you are not happy...with me."-he looked hurt.But there was nothing she could say.What he was saying it's true."But I thought about it some more...and I realized you are not happy with me, if he is here."-he pointed to Miroku...he knew.- "So I made a decision.He won't enter our wedding ceremony.And he will leave the castle tonight.Before the wedding."
"He what?"-he had to bejoking.Kick him out?
"He won't be here for our wedding."-he looked calm but she certainly didn't.
"You have no right!He is my friend!"- how?how on earth could he be doing this to her?He was always so gentle and caring!
"I know that, but-"
"I don't understand you!You use to be so kind with and now you are forbiddingmy friends to be hre tonight!Why?"-no...this couldn't be happening not with her.
Everyone was looking at them, including Miroku.
"Because I can't loose you twice!I have asked you before and you said no, I'm sorry Sango if I just love you too much!"-She was surprised.He looked so hurt, so scared.So fragile.There was something about his words, something about his eyes that were so familiar...and then...she remembered.
Flashback
"What do you want Miroku?" she hated beeing like this to him.But she had to.
"I need to tell you something Sango."- he looked seriously at her went closer to her held her hand and...
"I love you Sango.I didn't come here to end your engagement but I can't live without you.I know i probably shouldn't be doing this to you right now.And you probably think that I'll just say this and don't change but I will change.For you I 'll do anything.Please stay with me"- he looked so hurt, lost,scared, begging her love.Like he was putting all of what was left of his hope into this confession.
End of flashback
The expression on his eyes was the same from Miroku's eyes when he said that to her.Takeda must love her just has much has Miroku does.She couldn't treat him like that.And it would be for the best.Miroku wouldn't see hermarry him.He wouldn't be hurt.
But his words echoed in her head'...even if you kick me out of the castle.Ill sleep in the street then.'
"I...Takeda I...do whatever you want."- she looked down.She was actually kicking Miroku out of the castle.Out of her life.
Everything was ready.Everything but Sango.She never thought that dress a woman for a wedding was so complicated.She had the most heavy kimono ever.She also had this ugly wigwith a lot of accesories instead of her beautiful untied hair.
But nothing was feeling has heavy has her own heart.he problably had already left and she would be there surrounded by these unknown people, marrying someone she didn't love.
She looked at herself in the mirror.She looked like a porcelain doll.She felt stuck.Nothing ever scared her so much.No youkai and not even death.
her life was no longer her decisions.was that marriage?This prison?She wanted so much to be free.How did it go this far anyway?How did she let it happen?
Flash back
There he was again, flirting on random women.How long would she had to go through this?
How long would she have to feel so much pain?They were back at Takeda's village,who byt the way was all over her, not that anyone cared at all.
He smiled and act towards them in a way that he never did with her.'I think that, when he proposed to me he was just joking.Just so she wouldn't be sad or something.She had been sad lately.No longer mad, just sad.Kagome said that when a person gets sad for a long time it's called depression.Maybe she is depressed.She wonder if anyone could make her happy again.
"Sango?May I talk to you for a minute?"- Takeda was there offering his arm for her to stand.He looked dearly at her like the fisrt time he saw her.Maybe he would be able to make her feel better again.
End of flashback
Wrong.So wrong.She never felt or made anyone feel so much pain in her life.She didn't want just anyone.She wanted Miroku.Love sometimes can be really complicated.
"Sango?"- Kagome entered the room to see her friend looking lost at the mirror right in front of her.
"Oh hi Kagome."- Sango's eyes had no emotion on it.Like she was slowing fading away.Like the real Sango was slowly dying.
"You look really beautifull."-she lied.Sango looked terrible.sad, tired, and many other emotions she couldn't understand.
"Thanks."- she smiled, but didn't blush like she use to when someone said something nice about her.She acted like she didn't cared at all.
"I got go."-if Takeda really loved Sango he wouldn't do this to her.Making her marry him now would be her death.Miroku had already left but she was here and she would anything to see sangoand Miroku happy again.
Sango looked at her friend who was leaving quickly.'How weird.She just came to say hi and leave?'
"Excuse me sir?"-Takeda's maid said
"Yes?"-he couldn't speak now, the wedding was going to be 2 hours from now he had to get ready.
"There is a lady called Miss Kagome that wants to speak with you."
"Send her in."- 'God I'm late.I hoep that whatever she has to say , she just say it fats.'
Kagome walked in to a very large room with a king sized bed.Probably the future room of Sango.
"I don't have much time so I'll be quick."- she looked determined.
"Good because I'm late for my own wedding."- he looked anxious.
"About the wedding.Sango is dying."-she said looking serious at him.
"She what?is this some kind of sick joke, because if it is it's not funny."- she had to be kidding.His heart was going ten thousand times faster than normal.
"The woman you love is dying.Maybe not fisically.But you fell in love with a different Sango.I 'm sure you noticed that Sango isn't the same."
That was true.Sango was always locked in her room, reading some sad and hiding away from him.He couldn't lie.Everything she was saying was true.
"I'll think that your lack of words is a yes."- she walked towards the door to leave- "Pay attention to her today.If you really love her you will let her go.You will let her live again.You will let her be free again."
He stopped to think about Kagomne's words.Was sango really fading away?
A/N:Hope you liked this chapter, the end is coming!-
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