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Chapter 15- Kyo's Breakdown

She lifted her head just a little, and saw Kyo sleeping right next to her. She had smiled, but that smiled faded quickly as she felt a pain in her side from last night. She squinted a little and even let out a small cry. Which had woken Kyo from his sleep. He lifted his head, and looked over at Tohru then sat up. He smiled at her, and got a weak smile back.

"What happened to you?" he asked, his voice comforting Tohru.

"N-nothing!" Tohru stuttered as she tried to stand to her feet. She only fell back to the ground. She hadn't thought that Akito had kicked her that hard. But it was easy to see that her body wasn't used to pain at all. And the kicks she had received had done some damage on her body.

"Tohru, what happened to you. I mean, look at you. You have pretty bad scratch marks on your shoulder. A small bruise on your face. And you cant even stand…what happened?" He asked again, now sound more serious from before.

Tohru hadn't said anything. Her head slowly drooped and tears started to form in her eyes and slid down her face.

"I'm sorry Kyo-kun…" she said softly, wiping a tear from her eye. "I didn't know what to do when he was there…" she said, referring to Akito.

Kyo, right away, knew who Tohru was talking about. He stood to his feet, glared down at Tohru for a moment, then stormed off towards the house.

"No Kyo-kun!" Tohru shouted. She was now standing to her feet, forgetting about the pain, and walking towards Kyo. "Don't do anything. You might get locked up earlier then you were supposed to!" She cried out.

"And? I'm going to get locked up either way! What difference does it make? Akito cant just keep going around and hurting people like this. Especially someone like you!"

Tohru stared at Kyo blankly. She had never seen him act this way. Though she didn't mind the fact that Kyo was sticking up for her. She was just afraid something bad might happen to him. And she didn't want anything like that to happen. She had gone to stop him again but it was to late. Kyo had already walked inside the house and was now yelling 'Akito!' so loud. She was surprised to hear Akito respond to Kyo's loud demand for her.

"You need not to yell Kyo," Akito said, trying to act all perfect and nice. "No one is home except you me, oh and yes I almost forgot. Her…" Akito pointed over to the door where Tohru was now standing. She had her arm placed over her side, and was breathing heavy. She had looked as if she had run a mile, and was now about to pass out if she didn't rest.

Her eyes avoided Akito's glare and headed right to Kyo who was standing there ready to punch Akito.

"Why did you hurt her Akito!" he asked, pissed off now. "I am pretty sure she was just sitting on the roof peacefully thinking last night. So why the hell did you bother her!" He questioned, letting his anger get the best of him now. When he got no answer he cursed and swung for Akito. Akito dodged it just in time and then looked over at Kyo.

"I don't like you, or her!" Akito shouted. "So its only fun to meddle with the other before I then mess with some else…" she said, grinning at Kyo.

Kyo's eyes narrowed and he swung at Akito once again. This time he had some what hit her, but not hard enough to do anything.

"For a monster you sure don't know how to hit," Akito teased, trying to get Kyo even more angry. Which seemed to be working.

"He isn't a monster!" Tohru shouted out of no where.

"No your right! You are both monsters. Him for what he really looks like and acts like. And you for loving that monster! Only someone so stupid like yourself could love something like him! No one in there right minds would ever love something like that!" Akito's finger shot up and pointed to Kyo. "That is something that doesn't belong in this world. He should have never of been born. His mother and father would have a better life. And his mother would still be alive if he wasn't born! You do not know what kind of trouble this thing has caused!"

Tohru looked back to Kyo, tears forming in her eyes again. "No, I know Kyo isn't bad. Its not his fault that he was cursed with this. Besides, who ever said you should have been born! You never treat anyone with care. You are never nice. So you should be the one who should have never of been born…" Tohru said, going way out of character.

"No Tohru," Kyo said before Akito could say something back. "You don't know what trouble I have caused! You don't know what I have done in the past. What my real life is! Its to much that I cant even stand to live with it! It's my fault that my mother is dead. She killed herself because of me…and I also killed your mot-"

"Kyo, don't say that!" Tohru said cutting him off and not letting him finish what he had to say. "Your mother loved you Kyo! And you know that. She just didn't know how to handle the fact that her son was the cat of the zodiac! It wasn't your fault!"

Kyo stared at Tohru, Tohru stared at the floor, and Akito stared at both of them. She had been enjoying the little 'moment' between them. She was hearing all the pain that Kyo had to deal with, and she liked it so much. Then she got to here Tohru trying to convince Kyo. Which she wasn't doing a too good of a job on.

"I had to live with the thought of my mothers death my fault. The thought of if I was never able to beat Yuki then I would be locked away. I was afraid to love! I have to live with the huge luggage of pain and sorrow and its to much for me!" Kyo shouted. "And the one problem that ways me down all the way is something I have done to you Tohru! And I cant take it anymore! It's something I've been holding back from you to long now! And I don't want to!"

Tohru looked up at Kyo confused. He was holding something back from her? But what?

"You see Tohru!" Akito started. "And you loved him. He truly is a monster, he has been holding something back from you. Now that isn't very nice is it?"

"Shut up!" Kyo shouted, his anger rising even more.

Tohru walked up to Kyo, her eyes locked onto Akito making sure she wouldn't do anything.

"Kyo, what is it? What have you been hiding from me?" she questioned, her eyes still on Akito.

"I cant tell you, not with him in her," Kyo said, referring to Akito.

"Oh but Kyo I think I already know what you were going to tell her. Its about her mother isn't it?"

Akito was right, that's what Kyo wanted to tell her about. How he mother had really died.

"My mom? Kyo, what…what's going on? I don't understand…I'm so confused. I have to know…tell me!"

"It was my fault your mother died!" Kyo shouted, tears now streaming down his cheeks.

Tohru's eyes widened as she looked away from Akito and now at Kyo. "What do you mean my mother died because of you? But how? It cant be…"

"It is Tohru! I am the fault your mother died. I new her when I was young. She cared for me. She told me that if anything had ever happened to her that I was the one who had to take care of you for her. Watch over you. Make sure nothing could happen to you. And looked, I broke that promise!"

"But…how is it that you killed her? I still don't understand!"

"I had transformed that day into what I really look like. I ran away, into the middle of the road. Your mother was there…I jumped in front of the car! She swerved…and…and… oh my god Tohru I am so sorry!" Kyo's tears became even heavier now as he dropped down to the floor on his knees.

Tohru took a step back and stared at Kyo. She tried so hard to move her eyes, but it wouldn't work. The only thing they wanted to look at was him, and nothing more. Tears had started to once again fall down her face. She couldn't believe her ears. She didn't want to believe what he had just told her. She didn't think it was true. It couldn't be. But by the look in Kyo's eyes, she knew it was.

"Now how can you love a monster who killed your own mother? Because of him you don't have a mother. Because of him you have to go threw your life without someone to care for you!"

"What do you mean by that?" Kyo asked aggressively. "I care for her! I love her!"

"But now you have to ask yourself, does she love you back?"

Kyo looked over at Tohru, tears still streaming down both their faces. From the look on her face, Kyo could have sworn she was about to pass out. But she hadn't, only stood there in shock. She couldn't move, nor barely breath. You would have thought her heart would have been pounding from everything she had just heard. But it wasn't. It was doing the total opposite. If she wasn't standing and breathing, she would have thought she was about to die.

"Tohru I'm so sorry plea-"

"NO!" She shouted, cutting Kyo off. " I know! I know your sorry! But….all these years Kyo I thought she had just gotten into a regular car accident. But you…you're the reason why! I don't…I cant do this anymore Kyo! I don't want to know all of this stuff anymore!"

Akito had the biggest smile on her face when she had heard this. It was just what she wanted to hear. Kyo, noticing this swung his fist at Akito but missed. When he had missed he cursed so loud that if there were any houses around they would be able to hear them.

"I'm going to leave you be…" Akito said, not acknowledging the fact that Kyo had just tried to hit her once again. "I think you need to talk," she added and left the room. That was it. That's all she wanted to hear. Now that she had hear Tohru say she didn't want to know that stuff she thought she could talk Tohru into getting her memory erased.

Kyo looked at Tohru for a split second before storming out of the house and onto the roof. When he was gone, Tohru's knees met the ground and she started to cry even harder. Her hands covered her face, and only seconds later were they soaked from her tears.

Kyo sat down, still crying. He looked down at the ground, and just like Tohru he had started to cry harder.

"Why the hell am I hear? All I ever do is cause trouble! I cant believe I actually thought I would be able to tell her about her mother without her flipping out. I'm such a moron! I would be better off getting locked away! Then no one would have to suffer because of me!" Kyo wiped the tears from his eyes away, only to have fresh ones reappear. He was hurt so bad right now. His heart had honestly felt like it was going to tear in two.

"What am I going to do?" he asked himself, wiping yet another set of tears away…


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