Chapter One

"What is this feeling that is rushing through my body? It...it seems to be pulsating through me...through my very being. Why can't I stop this invading enemy from tearing at my heart and soul. Am I being ripped apart by my emotions, like an axe hacking away every feeble part of me. Sadness. Pain. Anger. Confusion. They all melted into one being, destroying me like there is no tomorrow. How could he do this to me? Being, here with...her! He's pushing me aside like yesterday's trash! Can't he see me here, watching him...kissing her with so much passion, standing underneath the moonlight. No! He wouldn't notice me...ever!"

The tears clouded her image, of the two lost lovers, making their love known.

"No! I won't cry...NOT this time." The girl dryed her eyes with the back of her hand, but it only made it worst as it was replaced with new crystals. She closed her eyes tightly, trying to stop the tears which would make her human wails flood openly. Her hands clasped tightly into round fists, making her fingernails pierce through the palms. Blood was seen.

"Kagome..." a voice answered with concern. Kagome's eyes shot open, seeing the hanyou staring into her eyes.

"Damn! He noticed me!" Kagome panicked without realizing it. Inuyasha stared at her for long minutes before taking a step forward.

"Kagome..." He stepped forward again, Kagome stepped back two steps. "Kagome...please...let me explain..." Kagome shook her head, as tear caps settled in her tear ducts begging for freedom.

"No...don't...I..." she couldn't say anymore, the next thing she knew she turned and ran in the opposite direction running away from everything, she couldn't handle this pain that coursed beneath her crawling skin. She heard Inuyasha calling out to her, screaming for her return, she just kept running.

"I just want to run away, far away, away from Inuyasha, away from...my past. I just want to forget about the last three years of my life...just move on and live my life the way it was before." Kagome headed for the well, where her true destiny belonged, not here, not where the pain existed, not with him! Without stalling she leaped forward into the ancient well. It wasn't long until the faint blue glow engulfed her body in an invisible porthole, leading her away. She hit rock bottom after a second or two. Her blurry eyes darted up to see the ceiling of her ancient shrine in her own time.

"No more blue sky." Kagome said to no one in particular. She waited till she caught her breath before gripping the side of the well and pulling herself up, and over. Walking to the shrine doors, Kagome stopped abruptly to look at the well, one possibly one...last time.

"Get a hold of yourself Kagome, you will not be with him again...he's not apart of your life anymore...GET over him!" Kagome yelled at herself trying to snap her out of her trance-like state, before her emotions made her retreat back to him. She took a deep breath and turned her head facing the doorway. Her hand plunged to the door, opening it slowly. It took her a moment to be able to give up her sadness to push open the door. She now stood underneath the clean, night air watching the stars extend through space, journeying closer to her habitat. Kagome waited patiently, waiting for a sign, wanting something that would wash the damned memory away from her embagled mind. But it seemed every step she took, the life would seep from her broken body, like she had been knifed my some invisible hand...the hand of reality.