Ok Chelsea breathe," I said to myself,just as the door creeps open.

"C'mon giri,"Rae says gripping my hand practically pulling me into the house, I let a gasp escape my lips and she presses a finger to my lips,"shh Don't wake the 'rents remember?" she ask in a husky whisper. All I can do not to kiss her finger at my lips, I don't know why it took me this long to realize I'm crazy about.." well cmon, " she takes my hand and leads me up the stairs to her room, I feel myu heart pounding my whole body MAY be. Chelsea stop it " I think as I realize my eyes are practically glued to her ass, wow it is nice though,thankfully we're there, but now is the time to confess or admit whatever. "What's up girl?" Rae asks and sits on the edge of her bed leaning over her lap just a bit, and pats her hand on the bed next to her.

"um thanks I think I wanna stand up. Rae I'm sorry, but it couldn't wait any longer. I have to tell you something Rae...umm..I..uhh."

She stands up and puts her hands on my upper arms,gripping slightly ourbodies,faces mere inches from one another,"Girl I had a vision that is why I called you back."

"you...you did?"

"Well yeh what you just said to me bout it can't wait and all that."

"oh," I lower my head wishing she had the vision of what I needed to say and not just that I need to say it.

"hey, C'mon Chels, what are you afraid of, it's just lil ol' me," she said batting her eyelashes reminding me of when she posed as her cousin to help eddie out,"You can tell me ANYTHING."

I don't know exactly what made me do what I did next, whether it was the sweetest smile she gave ,or the slight twinkle in her eyes, or the simple fact that I could no longer contain myself,but I leaned in just a bit and pressed my lips to hers holding them there as I felt a hot pulse rush through every part of my being from our kiss and back to my lips again causing me to part them ever so slightly as I felt Raven's arms embrace me,and she didn't push me away.I gently slipped the tip of my tongue past her sweet lips and found it greeted by hers.WOW,not only is she not pushing me away but she's kissing me back! I reach up cupping her face in my hands as she moans slightly into my kiss sending shivers all over me accidently parting our kiss,neither of us move I open my eyes before her,searching her face for any response as she slowly opens her eyes and her gaze locks on mine."Rae."

"hmm."

It takes all my willpower to pull back and take her hands in mine,"Please,Rae say something I don't know I mean like I wasn't sure I mean like maybe that wasnt the best way to but I just well dammit Raven I don't know what else to do I couldn't wait anymore it's been tearing me up inside. Feeling this way I've always loved you always knew I always would but now Raven Baxter I can't help it I love you ."

silence still looking at one another, but I think I feel her hand squeeze mine just a little.

"man Rae please say something anything you love me too, you hate me I disgust you,you want me to leave,to stay, I don't know just something please just don't be silent like these,I"

"Shhhh," again she put her finger to my lips this time I couldn't control myself I kissed the tip of her finger staring in her eyes,she led me by the hand and we sat on her bed facing each other.

"Rae," she leaned to me and kissed me softly but with a lil more intensity and leaned me back onto the bed gently and positioned her body next to mine with the exception of her left leg that lay across my hips,then pulling out of the deep kiss, softly pressed her lips to mine again but only for a moment. She lifted her head and looked into my eyes moving her hand up to brush away a wayward strand of my hair, before laying her head down on my shoulder and wrapping her arm around me. I put my arm around her holding her so close. She really hadn't said anything, but I remember my Dad saying that sometimes "Silence speaks volumes".

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