Lies, lies, and more lies. Everyone is full of lies. Her parents claim to love her. Lie. Peyton told her she could be trusted. Lie. Lucas said there was nothing between him and Peyton. Lie. Mouth said he bought the dollhouse back for her. Lie. Felix said he took care of her. Lie. Now, the biggest lie of all, Lucas claimed to love her. Lie. But there was something in her heart that was telling her that it wasn't a lie, that it was completely true.
'But how could it be true. He said it last time, and he went off with Peyton the first chance he got. How could she completely trust him?'
When this all started, she was known as the party girl, another night another guy. Then he had come along and changed that. She had to go after him, she had to get him to notice her, she had to try. She had never done those things, and that made her try that much harder. Then, when she had gotten him, she opened up to him, put her heart out there. He had taken it, and for a time, given his heart to her. Then, he had, in one swift motion, taken his heart back, and shattered hers. She had tried to put it back together, but never got close. Whenever he touched her, it seemed to get better, and then when his touch left, her heart was broken again. Tonight, when they kissed, her heart was full again, after being broken by him, and so many others who never really understood her. It had been broken twice that night, once by Felix, and another by Mouth. Truthfully they hadn't hurt as bad as when he did it, but it hurt non the less.
'Why do things have to be this way for me? I did nothing wrong. I just want someone to understand me, and someone that will love me. I want someone that I can trust, and someone that will trust me. Truthfully, I'm scared because I think I have found the guy, but he has broken his trust with me. Now I know that love is a battle, but cheating on me with my best friend, that is a low blow. I want to trust him, but I am afraid of getting hurt. Now, I know, I'm not a religious person, but can someone up there please give me a sign, I just really need some help.'
After leaving Lucas, she had gotten in her car and driven. She just needed to get away and think. She hadn't had a plan on where she was going, but once she had circled Tree Hill a few times, she figured she needed to stop. She decided that the next place she passed would be as good as any.
'Oh my God. Thank you, whoever you are up there, I really needed this.' She said, looking at the sky.
Pulling onto the grass, she shut off her engin, not wanting to be heard. In front of her, was the man of her dreams, doing the thing that he loved, still decked out in his tux. Luke, her Broody, was playing basketball, and sitting a few feet away, were her heels, the ones she hadn't remembered until now.
A/N: I forgot to do this the first time. None of the characters or settings or plot lines before this.
I dont know how often ill update, but ill try for once a week, im writing this off the top of my head. I live for reviews. So please do, depending on the question, ill anwser.
