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Order Of The Wolf
Lupus did not run to his room, instead he ran out of Hogwarts and flew to the brink of Hogsmeade. He changed back to his human form as he approached his destination; he hit the ground running until he was at the double doors of the church in front of him. He walked up to the alter shaking uncontrollably. Every thing he felt tore him up inside.
Because I'll keep singing this lie if you keep believing it
I'll keep singing this lie
I'll keep singing this lie
He broke down in front of the alter. Ever since his mother died he became a hardcore catholic, even though he told himself that he did it to please her spirit he knew that it was because of the way he felt about his faith. At times he felt God was the only one there and the only one listening.
Are we growing up or just going down
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take your tears put them on ice
I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light
"Oh God" He choked out through his sobs. "Please, help me. I don't know what to do anymore, they can't know what's going on, but it hurts so much not to tell them. I thought I could handle it." He whispered the last part. "I believed I could let them live this lie."
The best part of Believe is the lie
I hope you sing along and you steal a line
I need to keep you like this in my mind
So just give in or just give up
A few hours later the priest went to lock the doors when he found Lupus had fallen asleep in front of the alter. The priest decided to wake the man in front of him, but as he started to approach him he saw something luminous moving towards the alter from the corner of his eye. He saw a woman with waist length reddish brown hair in a long black dress and cloak. His eyes went wide in the realization that this woman was the luminous thing that he saw. He his in the shadows watching the scene before him unfold.
The woman went up to the man, and kneeled before him taking his face in her hands. She began to trace his features with his fingers, she looked so sad. The doors flew open startling her and the priest. When the priest turned back to the alter both the man and the woman were gone. He woke up the next morning in his bed believing everything he saw to be a dream.
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"Mother" a very tall dark haired young man said approaching a crib with two young girls in it. The woman with red brown hair he was speaking to was in front of the crib as well looking down at her two daughters. She turned around as she heard her soon.
He kept shifting his wait from one leg to the other in nervousness. "Why does father hate me and my sisters?"
"He doesn't hate you dear" She whispered sadly as she pushed his hair away from his face. "It's not you, he hates himself and me, not you children"
"Then why, why did he try to take my sisters away? Why did he do all those bad things? Grandpa won't tell me why." He voice sounded strained as hot tears rolled down the young mans cheeks. The woman in front of him wanted to cry to but she needed to be strong for all of them.
"Lupus you have to understand" she said hugging her first born. "your father isn't the man he was before. He can't protect us anymore, he gone crazy." She grabbed his shoulders and made him look straight into his eyes. "You have to promise me that you will never let your father take you and to protect your sisters if I'm not there. Promise me"
Lupus couldn't believe what he was hearing. His mother looked so small and fragile. He felt like she was the one who needed to be protected.
"Promise me" her voice began to break down as she hugged him tighter not wanting to let go of her little boy.
"I promise mother" He blacked out into another scene, where his mother was chained to a wall as he peeked in from the doors slight opening as he was enshrouded in an invisibility cloak.
"Tell me where they are Niette" A low masculine voice demanded "Tell me where my children are!"
"Over my dead body, Claus!" She spat at her husband. The man proceeded to whip and burn her until her screams were silenced with her last breath. Lupus ran into the room to find he was too late.
"Mother!" Lupus woke up to find himself not at the alter but in his room at the castle. He was still shaking and he was drenched in sweat. His nightmare was nothing out of the ordinary it was a memory that he relived almost every night for the past 17 years, what surprised him when he woke up was that he actually felt his mothers embrace in his dream.
But what he didn't know was that two others that morning woke up the same way he did with smells of roses and rain in their beds just like he noticed a few minutes after.
His mother's scent was in all of her children's beds that morning.
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"Kai"
She was running as fast her legs could carry her but she could still hear him close. She was scared out of her mind. It had not been a good night when she found herself being pinned to the floor in the Malfoy manor's library by Blake earlier and the night was getting worse by the minute. After Blake came back from the trip with his father two weeks ago he was acting so strange, he kept looking at her like if he was about to jump, which he did tonight.
"Kai" The voice got closer an closer and all she did was run faster and faster.
"ENOUGH!" He grabbed her from behind and pinned her on the floor for the second time that night. He straddled her waist taking both her hands in his left and caressing every part of her body with the other. In one swift motion he unzipped his fly. He raised the hem of her skirt to her waist and took off her panties and entered her. A piercing scream came from her lips as he did so only to be silenced with a kiss as rough as her companion at the moment was being with her. She blacked out.
She woke up in Jackle's room finding herself in his arms and 9 months pregnant. They were no longer in the Malfoy manor but in a small flat in London big enough for the two of them and the baby. Jackle had found her the morning after Blake had raped her and decided to protect her and take her away from him, never leaving an address or a clue to where they were.
Her water had broken a few minutes ago and Jackle was trying to calm her down. He kept murmuring things in her ear and rubbing her back as the doctor came in and helped her. The baby was beautiful; it was a healthy baby boy. She looked at Jackle and smiled at him. He returned the smile just as the door was blasted open to reveal the man who had given half of this child life. His green eyes seemed to be glowing.
"You have a choice Kai." He said in a low voice filled with anger. "You have the choice to either live with me and kill that boy or be taken from Jackle as he dies with our son."
"NO!" She screamed sitting upright in her bed as her nightmare woke her. She breathed in heavily as she tried to calm down. "No, no Oh God" she started to sob. Her husband woke up a few seconds later to find her like this, he wrapped his arms around her body tightly he knew what she dreamt.
And he felt jus as helpless as the day he found her the morning after Blake had gotten her pregnant.
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