I don't know if I addressed this but after the whole ravine thing Jay and Alex split up. They are still friends though. Jay still goes down to the ravine but not to get anything from anyone. His friends are there so he goes there to chill out with them. Sometimes Emma comes down there when she is depressed and needs someone to talk too.

When Emma left Sean decided to read the note over a few more times. He paid close attention to the lyrics. Damn those lyrics were hurtful. It made Sean feel like dying. It truly did. Emma saying things like that to him and then finding the perfect lyrics to sum it all up made Sean feel like dying. That's what he decided to do. He wanted to die. He realized that he had made a huge mistake by staying with Ellie and an even bigger one by saying that he didn't love Emma anymore. Sean was an idiot. He hurt the one he loved the most yet again and he couldn't live with the pain of knowing that he did that and he couldn't live with the fact that she hated him with all of her heart. Maybe if he wasn't in her life then she would be happy.

Sean went to the bathroom and tried to find something that he could OD with enough to make him die. He couldn't find anything strong enough so he looked for the next best thing – something sharp. Then he remembered that Ellie used to cut and probably still does and she has a pouch with razors and things in it. He dashed into his room and went through Ellie's things until he found the pouch. He took out a razor and started to cut on his left arm. After a while he had about ten cuts on his left arm and lots of blood dripping down onto the floor. Then he started on his right arm. Actually he went straight for his right wrist. Just as he was about to cut deep enough to die Ellie came in the room screaming once she saw the blood and Sean. Soon after that Sean fainted onto the ground. Ellie called 911 and then sooner than she knew it she was at the hospital. The doctors wouldn't tell her anything.

Ellie decided to call a few of Sean's friends. She called Jay and Alex. That was pretty much it. When Jay and Alex arrived at the hospital Ellie noticed a third person trailing behind them. Tall and blonde. Emma. Ellie thought to herself. Jay was either with her at the ravine because she was depressed or they saw her on the way over. It didn't matter either way.

"Ellie have the doctors said anything?" Alex asked.

"No they haven't said anything. It's pissing me off." Ellie said pacing back and forth.

"What happened to him though? All you told us was that he was at the hospital and then something about lots of blood and fainting. Ellie you were rushing everything I couldn't understand any of it." Jay said.

"Well I am calmer now so I will tell you. Okay I came home and when I called out his name he didn't answer so I figured he was either in the shower or his room listening to his disk man. I decided to check his room first and thank God I did otherwise he might not be here right now." Ellie said and then broke down in tears.

"Ellie what happened? Please tell us." Emma said. Her voice was a little shaking.

"Emma I saw him cutting. Sean was cutting. Not just once or twice but at least ten times on one of his arms. And I could tell by the look on his face that he wanted to die so he tried cutting deep on one of his wrists but that's when I showed up. I started screaming and then he fainted. I called 911 and now we are all here. The damn doctors won't say anything. It's driving me crazy." Ellie said.

Just as she was finished talking a doctor came over to them. He had a serious face on which made it hard to tell if what he was going to say was good or bad or both. Ellie couldn't take it. She started crying harder. Alex was hugging her and trying to make her feel better while Jay and Emma walked over to the doctor.

"I'm Doctor Robinson. I assume that you are family?" The doctor said.

"No we aren't. We are his friends His family doesn't live near here at all. But we need to know what is going on. Please Doctor Robinson tell us. Please I am begging you. Is Sean going to be okay?" Jay said almost in tears.

Emma looked at him strangely. She had never seen Jay this emotional at all. It was a different side of him and it was one she actually liked. After a few moments of silence the doctor spoke again.

"I am not really supposed to say anything because you are not family but you care about him enough as if he were so I will tell you. Sean has a few deep cuts on his left arm. That's not too bad though. They might leave scars but other than that his left arm will be fine. Sean tried to cut extremely deep on his right wrist and he was lucky that red head over there came in before he could cut deep enough otherwise I would be standing here telling you that he died. That is not the case though so don't worry. I would like Sean to get counseling at the clinic we have here and if that doesn't work then I would like him to get one from a true professional. Maybe there is one at your school?" The doctor said.

"Yes there is one at our school. But is he alright? Can he talk to anyone?" Emma said practically crying. She knew deep down in her heart that she was the reason that Sean was here.

"He is going to be alright. For now we would like him to stay here for a few days if you don't mind. Sean is allowed to have visitors but he kept saying one name in particular." The doctor said.

"We don't mind. As long as he gets better. But who was he saying?" Jay asked.

'He kept repeating the name Emma over and over again. I'm not sure of why though. Do either of you know an Emma by any chance? I think you should contact her if you do. It seems important that he see her." Doctor Robinson said.

Emma and Jay both turned to each other at the same time when the doctor said who he was asking for. Then they turned back to the doctor.

"I'm Emma. Um well when should I go see him?" Emma asked nervously. Then the doctor told her to follow him and she did. The doctor brought her to a dark room and when she looked to her left she saw Sean in a hospital bed hooked up to a bunch of machines. She started to cry harder and harder as the doctor left her and Sean alone.

Ooh boy. Bet you didn't think something like this would happen now did you? Well any suggestions for the next chapter let me know. Review please.