Sean was so angry about him and Emma's fight that he went out and got himself drunk. Now it wasn't the few occasional drinks that he normally had to get himself a little drunk it was a lot more than that. Sean had at least ten or so drinks since he and Emma had their fight.
Emma couldn't handle it. Yet again she and Sean fought. It was something she hated dearly. She loved Sean that was no lie but he was so hard to talk to when he took something the wrong way or blew things out of proportion. And then you can't forget him getting drunk. Whenever they had a fight Sean would always get drunk and then either wind up fighting or coming to Emma's and embarrassing her in front of her parents. The last time Sean was drunk he went to Jay's and Emma had to clean all of his cuts up.
Emma decided to go to the ravine. If Sean wanted to go off and get drunk then she could do the same just more responsibly. When she got down to the ravine she saw Jay and some random blonde girl coming out of the van. Of course Emma knew what that meant and she got really upset. Just as Jay spotted her Emma ran. She didn't know where she was going but it wasn't going to be near Jay or Sean. When she finally stopped running she heard a voice behind her and it was Jay's.
"Emma wait up. Stop." Jay yelled until he finally caught up to Emma who was sitting on the ground crying. "Em you're crying." Jay said. That's when Emma realized it as well.
Emma quickly wiped away the tears coming down from her eyes and then laughed a bit. "I don't know why I am even crying. I mean every guy I have ever dated or liked has hurt me in one way or another. There was Sean and that was more than once. Then there was Chris…and now you." Emma said and she had stopped crying for the time being.
"What? Emma how did I hurt you? Well I know I hurt you way back when with the whole ravine and STD thing but what are you talking about now?" Jay questioned her.
"Nothing." Emma said.
"No Em tell me please. You tell me everything. I deserve to know. I am after all the reason you ran way from the ravine crying isn't it? I mean you saw me coming out of the van with a random blonde and you thought 'what the fuck' and then ran away when I spotted you. That's it isn't it Emma?" Jay said and then paused. "Emma do you like me?" He asked.
"No…" Emma said not looking at Jay.
"You're lying and I know it. Whenever you lie to me you don't look me in the eyes – you don't even look in my direction. You either play with your hands or your hair or you look at some random spot. Emma…" Jay said.
"What?" Emma asked.
"Emma I like you. No I more than like you. I really really really like you. You're a great girl Em and if Sean or any other guy can't see that then they aren't worth your time. You give Cameron way too many chances. You gave him more chances than girls I have been with. And that's saying a lot because I have only been in that damn van with three girls. You, Amy, and the girl I was just with. I don't even know her name Emma. But Sean broke your heart at least four times and you gave him more than enough second chances. It's time that I get a chance." Jay said looking into Emma's eyes.
She didn't say anything. Instead she leaned in as did Jay. Then they were kissing. It was a soft tender kiss but it soon lead to them making out. If there with in the van or somewhere where no one would see or hear them then they probably would have ended up having sex but they were on the side of the street sitting on the ground. It wouldn't be right to do something like that where all eyes can see. After a long time of just making out heavily they pulled apart.
"Emma I really like you and I want you so bad." Jay said.
"Jay I want you too and I really really like you too. I know it's normally the guy who does this but Jay will you go out with me? Please say yes." Emma said.
"How can I resist you?" He said and then kissed her again.
The next day at school Sean walked in and saw two people making out heavily. He recognized one of them as Jay. The girl was probably some random girl he picked up at the ravine or something. He walked over to Jay and the mysterious blonde.
"Jay man what's up? Who's the chick?" Sean asked.
Jay and Emma stopped kissing and that's when Sean's heart sank lower than Emma's ever had. Emma and Sean only had a fight the night before he didn't think she would go make out with his best friend in school never mind not talk to him at all afterwards. Emma usually went to Jay after she and Sean fought and then they would talk and everything would be great again but this time it was different and Sean didn't like it.
"Emma?" Sean asked shocked and really pissed off.
"Sean…you want something or are you just going to stand there staring at me like I have five heads?" Emma asked annoyed.
"Since when?" Sean asked.
"Since when what Sean?" Emma asked annoyed still.
"Since when are you two going out or whatever? You're making out in the damn hall way with my girlfriend Jay." Sean said ticked off.
"Your girlfriend?" Jay asked but before he could go any further Emma interrupted.
"Sean you ruined that last night and a few weeks before oh and we can't forget grade seven and what was it like grade eight or nine maybe? See Sean you ruin everything. Anything good in my life you ruin." Emma said and then laughed a little. "See I used to think you were the one for me but I was so wrong about that. All you fucking cared about was stealing things, having me all to yourself and making out with me. You didn't give a damn about what I wanted or if I had other things to do. Like that day you wanted to hang out or whatever it was to make out on your couch like we usually do when I go over but when I said I couldn't you got mad. Then you dump me because I didn't want to make out in the ravine and get caught again. I'm sorry that's how I was back then but you're so self-centered and everything has to revolve around you or you go ballistic. I could have millions right now if I bet every single person in this school that last night after our fight you got drunk. You're predictable Sean and I hate that. Most of all I hate you." Emma said coldly.
Then she looked at Jay and they linked arms. After that they walked away. Sean just stood there completely speechless. She was right on the fact that he got drunk last night and was predictable sometimes but not all of the time.
Throughout the whole day Sean kept glancing at Emma and every now and then she could feel his stare on her. That's why when she felt his stare she turned to look at him and gave him a cold glare and then went back to doing her work. This was how it was for most of the day. Well that was until lunch. Sean went up to Emma's table.
"Sean what do you want now? I told you it's over and that you're just a pathetic, predictable, self-centered jerk." Emma said coldly.
"Emma." Manny said kind of mad.
Sure Sean was terrible to Emma and he did deserve that but not right now. He just got into a fight with her the night before and came into school to find his best friend and his now ex girlfriend not only making out for everyone who walks by to see but to also find out that they are dating.
"Actually Em I don't want to talk to you. I wanted to talk to Darcy." Sean said.
"What?" Emma and Darcy said together.
"Darcy can I talk to you for a minute…alone?" Sean asked.
Darcy nodded and got up and followed Sean outside of the lunch room.
"What's this about? Look if you want to get Emma back then talk to her about it not-" Darcy said but was cut off by Sean kissing her. She didn't pull back either. But after realizing what she was doing she pulled back.
"Whoa Sean. You can't just go around kissing your ex girlfriend's best friend. It's not right." Darcy said completely shocked at what just happened.
"Why? You enjoyed it and I know you've had your eye on me since I got back. What do you say? We can go to the Dot after school. Not a real date but see if we want to pursue things further after that. I'm sure Emma wouldn't mind. I mean she dumped me." Sean said.
"Alright. After school we can go to the Dot." Darcy said and then went back inside to eat the rest of her lunch.
Sean was happy. Now of course he wasn't over Emma but he knew this would get her mad and maybe even a little jealous. All he had to do was convince Darcy that she should go out with him and then things would be settled. They could make out in the halls and hold hands and whenever Emma passes them she would get mad. It was perfect.
At the Dot Jay and Emma are already eating when Darcy and Sean come in. When Darcy sees the look on Emma's face she gets the feeling that Sean was lying.
"Sean look at her." Darcy said.
"At who? Emma?" Sean asked.
"Yes Sean. Look at her. When she saw me walk in with you her face went from happy to depressing. You lied to me. Emma doesn't get sad for no reason. She obviously isn't fine with this. This date or whatever is over Sean. I'm sorry." Darcy said and then left.
Sean just stood there and then walked over to where Emma and Jay were sitting. He asked if he could talk to Emma. She didn't want to but Jay told her to so they could get things out in the open. Jay went up to the register to pay for their meal and then left. He figured they would take a while to talk and he didn't want to wait all day so he left. It was fine with Emma.
"What is it now Sean? I thought we were done talking?" Emma said annoyed.
"Emma what's with you? We had a fight. This time it was bigger than the others but it was still a fight. We should still be together Em. You shouldn't be with Jay you should be with me. I love you." Sean said.
Emma was completely stunned. "Excuse me? Who the hell are you to tell me who I should and shouldn't be with? Sean you screwed up. You took things too far and overreacted way too much for my liking. Jay understands me. He's always there for me and he makes me feel good about myself Sean. He doesn't go out and get drunk whenever we have a fight and he doesn't blow up at things like you do. If you hadn't gotten mad about him and I kissing not deliberately then we would still be together Sean. Don't you see it Sean? It's you who screws up and me who gets hurt. But not this time. You might have screwed up again but I won't get hurt. I can't. I'm still broken from the last time Sean." Emma said with tears filling up in her eyes. She tried to hide it though.
"But I'm sorry Emma. I'm so so sorry. I need you so much. I love you Emma." Sean said almost begging her.
"I need to go. My mom wants me home. Bye Sean. My heart can't take another break especially since it's not fixed from the last time. No one can fix it Sean not even Jay. When you broke it and then got back together with me it still wasn't fixed. No matter how good Jay is to me it still won't be fixed. The only one who can is you and each time I trust you again you go and hurt me like it's not big deal. I can't handle it anymore. I'm so sorry." Emma said and then got up and left.
This is the last chapter for now. I don't have any other ideas so if you want this story to continue then please give me some ideas.
