Chapter 16
Getting Abigail up to her bedroom she changed her and got into a comfortable position on the bed to feed her. Sam just looked outside of her window. She remembered the first time Jason had come here. His intenseness started a fire in her that could never be quenched no matter what, no matter how far she ran. She loved him and wanted that second, third and fourth chance with him. No matter what the cost. Getting up from where she was she put Abigail down in her crib. Looking down at her baby girl she knew without a doubt that Jason needed to know this day that she was his. Reaching her hand down her lightly stroked her face. Dropping the side of the crib quietly and gently she leaned over and kissed her. "Daddy's girl." She whispered in her ear.
Jason was completely caught off guard with what Jax had just told him. Sam had given birth to his daughter. Briefly stopping at home he had to gather his thoughts which were askew with emotion right now. He walked over the picture of the two of them down in San Diego. The night they had planned to have kids. He had been ready from that moment on to have them with her. That was how sure he had been about Sam. All the more he could kick himself for what followed in the days and weeks to come. All he knew was that he had to stop beating himself up over it. He had to forgive himself so that she would be able to do the same thing and so that they could move on together. He had to see her.
Sam went and lay down. She closed her eyes. But she couldn't sleep. Every memory flooded back in her head like a movie. She had to do something.
Picking up the phone she dialed his number……
Jason stood looking out the window of his apartment trying to gain some perspective.
"Please bring her back to me." He said out loud.
The phone started to ring snapping him out of his moment of despair.
"Hello."
"Jason, it's me. I need to see you." She said amid tears and hung up the phone.
Jason hung up the phone and grabbing his keys, ran out the door and down the stairs getting into his truck quicklythen started down the street. Sam hung up the phone and grabbed the blanket off the chair and wrapped it around her before heading out the door to wait for him. She just stood by the opening of the drive way.Jason made the final turn down her street. He could see her standing outside the house and couldn't get there fast enough. He was overcome when he saw her walking to him. Determined to let him know she was his now and forevermore she started to pick up the pace in her walk to him. Parking alongside the road. She came to him willingly. Opening his car door she climbed up on the ladder and looked into his eyes
" I am so sorry Jason for everything." She said.
Jason shook his head and put his finger to her lips quieting her. Pulling her close to him he kissed her deeply. Tasting her mouth and being able to touch her again was more than either one of them could handle. He got out of the truck and shut the door behind him. She grabbed him close to her and whispered in his ear. " I love you forever Jason. Never again will I be gone from your side." Reaching into his pocket he opened his hand to reveal a stunning 2 carat platinum diamond ring. Taking her finger he slipped it on her. It represented a new fresh start. "Never again will I give you a reason to leave my side. I love you with all my heart." Jason said. Picking her up in his arms he started a kiss that lasted from his truck to across the threshold of their front door.
"I want you Jason. But first I would like you to meet your daughter." She said.
Taking his hand in hers she lead him up the stairs to the nursery and over to the crib. Standing on the other side of the railing he reached out and touched her smooth baby skin.
"Her name is Abigail Lynn Morgan." Sam said.
"She's perfect Sam." Jason said with a tear in his eye.
"Let's let her sleep." Sam whispered.
Reaching down she grabbed his hand. Then looked back up into his eyes leading her out of the baby's room and into theirs shutting the door behind them.
Taking his jacket and T shirt off he tossed it aside then took off her shirt exposing her bra. Gently rubbing his hands over them he massaged them. Pulling off his pants and helping with hers he rubbed his hands allover her. Sending a current of electricity through her body. She moaned at his touc as their gazes never left one another as they made love.
" I love it right here." She said drawing her finger right alongside his cheek. She nuzzled into him right there and fell asleep.
A little later on the baby started to cry. Before Sam could even think about getting up for her Jason bounded out of bed. Going into her bedroom he looked down at her. She was so beautiful. Gently picking her up he brought her close to his heart and kissed her.
"Don't cry my baby girl. Shhhhhh." He said quieting her cries.
Grabbing the blanket he covered her with it. Then turning he made his way back to Sam. She was watching him with his daughter. It was one of the happiest of moments in her life. He was so natural with kids. Bringing her over to Sam he gave her the baby. She got adjusted on the bed then positioned Abby for her feeding. Jason just looked at her and fell all the more deeply in love with her. The both of them were truly fantastic. Sitting up close to her he put his arm around her.
"She is only 3 months old. She was born on the 10th of November." Sam said.
"Was Jax in the delivery room with you?" He asked.
"Yeah he was. He was the only one I trusted He kept pointing me back to you though Jason. So don't be mad at him." Sam said.
He started saying something to her about it all when she began to speak again.
"Jason for whatever reason it wasn't meant that you were to be in my life then. Nothing happens by chance. I often wondered if we shouldn't have gotten married so soon after meeting. Our hearts were in the right place but maybe our minds weren't. I love you immensely,but sometimes no matter how strong love is things happen and the results canbe devastating. I can honestly say that since I became pregnant with her my love for you has grown and it made me realize that the one thing standing in front of me was the most important,that was you and the baby. Having Abigail and seeing that miracle that we made out of love together has gotten me through day and night she has made me a stronger person and has added meaning to my life like nothing else ever has. She is precious and deserves to know who her daddy is and you deserve her. No matter what has happened." Sam said as she got up from where she was she walked into Abby's room and brought back a book for him and handed it to him.
"I made this for you. So that you could have pictures of what I looked like during the pregnancy, her first sonogram picture and her newborn ones too. I wanted you to have this. Not a day went by in my pregnancy that I didn't think of you and longed for you to be there. We had to learn the lesson of love, trust and commitment." She said.
Cuddling back up with him they flipped through the pictures. She was so beautiful during her pregnancy. He was blown away from her actions toward him. Grabbing her close to him he vowed to himself he would never let her go again.
Finally he was home.
