When Manny left Sean to sulk he decided to write Emma a little note. It was better than him not telling her what happened himself. Now normally he would talk to her face to face but it would be too hard. Seeing Emma in a hospital bed was hard enough but seeing her there with an extremely sad and depressing face would really tear Sean up. That's why he decided to write her something instead. It would be less painful for the both of them.
Sean went to the hospital and then to Emma's room.
"Sean!" Emma said sounding really happy.
"Hi. Look I don't have time to stay. I just came to give you this." Sean said. Then he handed her the note and kissed her forehead. "Remember that no matter what I will always love you." Then he left the hospital room.
Emma was confused yet again. She read the note Sean had given her.
This is what the note said:
I heard from Manny that you have your memory back. That's great news. Really it is because now you actually know who I am. But I have some bad news. It would be too hard for me to tell you in person which is why I am writing it down for you. Here's the thing. You didn't remember who I was. I freaked out and after a while of trying to get you to remember me I stopped visiting. But I guess I should just get straight to the bad news.
Um well you see I kind of cheated on you. Jay, well he got me drunk. I was so drunk I hooked up with some grade 10 girl I think. I don't remember exactly. I just remember going into the van with her and then coming out with her. Manny saw me come out with her and she said she was going to tell you because she didn't think I would. Well I told you. I am so sorry Emma. I was drunk and I do stupid things when I am drunk but I was also stupid to get drunk in the first place.
Well I guess this is goodbye? It's not like you'll forgive me or whatever so…
Sean
Emma didn't notice she was crying until she was done reading the note and saw wet stains on the paper. Sean cheated on her while he was drunk and he doesn't even remember who he did it with. Just as she finished wiping away her tears Manny came into her room.
"Emma! Hey sweetie. I heard the good news. You have your memory back now. That's awesome." Manny said with a big smile on her face.
"Yeah. Awesome." Emma said looking kind of sad.
"Why do you look so sad Em?" Manny questioned her friend.
"Well there are a few reasons. One of which is the fact that I didn't know I even lost my memory. I guess that's why my mom sounded shocked when I asked where Sean was." Emma said.
"Oh… well about Sean." Manny said sounding a bit upset. She knew this would hurt her friend.
"I already know what happened. He told me. Well actually he wrote me. Sean came by about fifteen minutes ago to give me his dumb note. He told me you would tell me because you didn't think he would… well he did." Emma said as she started crying again.
"Aww Em. I am so sorry. Sean's just Sean. He was drunk and he's stupid for doing what he did hun." Manny said giving her friend a hug while trying to comfort her.
"I know. I know. But he's my Sean. He's my stupid Sean. My drunk and stupid Sean." Emma said laughing a little bit. It wasn't that what she was saying was funny but the fact that she loved someone like Sean. He was the opposite of everything she wanted in a guy but yet she found herself loving him more and more.
"What are you doing about it though? I mean if I were you I wouldn't forgive him. He's done some pretty bad things before and I can see why you forgave him then but he cheated on you Emma. And he's using Jay getting him drunk as an excuse." Manny told her.
"I know. Manny could you call Sean and tell him to come down here? I want to talk to him about this whole thing." She asked her best friend.
"Sure." She answered and then went to call Sean.
When Sean got to the hospital he looked a mess. Emma could tell her was drinking a little bit because he smelled like alcohol.
"Hi Sean." Emma said to him.
"Emma lets just get straight to the point. You wanted me to come here so you could tell me how much of a screw up I am and then dump me. So I am going to do you a favor and pretend you already told me how much of a screw up I am so now all you have to do is tell me that you're dumping me." Sean said sounding depressed and hurt.
"I did want to talk first before getting into anything like that but alright. Sean I am dumping you. You don't think before you do anything. You know that Jay always gets drunk before going to the ravine. So obviously you knew you'd be going there. But what I don't get is why you would even think of hooking up with another girl, drunk or not, when you had a damn girlfriend who is in the hospital." Emma said pissed off.
"I'm sorry Emma. I really am. I was stupid for doing that. I just…" Sean said.
"You just what? Huh Sean? Did you think that no one would find out about a girl going down on you or something? What if I did that to you Sean? Go down on some random guy while you were in the hospital. Did you think it was okay for you to do what you did?" Emma yelled at him.
"I-I- I don't know Emma. I'm sorry!" Sean yelled back.
"You do know Sean! Apparently you thought it was okay. But it's not. And you aren't sorry. You always say sorry. It's lost its meaning because you've said it so much." Emma said.
Then they just stared at each other for a few minutes.
"Just go home Sean." Emma told him.
"Emma. Please…" Sean begged.
"No Sean! Just leave please." Emma told him once again.
Sean turned around and headed for the door but turned around when Emma spoke to him.
"Sean… just know one thing. I would never ever cheat on you especially if you were in a hospital. Even if you didn't remember who I was I wouldn't do that to you. It'd be cruel, cold, and harsh." Emma told him. Now Sean defiantly knew how he made her feel.
Here is a sneak peak for the next chapter.
Someone is skipping almost all of their classes
Emma went to Mr. Ehl's shop class to talk to someone
Well let me know what you think. Any ideas? Let me know please. I would also like at least five reviews or I won't post another chapter.
