a/n lol ok.. the last chapter wouldnt let me preview it! so.. im sorry for all spelling errors lol.. and the song in that one was 'the great Disapointment" by AFI.. and the song in this one is "the leaving song" also by AFI! lol sooooo... yes! please review! and you all get cookies!
The Great Disappointment
Ryou's POV
Chapter 2
I can remember when I was young.
People always teasing me about my soft-spoken nature.
They never understood why I was that quiet.
I remember the parents of former friends.
They tried to keep their rumors quiet.
I heard how they questioned my family.
How they questioned my thoughts.
They couldn't get inside me head.
Inside my heart.
After a while, my friends weren't allowed to play with me any more.
Or thats what they said.
I saw the look in their eyes.
It said "I no longer WANT to play with you"
I wished they would have just told me so.
And now, I am alone once again.
I am always left behind. People are so cruel.
The least they could do is leave me alone once they dump me off in the street after brutally destroying my heart.
leaving me to mend myself once again. Alone.
Always alone.
Crying out for help, but there is no one to embrace my shaking body with a lasting warmth.
Instead I am left kneeling on my bathroom floor, hand reaching out to find a temporary comfort, which is never there.
After a while, the darkness swallows me, and gives me the strength I need to get through school.
Always cheerful, always acting.
and then I arrive home for another crying event.
What kills me most is when Tristan tells me "Poison Hearts will never change. Walk away again."
Its been said to me before.
Funny how different people can say such similar things when they are known at different times in your life.
I walk facing the ground.
I dont see the sky, I dont see the trees; the autumn leaves that fall.
Give up on me.
Give up on me. Im more dead than alive.
Nightmares haunt me every time I close my eyes.
Its never over.
Walked away heard them say
"Poison Hearts will never change. Walk away again."
Turned away in disgrace,
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within.
Its hard to notice gleaming from the sky
when your stairing at the cracks.
Its hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered.
You walk away, heard them say "Poison hearts will never change. Walk away again."
All the cracks will lead right to me
All the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell apart.
As I walked away, heard them say
"poison hearts will never change"
walk away again
Turned away in disgrace,
felt the chill upon my face, cooling from within.
