Author's Note: My next chappy is up, It is NC-17 (like y'all didn't see that coming, Journey + One Bed – SpamSlut & Jaxass Hot Journey Lovin!) Hope y'all like, I am not best with love scene, so would love to hear what you guys thing.

Author's Note Two: As always a huge thanks to Linda for her help!


Chapter Five: One Last Time

All she could think about was the bed, as she changed into the oversized T-shirt that read 'Southerner's do it better!' It was one of the things Jason had picked up at the quickie mart that was next to the motel. It was also where he picked up a few thongs for her and boxers for himself, along with dinner. She could remember how he thrust the bag into her hand with a pink twinge to his cheeks which she would swear was a blush. Brushing her teeth with the toothbrush and toothpaste that was also in the bag with the thongs and T-shirt. She tied her wet hair into a bun once again and secured it with a pin she found in the medicine cabinet. She scalded it with hot water before using it.

Taking a deep breath she moved out into the four-wall room that was covered in cheesy white wallpaper and cheap landscape paintings that hung on the wall. But that was put in the back of her mind when she looked at the small full sized bed that her and her ex-husband would be sharing. Two night tables stood at either side of the bed, each having it's own lamp and bible. This would be where she was going to try, TRY to sleep...but with Jason so near she doubted she would get much.

The spark was still between them. They still felt each other. She still wanted him sexually and probably emotionally, but she couldn't think about any of that. If she did, it would wear on her mind, all night. "Um...you can go," she said quietly.

His eyes raked up and down her body that was only clad in a thong and T-shirt. Her skin prickled with want. Wetness started to pool at the juncture of her thighs. He always had this effect on her... an effect no other man has ever had. Not AJ, not Brian, and not Jax. She wanted to let go of Jason, but she would never be able to...she knew that.

Is it so hard to believe our hearts
Are made to be broken by love
That in constant dying lies
The beauty of it all
My darling won't you feel
The sweet heaven in
Our endless cry

"Yeah, uh thanks," he made his way to the bathroom and she watched him. Seeing his tight behind that was in skin hugging jeans, her breath became shallow. She knew his body, every hard inch. Every nook and cranny. God how she missed it.

People say as the years go by the sex life of a couple became lackluster...not as an exciting, but that never happened to them. Their last time making love was just as good and hot as the first time. Maybe even better because they knew each other, loved each other.

Closing her eyes she shook that thought away from her mind. She couldn't think about that now. Moving to the bed, she crawled in and pulled the covers up over her waist. Turning on the TV, she flipped the channels, all 5 of them until she got tired of seeing a rerun of "Fact's of Life," Local news, the weather channel, an episode of "Friends," and a porn movie that sported an over-breasted, petite, and raven haired woman doing things with her mouth that Courtney wouldn't ever dream of doing. (Side-Note: Bet you can't guess whom I was thinking of ;))

Letting out a long sigh, she turned the TV off and watched as Jason came out of the bathroom. Only in boxers, his hard stomach and the happy trail that disappeared beneath the white cotton boxers. She knew what it looked like at the end of that happy trail. A large cck that had loved her many times, over and over again. She looked away quickly, afraid that her lust would show in her eyes.

He moved over to the bed with what looked like a look of fear. Did he feel like she did? Did they both feel the lust that was brewing between them? This couldn't be happening! It couldn't be! No way, no how. He was engaged to the slu...to Sam and she was engaged to Jax. But right now all she could think of was his body over hers.

Oh at least you could try
For this one last time

So amazed how bright are the flames
We are burning in
Ever smiled at the tragedies
We hold inside
My darling won't you cherish
The fear of life that keeps
You and me so alive

"Courtney, uh maybe I should sleep on the floor," he said softly. Looking into her eyes, his gaze slipped a little lower. It landed on her breast and she couldn't help the reaction they had to his gaze. The nipples pebbled into hard points that were begging for his touch. She knew they had to be visible through the flimsy bra and thin t-shirt.

She wanted him, that was all there was to it. She wanted him and she would have him tonight. They would make love one more time tonight. He wanted it too. She could see the bulge forming in his pants. They would do this, get it behind them, and then find their nephews.

"No…tonight we're going to sleep together," she said as she rose up on her knees, moving towards him. Her lips locking with his before he could utter a word, her arms winding around his neck and aligning her body with his.

Soon his tense muscles relaxed and he began to kiss her back. Taking his time moving his tongue over her lips. Nipping and teasing as his hands slid down her shoulders, to her waist, and then to her hips. Bringing her body closer, their hips grinded together as they kissed. They kissed until the need for breath overwhelmed the need for each other. Quickly he pulled the shirt off of her as they tried to catch their breaths.

Oh at least you could try
For this one last time
It could be alright
For this one last time

His lips touched her cheeks then, over her chin and down her neck as he undid the front clasp of her bra. She let him do what he liked, let him get to know her body again. Then he moved away from her again and quickly removed his shorts. Letting his erection free, she watched as it stood up and slapped his stomach. She couldn't help but let a small moan escape her lips.

It had been so long since she felt this way. She never felt this way when Jax touched her or AJ. No one made her feel like this but him. He knew every spot that made her arch, moan, groan, and scream. He knew how to tease her, make her want like no other. Only him.

Jason slowly laid her back on the bed and kissed her again. His tongue moved with hers, tangling, and sucking. "You're as beautiful as ever," he whispered against her lips and once again let them move down. Moving them over her chin, neck, and collar bone. Finally reaching her breasts, her nipples pebbled and pouted for his touch.

Then his mouth was on them, flicking and nipping at them. He let his teeth pull and tease them. "Oh Jason," she whispered and gasped when he touched her through her thong, where her juices were pooled. Her hips arched off the bed. "Please," she moaned.

Oh at least you could try
(and we just will be closer)
For this one last time
(let me fall into your arms)
It could be alright
(don't let us grow colder)
For this one last time
(let me close to your heart)

She wanted to feel him sink into her hot core. She wanted to feel him move in and out of her like he used too. She wanted him to take her to the peak and join her in obvilian, She wanted him thrusting into her. His mouth moved back to hers and pushed down her thong. Looking at her naked body, he ran his hands up and down her side. Getting reaquainted with every valley and mountain of her body.

Then, he slowly rose over her and thrust his thick member into her body in one fluid motion. Her muscles gripping him like a vise as they rocked together. They did this so well, so very well. Their lips touched and kissed as they moved together. Their moans and breathing were the only sounds in the room.

The headboard began banging against the wall as he thrust harder and deeper into her core. Her muscles contracted around his cock and soon they both came apart, with a scream. Both of them sated, both of their breathing labored. He used all his energy and rolled off of her and pulled her against his side.

They just did it. They made love for the last time. She had to promised herself that. This would be the last time…..they had to think of Slu….Sam and Jax. This was the last time, no matter how she felt in his arms…no matter how right it felt.

Oh at least you could try
(before it's all over)
For this one last time
(let me fall into your arms)
It could be alright
(before it's all over)
For this one last time
(let me close to your heart)


Author's Note Three: The lyrics "One Last Time." Belongs to HIM.