NIRVANA

Disclaimer- I confess! I don't own CCS! Leave me alone! Let me continue to own it in my dreams! lol!

Oh yeah! I also own some of the characters here, obviously, since they are not in CCS. Those characters are Nero, Luka, and Kohaval, they are mine, all mine!

Sniff…sniff….sob…sniff, THANK YOU to my adoring fans, To those who have reviewed my work!

You are all too kind, thank you once again! . This is what I call the road to stardom! On the internet! Lolz! As a token of my appreciation I would like to give you a simple sign of gratitude.

THANK YOU TO….

dbzgtfan2004- Lolz! Thanks! I appreciate your review, since you were the very first! Please continue to read and enjoy!

sakurasyaoranforever- Thanks! I'm glad you enjoyed the first chapter! I hope you enjoy the other chapters as well!

blackwolf-akr22- Thanks for the review! Liked it allot, but no need to sound so cross about giving it to me! Oo so, maybe, I kept on telling you to read this fanfic, and review it…But…….then…..OOOOOHHHH!

CeruleanWingedAngel- You sound as if we don't know each other! Lolz! Thanks for reviewing, btw. Loved your review! .

Miakoda13- Who are you? You know Jessie? You know my characters well? Are you some sort of stocker? Lolz! Thanks for your review, but please reveal yourself to me! I feel awfully confused and you won't like me when I'm confused, I promise you that I will bug you until you tell me who you really are! You know me right? Obviously, you know my name! WHO ARE YOU? And, of course Yue will be here! Yue, is too cool to leave out!

Syaoran- Hey, Lady-water-dragon, will you quit blabbering and get on with the story?

Lady-water-dragon- Have patience, young grasshopper, It shall come soon.

Syaoran- Don't call me grasshopper!

Lady-water-dragon- CRANKY!

Syaoran- What? What does that have ta------

Lady-water-dragon- Who's blabbering now? On with the story! .


Chapter one

The Present


A girl with long light brown hair, tinted with golden streaks, slowly walked through the bustling streets of Tomoeda; she stared longingly at the ground, as she listened to the sound of cheer that surrounded her. She heard little children running around, some held balloons in their hands, and others chased one another. She let out a sigh of dismay, and she walked towards a huge water fountain. She sat down on the ledge, and dipped her fingers into the water. Feeling the wetness caress her finger tips, she smiled sadly and took out a coin from her pocket, and she stared at it. It was soiled with the lint from her pocket, brushing the lint off, she tossed the coin into the water, and she watched it as it slowly submerged, smiling, she closed her eyes. Please bring Syaoran back to me. She wished.


Honk Kong, China

Dart with the ball…. Just a little further… Kick the ball into the goal. Goal in! Everybody cheered. Syaoran wiped the sweat off his forehead, and nodded at his teammates. His never-ending practice to be docile and rapid in tactic was not wasted in soccer. Still, during his extra time, Syaoran practiced with his sword, compass, and developed new magic skills. His skills unquestionably grew stronger and more complex. He had to practice because he knew there would be yet another trial awaiting him. He could hear his teammates cheering for him. "Li, you rock!" They said. Syaoran snorted, he detested all the attention, it annoyed him. Feeling someone tap him on the shoulder, he turned around.

"Li, your teammates are all there, on the other side of the field."

Syaoran nodded slowly, and he ran across the field.

A group of chattering girls in the corner watched him with approbation in their eyes.

"Li, is sooo cool!" One of the girls squealed.

"Not only is he cool, he's cute to!"

"I would die just to get him to ask me out!"

"I know! He's good at everything, music, PE, schoolwork, and even art!"

"Yes! Did you see his last painting? It was marvelous!"

"Oh, that one? I saw that!"

"You mean that painting? The one of the girl?"

"Yeah!"

"I think that the girl in the painting kinda looked like me!"

"Don't flatter yourself, you have blue eyes, the girl in the picture had green eyes."

"Not only are the eyes different, you don't have light brown hair, like the girl in that picture, your hair is red!"

"A girl can dream can't she?"

All the girls giggled in girlish delight.

Syaoran scowled angrily. He could tell that those girls were talking about him, and he overheard some comments. He didn't exactly like it when people drooled over him. That painting… He really didn't mean to draw it, but then the art teacher said to illustrate something that imprisoned splendor. His mind seemed taken over and when he finished, he found that he had drawn a girl with sparkling emerald eyes, a tranquil smile, and light brown hair tinted with gold. She had glamorous white wings that spread out her back, surrounding her was cherry blossom petals, she looked like an angel. Syaoran sighed. At first, he didn't realize that it looked like her, because of the long hair and a less happy-go-lucky atmosphere, yet, he realized that he had painted Sakura.

"Watch out Syaoran!"

BANG! Syaoran sprawled on the ground, being hit by a soccer ball on the head. His friend came up to him and said, "Syaoran, are you okay?"

Syaoran glowered at his friend, and he cursed at himself for stupidity. That was the first time he got hit by a soccer ball, and looked like an moron, Plus it was while he was thinking about her again.


We are here now, Li Syaoran of the Li clan. Your beloved flower shall be in our hands, What a delight it would be for us to break her. You can't save her, no one can. The cherry blossom, the Clow Cards, the future, they belong to us…

Syaoran woke up, he was perspiring and breathing heavily. It was a dream, it was all a dream, just a dream… He leaped out of bed, and he walked towards the bathroom. Looking into the mirror He turned on the faucet, and began to splash his face with water.

It was all a dream Syaoran, nothing more… He thought to himself. He was being attacked by that one same dream every single night! He couldn't take it anymore!

Your beloved flower shall be in our hands, What a delight it would be for us to break her. He thought of that one line, the one which he regarded most.

Maybe something big really was going to happen, but he wasn't sure. "Sakura…Will you be okay?"

He shut his eyes tight, and he gritted his teeth tightly. "I can't leave her alone, if I am unsure of the future…"

These dreams…every night, they attack…What is with these dreams? Why do I have them? Is something really going to happen?

"Sakura…Are you really going to be okay?"

Something tells me that I need to be by her side…Sakura, why am I feeling so uneasy? Sakura…Sakura..

"Japan…"

I must go…

"I'm going to Japan."

He must return to Japan at once! Running out of the bathroom, he drew out a suitcase and a trunk and he quickly started to pack. On top of his trunk he placed a sword that was sheathed and wrapped in cloth. and he laid a green Chinese fighting robe.

He scribbled a note of apology and explanation to his mother, he placed it by her bedside. Mentally saying good-bye, He dragged his luggage to the front door and was about to go out when he realized that he was in his pajamas. Cursing himself once again for his stupidity, he ran back and changed into jeans and a green shirt. Syaoran than took out his bank account and stashed it into his pockets, beside the Japan apartment key. With a moment of hesitation, he ran into his mother's room again, and rummaged through her wallet in the darkness. Exultantly, he drew out her credit card and scribbled another apology on his note. Then, he dashed out the house with his luggage and caught a taxi, driving off to the Hong Kong Airlines in the middle of the starless night.


Sakura was sitting on her bed, she was thinking about the passed. Syaoran….

It had been three years since he left, three years since the event of the sealed card took place, the time…when she had answered his feelings, with hers. She blushed and smiled softly. Ever since their departure, she and Syaoran had been exchanging letters, however, a year before, Sakura had sent him a letter, but she never got one back. She tried calling him, but every time she did, he was never at home. She watched as Kero played his video games, she saw how into it he was, and she sighed. She flopped down on her mattress, and she curled up into a ball. Kero lost his game so he angrily closed the console, and he flew towards Sakura. "Sakura?"

Sakura smiled brightly at him. Kero just frowned, ever since Syaoran stopped sending her letters, she changed. She was much more quiet, she always hid her feelings behind her smile. Sakura giggled, and she got Kero and hugged him with gentleness. Kero sighed, and he scratched the back of his head. Even Tomoyo, noticed her change, of course, Tomoyo of all people. In fact everyone noticed, Touya didn't even call her monster anymore, no more. She wasn't the little monster that he once knew. Her father found it hard to even talk to her properly. Sakura…


Syaoran stared out of the airplane window, down at the dark, cloudy sky. He could see the dim horizon outlined with red. The roaring of the airplane gave him a headache as he tried to think logically. These dreams that I've been having…What could they all possibly mean? Is there really a new force going to attack us? Is this the new trial? The new trial that I have been preparing for? Or…Is it just all…really just a dream? What am I doing? Why am I here! Angrily, he punched the front seat. An old man turned around, irritated.

"Ah… I'm so sorry… I forgot where I was…"

Stupid, Stupid, Stupid, Stupid, Stupid!


Lolz! First chappie is all done! Sorry it took so long! >. It's just that school is taking a lot of my time! Anyway, please! Read and Review! Hope you liked it!

Miakoda13- By the way! I finally figured out who you are! You're DIANNE noh! Is that how you spell your name?
DIANNE I know that that's you! HA HA HA HA HA HA! NICE ONE! HA HA HA HA!