AN:
Hey! Here's a new fic by mwah! AHAHAHAHA! I love this pairing
so much. They're SOOOO hot together!
Pairing:
Inuyasha/Sesshoumaru
Summary: Inuyasha reflects on his feelings
towards his older half brother.
You
tell me that there's no darkness,
but the sun shines down on
you.
And even though your life is peaceful,
there's no fighting
left to do.
Reality...No one would cry for me.
For every cup
that runneth over,
many more are filled with pain.
You talke to
me of sunshine,
when it's pouring down with rain.
No one would
weep...
-Inuyasha-
Inuyasha had run off once more. Getting away from the comotion of the group. He was sick of hearing Kagome bitch at him, and now, he just needed some quiet time to reflect on his inner-self. Once he found a quiet spot next to a river, he sat down, then burst into tears. Why was anyones guess, but he was crying himself dry. He dipped his face into the water and started to cry again. FInally, he had quieted down a bit.
"sniffle Sess, if you knew how I really felt about you...Gods, then I wouldn't have this goddamn fucking burden..." he said to himself.
He started to cry again. It was so hard to live without the one you love, or see the one you love, hate you with passion. He quieted down once again. He opened his mouth.
The
more you put me through
The more it makes me wanna come back to
you
You say you hate me, I just love you more
You don't want
me, I just want you more
I buy you flowers, you throw 'em at me
I
know it's sad but it's making me happy
The more that you slap me,
the more that it turns me on
Because you love me and I love you
more
It's sick but who could ever predict we'd be doin' the
same shit
We say that we do it for our baby but we don't, we do it
for us
It's lust, 'cuz neither one of us trusts each other so we
fuck
'till we bust, 'till cuss each other out, we know what it's
about
Shout 'till I throw you out the house, you throw me out the
house
I throw you on the couch, punch you in the mouth, we fist
fight
'till we turn this mother out and apologize after,
laughter
Pain, it's insane, we're back in the same chapter
again
And it's sad but it's true, when i'm laying here with
you
There ain't nothing anyone could ever say or ever do 'cuz
The
more you put me through
The more it makes me wanna come back to
you
You say you hate me, I just love you more
You don't want
me, I just want you more
I buy you flowers, you throw 'em at me
I
know it's sad but it's making me happy
The more that you slap me,
the more that it turns me on
Because you love me and I love you
more
'Cuz I hate you, do you hate me?
Good, 'cuz you're so
fuckin beautiful when you're angry
It makes me wanna just take you
and just throw you
on the bed and fuck you like I don't even know
you
You fuck other people and I fuck other people
You're a
slut, but i'm equal, i'm a mutt, we're both evilin our ways
but
neither one of us would ever admit it
'Cuz one of us would have
one up on the other so forget it
We can make accusations, people
spread rumours
But they ain't got proof, 'till they do, it's just
the two of us
You and me, 'cuz any chick can say that she's
screwin' me
But you gotta believe it to a degree 'cuz true
indeed
If you didn't I wouldn't be hittin', yeah I would
'Cuz
the sex is too damn good, if I ran, who would I run to
that would
be this soft and warm? So it's off and on
Usually more off then on
but at least we know that we
Share this common bond, you're the
only one I can fuck
without a condom on, I hope the only reason
that I cope
Is 'cuz of that fact and I can bust in that, and
that's why
The more you put me through
The more it makes me
wanna come back to you
You say you hate me, I just love you
more
You don't want me, I just want you more
I buy you flowers,
you throw 'em at me
I know it's sad but it's making me happy
The
more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on
Because you
love me and I love you more
I can never understand it, that's
why I don't try
From junior high until we both die, you silly hoe
why must we try
Is it really so rough that we must always call
each other's Billy Goat's Gruff
Try to pull each other's legs
until the other begs
We're lying to ourself, that's the beauty of
it, yeah
'Cuz we truly love each other, that's why we always
fight
And all we do is shove each other every other fuckin'
night
And it's clear, it ain't gonna change, this pinned up
rage
We both have, we both feel like we've been upstaged
By
someone else, we both been someone else's someone else
The problem
is neither one wants help, it's an addiction
And it can't be
fixed, our family's mixed up
There's a baby sister in the mix and
it hurts 'cuz the pieces to the puzzle don't fit
And anybody who
thinks he knows us doesn't know shit
And they're probably just
tired of hearing it all the time on every song
Every lyric and
every rhyme, all the hoopla, all of the woopty woo
What you put me
through, fuckin' woopty do
But I won't be made a fool of, if this
is true love
You wouldn't do what you did last time, you wouldn't
screw up
This time, 'cuz this time girl i'm tellin you what
You
do it again and i'm fuckin' you up 'cuz no matter
What you
say, what you do
I'ma hunt you down 'till I find you
No matter
where you run, i'll be right there
Right behind you in your
nightmares
So much for them flowers, and the candy
All the
times that you threw it back at me
Told me you hate me, you 'gon
hate me more
When you find out you can't escape me, whore
The
more you put me through
The more it makes me wanna come back to
you
You say you hate me, I just love you more
You don't want
me, I just want you more
I buy you flowers, you throw 'em at me
I
know it's sad but it's making me happy
The more that you slap me,
the more that it turns me on
Because you love me and I love you
more
AN: How'd you like it? Please R+R! Should i continue this? tell me!
