sam info as letter arc p.1
Dear Wufei,
Well, as you have seen the title of this letter, I'm sure there is no need to explain who this is, however it is necessary to tell you that I'm not writing this alone. Heero is here with me, and he is just as involved with this as I am.
I have something very important to talk to you about, yet as I have tried over the last week, I have not been able to speak of it aloud, instead jabbering on about some meaningless thing, wasting your time. Heh, sorry about that. But I think that I might be able to write it here.
Listen, I'm not sure how to approach this without sounding ridiculous, so I'm just gonna say it...
I've been dreaming of you lately. In fact, I've dreamt of you almost every night for the last month. Ever since we spent that weekend at the cabin when we were nursing Heero in and out of consciousness. It's driving me crazy, as I'm sure you can imagine. The dreams aren't even sexual in nature, which I could explain away with one of Quatre's dream dictionaries easily as frustration or aggression, but they are caring and there is no other way to describe them. After a week of these dreams, I tried to avoid you, thinking maybe my subconscious would just give up and go back to dreaming about random things, but nothing worked! As these dreams continued, they get deeper and it is harder and harder to wake up in the morning. Every day, I was disappointed to realize it was only a dream. They felt so real, so right.
What does Heero have to do with this, you ask? Well, my dreams didn't just involve you. They involved him as well. It was the three of us, with seldom appearances by Quatre and Trowa, so I believe it involves just us.
Unable to keep this information from my best friend, I told him. He knows all the details of the dreams, and is willing to help me try to find a meaning in this. He is the one who suggested I tell you somehow as you are obviously involved, even if it is involuntary action. I tried to convince him that I would figure it out without telling you, but he insisted that you would want to know. As I had avoided Heero that same week I avoided you, he told me he felt better knowing why I had been acting odd, and told me he had actually been worried about me.
I don't understand what these stupid repetitive dreams mean, but I am very anxious to find out and prepared to go to any means to find out.
I sincerely apologize for dragging you into this. I wish this was something I could just turn my back on and ignore, but nothing has ever felt more wrong to me than that would make me feel. I know, I tried. (That was week 3. Heh.) I know this isn't the time for jokes, but this thing is tearing me up inside more than anything in a long, long time has.
Please, PLEASE, join me and Heero for dinner tomorrow night at 7. We don't even have to talk about anything, I just would like to have a civilized dinner so I know you don't want to kill me. Heh.
Please think about it.
Duo
Wufei inhaled and exhaled a few times, before rereading the letter. It slipped out of his hands and onto the bed. He laid back and looked at the ceiling. Tomorrow night's dinner was going to take some serious mental preperation.
