Chapter Four
"Sesshomaru?" She exclaimed.
"Kagome, may we have this dance?" He asked and he held out his hand like a gentleman. Without thinking she took it. "Y-yes" She said. With worry in her voice since Hiten would get very jealousy. "Don't worry he won't see us, he to busy at the moment,"He told her, it was like he was able to read her mind. As the danced Sesshomaru pushed her closer to his chest and whispered into her ear "You look wonderful in that dress, Kagome" His breath was hot and almost made her moan, but she then regain control of herself.
"Kagome. Why are you here?" He asked her with some sadness in his voice.
"No. I should be asking that question Sesshomaru" She told him.
"Then ask me, love" He whispered into her ear, making her give out a slight moan. She then looked at him with hate in her eyes. She wanted to hit him but then again wanted to kiss him make love to him like she never did before. "Why are you here?" She snarled.
"Well since I am a gentleman, and not rude like some people I shall tell you, I am here because Mr. Kino and my Family are very good friend. So now you tell me. Kagome. Why are you here?" He asked as his hand traveled down her back.
"I am here...because..I am-"What Kagome? Trying to come up with something?" He asked with a smirk. "No, you jerk...I am here because I am Hiten Kino's fiancé" She told him with a snarl. Sesshomaru then smirked and the whispered in her ear again "And yet you wear something that a another man gave you to a party that is hosted by his family, and not to mention Hiten doesn't like dark blue on women but I've always loved dark colors on you Kagome," She gasped because of what he had just said he the added "It's been a year to this very date Kagome or did you forget"
"You remembered?" She said out loud, but not as loud for everyone to hear. The song then ended, and more fast music started to play. Sesshomaru than spun her around and brought her evan closer to him. "How couldn't I forget the day that the love of my life broke up with me, and now I found out she is getting married to a jerk" He snarled as he dipped he and brought her back up to face him. Kagome put her right leg around his waist after than Sesshomaru spun her around again put press her back ageist his chest. "What do mean love of your life" She snarled at him. As he brought her to face him. "Because I loved you and.." He the paused and dipped her, her one leg was around his waist when he dipped her. "And...?" She said.
"Nothing" He said with anger in his voice, she then snarled at him "Don't tell me that you still love me, now what would the Mrs. Youkai have to say about that?"
"There is no Mrs. Youkai" He snarled back at her, as he spun her and then dipped her.
"What? Then whose child is that little girls?" She asked.
"What do you care?" He asked with a little sadness, but held mostly anger in his voice.
"So, she isn't yours" Kagome said.
"Nope.." He said.
"You've adopted her?" She asked.
"Yes"
"From who?" She asked, she thought it was sweet that he would do something that nice a adopt a little girl.
"A friend that as now passed on" He told her.
"Oh...I am sorry" She told him as the music stopped, but they began to dance again. "For what Kagome?"
"About your friend. Why else would I?" She asked coldly.
"Well, I thought you would be so nice to apologize for walking out on me" He told her.
"Go to hell. It's not like we were married." She told him bitterly. "But yet that is why you've left me isn't it" He said to her.
"You didn't want to marry me, Sesshomaru" She told him.
"No, I didn't want to get married because of my parents look at both of them Kagome. They have been married more that once" He told her truthfully.
"That a sad ass excuse Sesshomaru. Now get any from me." She said, she was almost in tears but would not let anyone see them not evan Sesshomaru. She then left him there standing in the middle of the ballroom.
'Kagome...I miss you and love you still..and I am sorry.. I'm so sorry I didn't marry you.' He thought as he saw her left the ballroom.
Kagome ran as fast as she could up to her room she then shut the door and fell without a care onto her bed. 'Why me dammit...why do I still love him...why. Why can't he just leave me alone!...no I don't want him to I love him oh Sesshomaru I love you' She thought as had tear falling from her eyes.
"Kagome?" Asked a small but quite voice, when Kagome turned around it was a little girl the little girl she had seen with Sesshomaru. "Yes?" She asked a she whipped away her tears. She then walked over to Kagome and hugged her.
"I am sorry did Daddy hurt you?" She asked.
"No" She told the young girl.
"Oh...well are you alright?" She asked.
"Yes...what is your name?" Kagome asked her.
"Rin" She said with a smile. Kagome then laughed and said "Well Rin it's very nice to meet you," She told her, she then added "Rin. How do you know my name?"
"Daddy had pictures of you in his room, and one day I asked him who the pictures were of and he told me your name and when I saw you...I just knew you were her" She told her with a smile.
"Oh..umm say how about we go down to the ballroom" She told Rin. Rin smiled at her and held her hand when they went back down. There was Hiten and Vikki, they were glaring at Kagome.
"You know it's rude to leave a party. Kagome" Vikki snarled at her causing Kagome to look down at the floor. "Sorry, it was my fault you see I do not know where the bathroom is so Kagome help me, before well you know" Said Rin.
"Is this true. Kagome" Said Hiten. Kagome nodded.
"Fine. Then well come back to the ballroom we have some gust to introduced to you. Kagome" Vikki said harshly.
When they got back to the ballroom Rin ran over to a man that almost looked exactly like Sesshomaru but older, Kagome knew who it was it was Inutashio Youkai. Sesshomaru's father. "Inutashio" Called out Vikki, Inutashio came over and said "Hello, Vikki" He said as he kissed her hand. His wife Izayoi come over as well. As his gazed turned toward Kagome she just froze right were she stood. "Kagome?" Inutashio said.
"Hello, Mr. Youkai" Kagome said a little unsure, but she was then pulled into a hug by his wife Izayoi. "Oh, Kagome how we missed you" Izayoi said with happiness.
"Umm...did I miss something here. Inutashio and Izayoi how do you two know Kagome?" Vikki asked, She was beyond confused. "Yes how do you know her?" Hiten asked as well.
"Well you see-"Kagome and Inuyasha my youngest have been friends since they were very young" Inutashio cut in, by seeing Kagome pleading eyes of sadness. Izayoi looked at Inutashio then Kagome and then kept quite.
"Oh, is that so..Kagome is it true?" Hiten asked her.
"Yes" She said then mouth to Inutashio 'Thank you'
"Oh isn't that cute..well Inutashio your family is more than welcome to come to the wedding" Vikki told them.
'Oh no...why me..why me not in front of my ex lovers parents...it was bad enough that Sesshomaru now knows, but now his parents. The parents that I've knew for so long and grew to love. Oh no...please god help me. Don't forsake me!' Her thoughts cried out.
"Wedding?" Izayoi questioned.
"Yes. Kagome and I shall be getting married in less than a month," Said Hiten as he wrapped his arm around Kagome's shoulder.
"Oh, really..my word you shall make lovely children together" Inutashio said a little sad, he always hoped that one day Kagome would marry into his family.
"Yes, we shall" said Hiten looking at Kagome with lust in his eyes Kagome felt like screaming at him once again.
"Yes lovely..umm Kagome may we have this dance?" Asked Inutashio as he held out his hand to her. "Yes, you may" She said and gladly took his hand. As began to dance with Kagome they were both very quite and unsure what to say to each other. "Kagome" Inutashio finally said, he looked very disappointed in her. "Yes"
"I know it's none of my business but why are you marrying Hiten?" He asked.
"No it is your business..Inutashio you've been like a father to me for so long and...I can't wait any longer, I want a family." She told him.
"So you do not love him?" He asked.
"How can you love someone when you gave your heart away long time ago, to a man that didn't love you enough to marry you" She told him with tears in her eyes. Inutashio know knew the truth to why she had left his son a year ago.
"Kagome, I am sorry. So very sorry but please do not make a mistake just because of what happened a year ago, it's really not worth it. Kagome I did the same thing I wanted a family and look were it ended me" He told her.
"What do mean I thought you loved Izayoi?" She asked.
"No my first wife and I...married for all the wrong reasons to marry, but then I found Izayoi and things couldn't be better" He told her.
"Thanks Inutashio but I think I know what I am doing" She told him as the music stopped, Kagome then was approached by another man which was Inuyasha. She gave him a hug and began to dance with him.
"So how are you Kagome, we haven't talk since well you moved to France" He said, Kagome just smiled at him and said "Inuyasha cut the shit..I know you know that I am getting married to Hiten"
"Yeah. I know, but why are you getting married to him when my stupid brother still is-...Never mind" He said. She looked at him "What did you say?" She asked.
"Nothing forget it..I hope you are happy" He told her.
"Oh I am not" She said with a fake smile.
"Kagome, I always loved you like a sister...just be careful" He told her as he gave her a kiss on the forehead. With that she was gone.
'Be careful..what the hell dose that mean?...why am I worrying..what did he mean about "My stupid brother still is.." Is what? In love...in love I hope so because I still love him...what am I think I can't no way can I be in love with him..still..oh Sesshomaru I do love you!' She thought.
After a few hours the party ended and Kagome went up to her room, she began to think about how the way her and Sesshomaru danced it felt so right but yet so wrong. Was it wrong for her to still love him and him to still love her. As Kagome laid down on her bed she began to think, and soon began to drift off to dreamland were she belonged.
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