Chapter Nine
Now
Don't just walk away
Pretending everything's okay
And you don't care about me
And I
Know it's just no use
When all your lies become your truths
And I
Don't care, Yeah yeah yeah
"Sesshomaru, what are you doing here?" She gasped.
He laughed and said "I should be asking you the same thing" Kagome just looked away from him and back at the scenery. "Where is Hiten?" He asked.
"I don't know" She said but then thought. And don't really care, no what am I thinking I do care! Your really stupid you know that Kagome! Kagome told herself.
"Why are you up here?" He asked, this made Kagome look into his eyes. Oh how she loved his eyes, his hair. Actually she loved everything about the damn man. "I wanted to me alone..for a little bit" She said as she looked away from him.
"From him?" He asked.
"No" She lied. He looked at her an knew she was lying, but didn't want to start a fight with her he wanted answers no more like needed answers.
"Kagome, don't lie to me," He said he came closer to her Sesshomaru then lift her chin so she was now looking into his eyes. "Kagome..why did you leave me? What really happen between us?" He asked. Kagome looked away from him and tears began to wiled up into her eyes. "I don't really know" She lied.
Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you're happy now (oooh)
Would you tell it to my face
And have a little grace
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
"If you didn't really know then why the fuck! Did you leave!" He snarled at her, Sesshomaru was losing it. Yes he still loved her but her wanted to know why she left him.
"I left for many reasons Sesshomaru!" She cried out. "Why? Care to tell them to me?" He barked back he the shut the balcony door so nobody would hear them. "Fine I well tell you. YOU JERK!" She yelled out. There was quite between them for awhile before Kagome spoke, but Sesshomaru actually waited.
"Because you didn't love me enough to get married to me, we lived together for almost two years before I left we dated for two and still you didn't want to get married. What if I got pregnant? Ass what then would you have left me? Huh? And the baby? Be a deadbeat dad?" She snarled out at him, he was completely shocked and confused.
To crawl there was to take
And left me with the empty plate
And you don't care about it
And I
Am giving up this guilt
And leaving you with all the blame
Cuz I don't care
"What the hell do you mean?" He asked confused.
"Y-you know that weekend that you went on the fishing trip with your father! I was a week late and I-I thought...I was pregnant," She then added "But I wasn't and thank the gods for that..because I when you told me you, that you didn't want to get married to me. That's when I made the decision that I could no longer be with you." She told him harshly. Is made him angry and very sad.
"Well we could have talked about it! Before making the stupid decision by leaving me without a fucking clue. To what it was that made you leave!" He snarled out at her. She then became even more anger than before. "Well I thought you've would have found out by yourself since your so damn smart!" She yelled.
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Yeah, yeah
Do you really have everything you want?
You could never give something you regret
You could run away from yourself
Yeah
"Oh yeah would could I?" He yelled back, but he couldn't help himself when she opened her mouth again. He kissed her fully on the lips making it he bit her lower lips softly asking for entrance. Which she gladly aloud the kiss was long and filled with endless passion. Oh my god his lips their so soft...and good...gods do I love and miss him, no what am I doing? I engaged to Hiten why am I doing this with him! But it feels so right so good I want him. No. I need him, oh gods Sesshomaru do I love you, but I can't no! Her thoughts cried out as she found herself pinned to the wall and her legs wrapped around Sesshomaru's waist and his hand pushing up her dress. He was kiss down her neck and chest.
Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you're happy now, yeah yeah
Come on, tell it to my face
And have a little grace
Are you happy now?Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
"Sessho..maru, We can't please stop" She told him, Kagome was now crying. She sided down to her feet and fixed her dress. "S-sorry" He said.
"No am I sorry as well, Sesshomaru this can never happen again do you understand me?" She asked.
"Y-yes, but can I ask you one more thing?" She nodded her head slowly. "Are you happy now? I mean with him?"
"Yes very" She lied, they both knew it as we. With that Kagome ran to the bathroom to fix her make-up but also to get away from Sesshomaru.
What was I thinking? I am engaged to Hiten! Yes but it doesn't mean that I am married..yet. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING! UGH! Damn Sesshomaru why the hell do you have to fucking do this to mean...I want you out of my life..so I could be happy..with Hiten. Oh gods please no more..no more pain gods no more I can't take it...I am happy or I was happy with out him! Kagome lied to herself. She knew it wasn't true she wanted and needed Sesshomaru. Her Sesshomaru but she couldn't be with two people it was wrong, and ageist what she believed in.
Would you look me in the eye?
Could you look me in the eye?
I've had all that I can take
I'm not about to break cuz I'm happy now
Are you happy now?
After she was all done fixing herself up so it didn't look like anything happen. She walked around a bit to look for someone she knew, which was really no one. Kagome sighed to herself as she continued to walk until she saw Hiten with another woman? She was very deadly skinny and was very ugly. Oh gods..what now?
(A/n Ok I'm giving you guys another chapter b/c I thought the last one was well...a little boring so I put a fluffy and Kag moment that some of you been asking for, but anyways! Plz review or I won't update for a very long time update!)
I don't own Inuyasha or the song "Are You Happy Now?" By Michelle Branch
