N/A: Hello to everyone. I'm back with a new chapter. I hope you like it. It has the lyric of the song "Waiting" (Green Day). Thanks to all the reviewers.

Disclaimer: I don't own YYH, it is from its author.

Warning: This is a YAOI fic, if you don't like it don't read it, it's stupid to read something you don't like. If you like it continue reading. BE WARNED!.

Surrender: Chapter 3: Shaking heart

Hiei doesn't look back, he doesn't. He doesn't like to, or may be he just can't do something like that. There's so much in his memory, so much pain, that everything he wants to do is forget about everything. It seems that life is always complaining. It's just not fair.

In the other side is Yusuke. He's a nice guy, Hiei feels really nice when Yusuke is near. Yusuke didn't live a lot, didn't learn much, but he is the type of person that always knows when someone feels bad, when someone had a really bad day. No one really seem to understand what Yusuke means to Hiei. No one, even Yusuke.

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I been waiting a long time,

For this moment to come,

I'm destined

For anything at all.

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"Hello Hiei" says Yusuke. The sun is shining, and the world is ready to be explored, it's just the perfect day to be outside and he is happy.

"Hn …" answers his friend. Hiei is thinking about everything he had said to Yusuke. He has no idea of who is the one he loves.

"Won't you gonna tell me who do you love?" says Yusuke with a smile. Then he looks at the trees. They are beautiful, and they have some flowers. He sees a rose. It's white.

"No … I'm not gonna tell you who …" Hiei stops talking. "What are you doing?" he asks. Yusuke has the white rose in his right hand. He is blushed. He offers Hiei the flower.

"Good, I don't wanna know who he is" Yusuke said quietly, and may be he wanted to say "I don't wanna know if you are lonely". Hiei looks at Yusuke.

"How did you know …?"

"I just know. It's in your face. You love some guy" said Yusuke very seriously. He just doesn't like the idea of seeing Hiei with another person. He doesn't know why.

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Downtown lights will be shining

On me like a new diamond

Ring out under the midnight hour

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Yusuke left the place. Hiei stays there. He was so embarrassed. He saw the flower in his hand, and secretly smile. It may was the Yusuke's way to say "I care about you". But he was not sure.

The flower was left in the floor. Hiei left too.

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No one can touch me now

And I can't turn my back

It's too late, ready or not at all.

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I love you.

That words just can't get out of his mouth. Hiei smiles, sadly. He was in the park. Some one was there for him, he was Kurama. He looks at Hiei.

Just three simple words. Just …

It was raining. Kurama offers him an umbrella.

"Are you sure you are ok?" he asks in a soft kind of way. Hiei nodded.

"I'm just ok" Kurama closes his eyes.

"Did he hurt you?" he asks worried.

"No" came the answer.

"It's raining very badly" said Kurama with a caring smile. Hiei took the umbrella.

"Thanks …"

"If you love some one you should tell your feelings to that person" Kurama suggested with a smile.

"Hn … may be …"

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I'm so much closer than

I have ever known!

Wake up!

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And there was Kurama. The only one that's always there for you. That would always give you a hand. In one way or another, is Hiei's friend. You can tell him your problems, you can ask him everything you want. Hiei knows that. May be Hiei is not that kind of friend. He won't help you when you are in a hurry, he won't be there.

Have Yusuke ever done what Kurama does for him every day?. Is Yusuke so important?.

Yes he was, and Kurama knows that. That's why he can't be the friend Hiei needs. Because he can't love him as he whish to.

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Dawning of a new era.

Calling, don't let it catch you falling.

Ready or not at all.

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Have you ever loved someone?. If not you can't understand what Kurama was feeling in that moment.

Hiei didn't say anything. He wasn't enough sad to be so desperate.

He wasn't. Was he?.

Anyways, he was Hiei Jaganshi. How could he fall in love with a ningen?. With Yusuke?.

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So close, enough to taste it, almost I can embrace this feeling

On the tip of my tongue

I'm so much closer than I have ever known! Wake up!

Better thank your lucky stars

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"Find the way …"says Kurama softly. "Just try to find the way to tell him."

Just … Does it means anything?

"I'll try" Hiei gets up from the floor and nodded.

Kurama smiled.

Hiei took the umbrella, and then Kurama and him walk together.

Is someone watching them going by while the rain is falling?. I think that someone is …

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I been waiting a long time, for this moment to come, I'm destined, for anything at all

Dumbstruck colour me stupid. Good luck, you're gonna need it.

Where I'm going if I get there at all?

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And I think the one is watching them is Yusuke. And I think he doesn't matter. Why should he care?.

Why tears are falling from his face?.

Please don't tell me anything, he may thinks, shaking heart.

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wake up ….

Better thank your lucky stars ….

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Notes: please don't kill me!. I gave the best of me in this chapter. Poor Yusuke, I am so sad about him. I dedicate this chapter to Hiei's Gothic Angel who has supported this fic so much.

Reviews:

Hiei's Gothic Angel: Well, now you see. Hiei loves Yusuke, Yusuke loves Hiei and Kurama is in the middle. Thanks for the corrections and all the support for this fic. I hope you like it.

Rujutoshi: Really?. Did you enjoy that line?. Well, It wasn't mine, it's from Green Day. (You know, that guys are incredible). One friend suggested to write it in that chapter. It's from "Jesus of Suburbia". Thanks and take care.

Demon Hiei's girl: why does everybody have long names like this?. Please people, it's hard to spell!. Well, your review was so long that I don't know where shall I start. Cool?. Do you really think writing in different languages it's cool?. Well thank you. As you can see, I couldn't update soon. Sorry. Anyways I hope you like it. Thanks for all.

Suryalle: I don't find necessity to write in English if you speak Spanish as me, but … let's just say I am writing in English so … --. Sorry about the long waiting (just like the song says you know) before this update. I wasn't too busy but I am to lazy to update more often. Keep on reading.

And that's all

Bye,

See you,

-.Nasaki.-