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Chapter Twelve

When Kagome got out of the bath tub and dried of and got on clean clothing, she decide to look for Hiten and talk to him. When she walked down into the living room she saw Vikki. She was sitting in a chair and reading a book.

"Umm..Vikki where is Hiten?" she asked, Vikki then looked up to look at Kagome and said "He's not home and he'll be back around 2:30pm" Kagome nodded her head and walked headed back up to her room. Kagome then sat down on the edge of her bed and look down at her feet, but the she heard her cell phone ring. She picked it up and said "Hello?"

But their was no answer, she then said again "Hello?" Is person was really staring to piss her off. So she snarled into the phone "Who is this?" still no answer. Kagome the barked out "Asshole!" She the pressed end and looked at her phone to see who it was but no use was that. The number was unknown.

"Asshole!" She sighed out.

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Sesshomaru sat at his desk and looked at his phone. So it was her number.. He thought and then smiled. Even know Kagome told him they couldn't see each other or even talk to one other doesn't mean he won't try to get her back.

He began to remember the night at his parents's house on the balcony. He also remembered what she had said to him.

"Sessho..maru, We can't please stop" She told him, Kagome was now crying. She sided down to her feet and fixed her dress. "S-sorry" He said.

"No am I sorry as well, Sesshomaru this can never happen again do you understand me?" She asked.

"Y-yes, but can I ask you one more thing?" She nodded her head slowly. "Are you happy now? I mean with him?"

"Yes very" She lied, they both knew it as we. With that Kagome ran to the bathroom to fix her make-up but also to get away from Sesshomaru.

He knew she was lying to him and he was lying to her, because there is no way in hell he would let some asshole or any guy for that matter have his Kagome. Sesshomaru's cell phone then went off, he knew right away who it was and said "So are you going?" He asked.

"How did you know it was me?" asked Inuyasha. "Two words, caller ID. Dumb ass." Sesshomaru said.

"Shut the fuck up asshole?" Inuyasha snarled at him.

"Jerk" Sesshomaru snarled, he then added."So are you and Kikyo going or not?"

"Yeah so is Kotsu, are you?" Inuyasha asked.

"Not until later" He smirked, he the added "Satoru has assured me that they will be gone way before then" "Wait isn't that Hiten's father?" Inuyasha exclaimed. "Yes, you fool!" Sesshomaru snarled at his younger brother.

"So, why is he helping you?"

"Because it would seem he loathes his own blood"

"Wow, but why?"

"Her doesn't want to see a good woman like Kagome to get hurt by his son" Sesshomaru said with some annoyance. "Sess...why do you want her back?" Inuyasha asked, he then heard him growled at his younger half-brother. "Ok sorry I asked, so what time are you going?"

"At ten"

"Why ten?"

"So it give her time with all her friends"

"Ok...but won't the bitch be there"

"Who?"

"Vikki. Dumb ass!"

"Grr...Inuyasha.." Sesshomaru said as he gave him a warning growl. "Fine, whatever ass" Inuyasha snarled. Inuyasha then added "So..why do you want her back?"

"Why should I tell you?" Sesshomaru said coldly. Inuyasha was losing it with his brother now, he then barked out "Because you fucker she's my friend and I care about her...I don't like Hiten and I don't want her to go through a life where she knows that her husband cheats on her...I don't want to see her go through that pain.."

"Well I have some news for you she is" Sesshomaru snarled at him.

"W-what..do you mean?"

"Well for one dear brother, your right about her she will have to live with a husband that cheats on her...he also lie to her..and she is going throw the pain as we speak" Sesshomaru declared.

"He..is cheating on her now?" Inuyasha asked.

"You sound shocked little brother. This is Hiten Kino after all..you know him as well as I. That the man is a disgrace to his name..he can thank that bitch of a mother that brought him into this world" Sesshomaru snarled out.

"Yeah I know who you are talking of Sess. Hey I have to ask you something?" Inuyasha asked as his voice became more colder. "What is it, brother?" Sesshomaru asked. "Your not going to hurt her are you?" He asked.

"What do you mean?"

"Well ass isn't that the reason why she left?" He asked.

"...I didn't hurt her"

"Then why did she leave?" Inuyasha asked.

"She left because I didn't want to get married to her, but the thing is I did and still do want to get married to her" Sesshomaru told Inuyasha.

"Huh?"

"What do you mean by Huh? Ass" Sesshomaru growled out.

"So you did want to get married, but you said you didn't?" Inuyasha said a little confused, Sesshomaru just sighed and said "The reason why I didn't is because..of Dad"

"What the hell do you mean by Dad? Sesshomaru you ass! Dad loves Kagome like a daughter! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!" Inuyasha cried out.

"That's not the reason..fucker...I didn't want to get merry because take look at my parents, Dad has been married already twice and my mom oh hell she been married countless times..and I didn't want- Sesshomaru was then cut of by Inuyasha shouting out at him, this caused Sesshomaru to get pissed off.

"Want to what? Ass! You already have broken her heart when you said you didn't want to marry her! And that is the most lamest and stupidest excuse I ever heard of. Man if I was Kagome I would never go back to you, I would rather take my chances with a cheating bastard than you!"

"Inuyasha!" Sesshomaru growled out, he then added "It is the god damn truth! Are you or aren't you going to help me get Kagome back?"

"...I can't believe I'm gonna agree to this but..what the hell I am in" Inuyasha said.

"Thank you know for a half-"Call me a half-breed, and I won't help you with getting Kag back!" Inuyasha snarled. "Fine" He said.

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When Kagome was in the family room watching tv it was around three in the afternoon. Kagome sighed, she was just told my Hiten him and his father had to leave early and would not be there for the party. Actually to be hosted she didn't really mind it at all.

"Well I'm all packed" Hiten declared as he sat right next to Kagome, he then added " I am so sorry I am not going to be here for the party-He was then cut off when Kagome put her fingers to his lips she the said. "It's alright because by the end of the week we'll be married"

He smiled and kissed her lips so fully but passionately. It was a long a passionate kiss but for some odd reason Kagome did not feel a thing. Hiten's hands began to trail down her back while kissing down her neck. "Kagome, I want you" He said a he took a deep breath and began to kiss her again. He then pushed her down on the couch. Oh god..what do I do? I mean it's not like I haven't done this before, but that was with Sesshomaru..and he's a better kisser..and- oh my god what am I thinking...She thought, Hiten then began to undo his belt. "Stop" she said in a whisper.

"Why?"

"I think I hear someone coming. Don't you?"

"No, Kagome just-"Hiten!" His father called out to him.

"Shit" Hiten said, then kissed her and quickly redid his belt and got up and walked out of the living room he then said out loud "Coming father!" Damn old man. He said to himself

"Hiten do you have everything packed?" His father asked him coldly. "Yes" he simply said.

"What were you doing?" He asked Hiten. "Nothing" Hiten said know if he told him the truth it will be hell to pay.

"Fine" His father said then turn to leave but he then said "Oh Hiten, we're leaving early" with that he left the room.

"Bastard" Hiten whispered.

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I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get an ocean from the look in your eyes...yeah
You've been to love but that love falls apart
A little piece of heaven turns to dark

When Hiten did not returned to the family room, Kagome felt a little dirty so she went upstairs to take a quick bath when she got out she was wearing nothing, but a bathrobe she then stood by the window. As she gazed out the window she began to think. Of what she should do and who her heart truly lies with.

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you
Listen to your heart
There's nothing else you can do
I don't know where your going, and I don't know why
But listen to your heart before
You tell him goodbye

I can't do this. I can't. I just can't...it's so wrong. You just can't merry someone else when you're in love with someone else. It's just not done..or is it? I don't know anymore...I don't know what to do? Should I merry him or not...I mean..I can't stand it when he touches me like how Sess use to.. I won't even let him sleep with me. I mean we lived together but never really did anything. It was as if we were...roommates and nothing more, but we were more...I think.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is what's ?
The precious moments are a lost in the time..yeah
There swept away and nothing is what it seems
The feeling of your loving..to your dreams

Oh...but Sesshomaru and I..it was love at first sight..yes it might seem corny and wired but it was for me. I loved him ever since I was five..It's silly that I held such feelings for one man for so long...and still to this day..I love him. Yes, I love Sesshomaru not Hiten...

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you
Listen to your heart
There's nothing else you can do

I have to call this off...I can't marry him, when I am in love with Sesshomaru..And I know...that he still loves me...and I must end this oh can anyone merry someone that they don't love or..sadly even care for. I mean when I saw him with that Faye girl I felt nothing. I could remember when I was thirteen had Sesshomaru was sixteen, and had a girlfriend. I was so mad at him. I wanted to kill him and her.

I don't know where your going, and I don't know why
But listen to your heart before
You tell him goodbye

Then I knew I loved him...and he loved me too, because when I was around fifteen years old and had a boyfriend. Well lets just say Sesshomaru wasn't too happy. Even know he was around eighteen and my boyfriend at the time was seventeen. Once my boyfriend hit me and started to abuse me, Sesshomaru well..lets just say he took care of him, And it wasn't until I was seventeen almost eighteen we started going out.

And there are voices, that want to be heard
So much to mention but you cant find the words
The scene of logic the beauty that's been
When love was wilder..then the wind

He then asked me out when he returned from America. It was the most happiest day of my life, because I knew as well he loved me too for so long. Now here I am merry some man I can't even stand. Then it's final...I going to call it off... Kagome then come straight out of her thoughts and put on some clothing and ran down the steps.

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you
Listen to your heart
There's nothing else you can do
I don't know where your going, and I don't know why
But listen to your heart before
you tell him goodbye

Listen to your heart
I don't know where your going and I don't know why
But listen to your heart before
you tell him goodbye

"Hiten? Hiten? Hiten?" Kagome called out, she was now standing right by the front door. Vikki then came out and said "Hiten left with his father already he said that he would give you a call when he got there"

"Oh thank you" Kagome said.

"Kagome you need to start getting ready" She told her harshly.

"Yes" Kagome said as she walked back up the steps.

He left..without saying anything...well it give me more time to tell him. She thought and then told herself "It's not right to call it off over the phone, I still need to give him the ring."

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"Rin, I want you to stay with Kaede tonight alright?"He told her in a nice voice. "Yes dad" She said with a wide simile. Sesshomaru just simile back at her and messed with her hair a little bit, he then kiss her on top of her head.

"Daddy?" She asked.

"Yes?"

"Who was that lady from the last party? She is pretty, like angle" She told him.

Yes she is. She's an old friend of mine." He told her with a slight laugh. "You love her don't you?" She said with happiness.

"I gusse you can say that" Sesshomaru smiled.

"Daddy, I can tell she has the same feelings" Rin said with a laugh. "Oh really and how is that?" He asked.

"Because of they way she looked at you" She laughed.

"Yeah well I got to get ready" He said as he walked up the steps.

"Alright" Rin said as she ran along to the family room.

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As Kagome walked down the steps in a black low cut dress, that held all her curves in the right places. She wore a diamond chocked calor, she had very light make-up on and had her hair half up and half down and curled. There was then a knock on the door.

"Who is it?" She called out, as she looked at herself in the mirror, but their was no answer. That made Kagome walk over to the door and open it. She looked around and saw no one. She just shook her head and right before she closed the door.

"BOO!"

"AHH! SANGO! OH MY GOD!" Kagome cried out as she hugged her friend.

"You should've seen your face" Sango laughed.

"Bitch" Kagome laughed.

"Slut" Sango joked.

"I know" Kagome laughed, and hugged her friend again.

"Damn Kag, not to bad not at all" Sango said as she got a look at how she looked. "I should say the same thing" Kagome laughed.

"Do I really look that bad?" Sango asked, she was wearing a dark red dress that was very low cut, more lower than Kagome's dress.

"No, not at all." Kagome laughed, in fact she looked beautiful. Even if her hair was down and no make-up on. "Thanks. Hey where is the soon-to-be husband?" she asked Kagome.

"Oh he went on a business trip" Kagome told her with no emotion.

"Why? I mean isn't this his engagement party too?"

"Yes it is, but it doesn't seem like it dose it?" Kagome asked, like as if she didn't care.

"Kagome you sound as if you don't care, what's going on? Are you...seeing someone?" Sango asked.

"No, but I think he is" She said, she didn't want to tell anyone that she was going to call off the wedding yet.

"Who?" Sango asked.

"Some woman named Faye" She said, with no emotion.

"Kag..why do you sound as if you don't care?" Sango asked.

"Because...I don't" She out loud.

"What? How could you say that when you are going to get married in less than a week now!" Sango yelled.

"Sango...I don't think I love him, I'm still in love with Sesshomaru. I know I am and I can't love Hiten. I can't even let him touch me in the ways I let Sesshomaru touch me. Why? Sango I'm not over Sesshomaru...and he's not over me" She told her friend as she sat on the edged of her bed.

"Sango..I'm going to call off the wedding" She told her.

"What?"

"I love Sesshomaru and I tried to forget him, but I can't" She told her.

"Kagome..."

"Sango I don't need time to think, I know where my heart belongs and that's with Sesshomaru." She said with a smile.

"You sure?" She asked.

"Yes"

"What are you going to do about tonight?"

"I think I'm just going to fake like the wedding still on" She told her best friend, Sango then shook her head and said "Kagome I want to tell you something, you think Hiten is cheating on you right?"

"I don't think. I know. I'm not that stupid Sango" She said.

"Kagome are you sure?"

"Yes"

"Alright, I hope you are right" sighed Sango.

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As Kagome walked down the stairs with Sango to greet her so-called gusts. Most of the people that already arrived where Hiten's friends. One woman was there that she knew in France. Her name was Maire. She was an older woman who was in her early 40's she had short blond hair and blue eyes, and was very tall.

"Maire!" She said as she embraced her into a hug. "Oh Kagome, darling you look beautiful" Maire exclaimed. "Thank you, Maire" She laughed.

"I see Hiten is not her" She said as she rolled her eyes.

"Yes, well he is out of town with his father" She said.

"Kagome-"Oh there you are!" cried out Vikki as she cut off Maire. "Oh Maire this is Vikki Kino and Vikki this is Maire" Kagome said. "Kagome I wanted to know her name I would have said so. Now Kagome one of Hiten's friends wishes to meet you" She said as she pulled Kagome away from Maire. 'I'll talk to you later' She mouthed to Maire, Maire nodded in return.

"Kagome this is Naraku Len" She said then added "He's also the best man of Hiten"

"Hello Kagome, you're a beautiful one. You look good enough to eat" He whispered but Kagome caught it, but Vikki seem to have not.

"Kagome may we have this dance" Naraku asked at her handed out his had to her. "No I am sorry Naraku" She said and walked away. She needed to get away this didn't feel right.

Oh I can't stay here I just can't...I have to get out of here. I'm living a lie..making people believe that we are going to get married! But were not! I don't want to I know who I love and I can not live without! Telling him the truth about how I feel.

As Kagome walked outside into the gardens, it was so peaceful It was now nearly nine at night and Kagome felt so alone and lost. She still need him and still loved him so very much.

"You won't ever be able to forget your first love" She told herself and with that she got up and walked inside and to the front door.

"Where they hell are you going?" Snapped Vikki. Kagome turned and said "To the man I love and it's not your son. I am in love with Sesshomaru Youkai. He was my first and if he'll have me shall be my last" She declared, everyone in the room looked at her. "Finally!" Shouted out Bankotsu as he stood behind Sango, Miroku, Kikyo, Inuyasha, Inutashio and Izayoi.

"It was a mistake to leave Sesshomaru for someone who could care less!" Kagome barked out to Vikki. "You little!" Vikki said as she walked over to Kagome ready to slap her, but she was punched by Izayoi. Vikki was on the floor by Izayoi's punch. "Bitch!" Vikki was so shocked that Izayoi had punched her, because she always seem like the weak type but how wrong Vikki was. For she was the one on the floor with a bloody noise. "Why did you-"Because Kagome has always been like a daughter to me..and also I just don't like you. Never did and never will" Izayoi told her.

"Go Mom!" Inuyasha cheered out. Inutashio looked didn't looked shocked at all, he then mumbled "Well, she had it coming for a long time" he then chuckled lowly.

"Thank you, Izayoi." Kagome said with a smile and hugged her tight. Izayoi then whispered into her ear "Go now" Kagome then ran up the steps and grabbed her cell phone she the realized she didn't have a car to drive. "Hey Kag, I think your gonna need a ride" said Bankotsu from behind. He then handed his keys.

"Thanks" She said with a smile, as she grabbed the key and ran down the steps, and into Bankotsu car. With that she span off into the night.

(Ok I am so very sorry for not updating in so long..forgive me..but anyways I won't update unless I get some reviews! K? Love you all...not in that way! Bye Oh and the song I used for this Chapter is not mine it's Listen To Your Heart By DHT! )