Wow, 20 reviews and only my 4th chapter...this is my best and highest reviewed fic yet! -cries- thank you everybody! I'm sorry this took so long, but updates may be taking longer then they have because I lose the use of my laptop until I can get a new one...kinda sad really. It's gotten me through two years and several of my other fanfics and scrapped ideas.

Oh, and dont be surprised if Kim's side of the story seems a little off. I ended up writing the middle last again ;; I'm hoping the story still flows though. so yeah, I've delayed you all long enough. on with the story! oh yeah, and I dont own KP or the rest of the Kim Possible crew



"I'm going to go take a nap. Don't disturb me." Shego snapped hoarsely as she walked away to another corridor, a feeling of pain and loss settling on the both of them. Kim leaned forward and reached out towards the other woman before suddenly falling back as she watched the woman's retreating form, a look of helplessness upon her face

Shego slammed the door shut as loud as she could, although it was muffled due to being open and closed electronically. As soon as she was in her room she collapsed against the side of the door, secure in her belief that Kim Possible would never follow a snappy Shego into her room. She could still feel that finger trailing against her skin, though her imagination moved the feeling all across her body, eliciting more shivers and whimpers from the confused Shego.

What's going on? Why do I feel this way? We're mortal enemies! We've fought for years now. We've hit each other so many times but I've never felt that before. Shego reached a hand up and ran her fingers through her hair, eyes wild as she tried to calm down and sort out her feelings. All those times, all those years. Now suddenly she's mistakenly at my house and I invite her over for the weekend! The weekend! Its only been maybe 2 and a half hours of her staying and not only have we not fought once, she touches me and leaves me begging for more! How can this be…?

Shego sighed, laying her head back against the solid surface of the door and stretched out her legs. How can I feel this way? I cant feel this way. About her. It's just…not possible. Shego grinned at that last thought. Possible. "But that was what it is all about is it not?" A tiny voice inside her head stated. The way she was sitting there as though she trusted you, like her only care was the movie you choose and to be there next to you. How did it make you feel?

Shego moved a hand to shade her eyes, blocking the room from her view as she recalled the redhead, slightly ruffled and pouty at first, but never moving Shego's legs away. Her thoughts drifted to a little later, when Kim had finally forgotten the status of her company and began to enjoy the movie. Her light green eyes were filled with wonder at every plot twist as she leaned closer in her seat. She had looked so innocent, sitting there holding shego's legs like they were a protective barrier… Shego felt a hint of the feeling she had felt wash over her, and tried to disconcert what it was.

It had been…soothing, that much shego was sure. It made her content and almost drowsy, at first. It was warm, and filled a space within her that made her never want to give that feeling away. But what was it though? Trust? No, Kimmie would never trust me but Dr. D does and I've never felt this around him…companionship? Could that be it? Have I actually gone soft and enjoyed having company? What is this feeling? I need to know…Shego had no idea what the feeling had been, but she wanted it back desperately. Contemplating the feeling, she finally came up on another word to describe it.

Acceptance? Shego felt something strum within her at the word. Could that be it? Did I get that feeling just because of her, or because she trusted me enough to not attack her that she stayed there and watched the movie while never moving my legs off her? Shego's thoughts constantly seemed to move back to that. I mean, if it had been me that somebody decided to lay on, I would've pushed them off, and moved to another chair. Shego blinked. Actually, I probably would've just kicked their sorry ass before moving them outta my chair. Shego smiled at that picture, remembering one of Dr. D's goons who had decided to try to put an arm around her one day while watching TV. Needless to say, she would only see him for a few seconds every now and then before he would look up with deer eyes and bolt off in another direction.

Shego sighed again and stood up, still no closer to solving the mystery of the indescribable feeling. "well, I said I'd take a nap, so I might as well. After all, sleep might help me get my mind off things…and off her." She said quietly to nothing in particular, flopping down onto her bed. She was asleep after a few minutes, her breathing gentle and steady. The entire room was filled with silence.

Even she had known her statement to be a lie.

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As soon as she heard shego's door shut, Kim slumped sideways onto the now empty couch, closing her eyes and hitting the soft cushion with her fist. Damnit, how could I be so STUPID? Everything had been going great, we hadn't even fought the entire movie! But then oh no, of course I have to go and mess that up! Her fingers still tingled from stroking shego, as sudden grief and despair washed over her entire body. How could I be so stupid as to loose her! I had been so close...I could've finally called her my- friend…? Even as kim thought the word, she knew something was wrong. Wait a minute…me and Shego friends? Kim scoffed at the thought, though it came out as more of a disappointed sound then anything else.

What's wrong with me? She's shego. Ego with a capital SH. My sworn archenemy! I'm supposed to be fighting her not wanting her! Not wanting her…wanting…her… Kim blinked as the words echoed inside her mind. Still, as she thought back to the last few hours, them arguing over plot holes in the story, Shego calmly answering her questions when Kim would randomly shout something halfway through a scene…The way Shego would laugh as Kim stared horrified during the sometimes raunchy sections of the movie…. It was actually a lot of…fun, really. Shego's not that bad a companion, once you crack her smartass shell…

Kim smiled at the thought of what Shego would do had she heard Kim's thoughts just a few moments before, the despair seemingly washing away in amusement. Maybe after her nap we can just forget about this little incident…not like I can do anything right about now. Kim sighed, stretching out back onto the couch, grabbing the remote and flicking to a marathon of "Pals."

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It was only an hour or so after her TV time began that Kim heard strange sounds coming from the hallway. They had been soft at first, but growing steadily louder and forming into a word…or a name. Kim muted the TV to see if she could hear the noise a little more clearly.

"mmm…ooh kimmie…KIMMIE!" Shego half yelled half screamed the name. Her name.

Without a second's hesitation, Kim was off like a shot, bolting towards Shego's voice. Kim scrabbled against the door for a moment, cursing when she couldn't find the panel to open the door. Finally wrenching into a panel lodged into the wall, Kim located the correct button, mashing her thumb down upon it and sprinting through the doorway. Shego was there, writhing upon the bed and moaning. Kim barely took this in before she was in the air, leaping clear from the door and onto the bed. "Shego! Shego, wake up! Its just a bad dream Shego! Come on, wake up!" grabbing the other woman by the shoulders, she began to shake her roughly, startling the other woman back into reality.

They had been back on the couch, sitting in front of the TV as Shego flicked through the channels, once again finding nothing of interest. Her right arm was draped over the redhead on her left, currently curled into the raven-haired woman, thin but strong arms around her waist as she rested her head on Shego's shoulder. Shego glanced down at the redhead, squeezing her shoulders slightly and a faint smile appeared on her lips as she was rewarded with the redhead curling closer and sighing, allowing her right arm to leave the older woman's waist to rest softly on her knee. Shego turned her attention back to the TV, finally settling on a commercial to see what show was playing once it was over. Shego gasped suddenly, closing her eyes as she felt pressure on her leg, only this time closer and much, much further up her shorts…

"oooh kimmie…" Words escaped shego as she felt a warm fire nibbling on the side of her ear, trailing slowly down her neck. "kimmie…" Shego squirmed, arching into a better position, leaning sideways and grabbing at Kim's waist causing the other girl to roll to the side. Shego didn't open her eyes, but instead simply felt kim's waist above her as the younger woman placed her arms on the other woman's shoulders, violently shaking her awake. "SHEGO!" "what the!"

Shego reached up, clutching kim's waist as her eyes snapped open, widening ever so slightly when all she could see were fear-laced emerald orbs staring back. Shego paused, panting heavily as she tried to disconcert exactly where she was.

Kim didn't dare move a muscle once shego opened her eyes, clutching at Kim's waist almost painfully as she stared around wide eyed. For a moment, nothing happened. Wow, that must have been some scary dream…I'd better explain what I'm doing in her room before she kills me! "Um, you were sleeping and I-heard-you-scream-so-I-ran-here-asfastasIcouldtomakesureyouwerealrightwowthatmusthavebeensomescarydreambutitsoknowbecause
yourawakeandthatsgoodthatyourawakebecauseIwasworriedyouwerehurtorsomethingbutyournotsooo….

Kim had started to panic halfway through speaking as Shego's eyes had only gotten wider, causing kim to redden and become more flustered, her speech quickening rapidly until even she had barely any idea what she was saying and just babbled herself into nothingness, breathing heavily from the lack of air. Finally, an eerily calm voice spoke.

"Kim?" Shego spoke softly. Kim leaned forward, not quite able to hear her.

"yes?" Kim responded meekly. The two women's faces were now barely an inch apart, each breath mingling with the others like a soft breeze.

"Get. Off. Me." Shego's voice clipped, and Kim flushed, noticing their predicament. One which shego had noticed only a few seconds after waking.

Kim was on top, just like in Shego's dream. Kim's legs were spread apart to either side, straddling Shego's hips perfectly. Her arms were positioned on either side of shego's head to prop herself up, and Shego's arms were still up, supporting her waist. Kim's entire body flushed vividly at the realization of the contact, while Shego fought desperately against hers, causing only a light tinge of purple to form on her cheeks.

Kim took everything in for a few more seconds before rolling off the bed like she had been burned with a yelp. Before shego could blink though, Kim was already up and away, tripping over the carpet and stuttering her apology as she stumbled to the doorway.

"o-o-oh my g-gosh I never m-meant to I-I-I'm g-gonna go m-make some f-f-food o-ok?" Kim began to speak hurredly, saying everything in a single breath. Just go-go back to sleep I'm sorry for entering your room I'll-go-make-some-food-just-go-back-to-sleep-ok? Ok! Bye!" Kim luched at the doorway, sprinting down the hall and away from the still confused shego.

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Shego stared at the doorway for a few more minutes, running a hand through her hair silently to reorganize what had just happened in the last few minutes as well as the details of the dream. Shego chuckled slightly at the dream she just had and the look on Kim's face when the older woman had woken up.

"oh yeah Princess, a real nightmare…so horrible." I never got to finish what we were starting. "Or what you were starting, anyway." Shego smiled, chuckling one last time as she shook her head, climbing under her sheets and rolling over to finish her nap, silently praying for another dream as good as the last.

And this time hopefully uninterrupted.


So what'd everybody think? yeah a little racy, but it is rated T, so I'm hoping its ok. Actualy I'm glad I thought of HOFD as the movie they watched...I can tie that back in to the story although if I do it wont be for several more chapters.

Next time: Shego awakens to find Kim making dinner. Will Shego like it? Will the dinner go as planned? Will things heat up a little over the appetizer or desserts? and the biggest question of all: Will Kim or Shego even know how to cook?

The review button's down there, feel free to give me ideas. At this point I really dont know how long I'll make this fic, and only a few vague ideas of where I want it to go. so Review!