Hm...Hi. So…wondering where Chapter 10 is? I was nearly done, but…I'm discontinuing this fucking story. Why? Just…It's not worth it anymore. My two friends reviewed me, and even though they weren't trying to hurt me with their review, it did. Hm…shall I go over it?

Ok Teresa I have to get this across to you especially after reading this chapter. First of all, your life is pretty good, better than most people. Why? Because, you have 4 brothers awesome brothers at that. For goodness sake one of them built your computer. They take you bowling sure they moved out but you still have Paul. Even then they still take you out, and Paul watches anime with you!

-sigh- Kay. My four brothers…one did build a computer. But not for me. One of my brothers takes me bowling because it's a special that one day, and his girlfriend told him to. Paul…doesn't watch anime with me. Fuck, he hates it.

Sure your parents aren't what you would expect but ask anybody "are you happy with your parents?" What will the answer be NO. It's just natural not to get along with them. They seem like the people you don't want to be, and they see you as a mess up (not refering to you just the general)

…Hm. What to say? What I described that my parents treated me as wasn't even a third of what really happened. What happens between my parents and me stays with my parents, and me. I can't even fucking describe what they do in writing, because it hurts to even write it.

Take most of our friends for example, you know what thier parents are like. Besides, they stay out of your buisness and they let people come over to your house. They let you go over to other people's houses.

…My parents only let people come over for school projects. I can only go if it's a project, or someone's birthday. Look at you, I've seen you go to other people's houses too. Fuck, just leave that alone.

Second you had really good friends. And we didn't exclude you! You distanced yourself from us, you wanted to leave us. I stuck with you trying to figure out why you wanted to leave. But I never found out you just did things with out a reason. Plus the only reason Guille ignored you was because you always had attitude and depressed all of us. We all tried to help even Guille was worried. But all you did was complain about retarded stuff, and stay away from us. You always acted like you were in deep pain, you really worried me and for what? Nothing. So stop all of this.

Keyword: had. At first, I was excluded. But then I just…didn't seem to care anymore, and left. When I did leave, all of a sudden, you guys start talking to me. So…people would usually forgive and forget. I just…don't care anymore. Not for anything. I never complained. I only said what was true, and complaining is to say without consent. You guys asked me what the fuck was wrong. Who said I was acting in deep pain? I know you've had worse, but I also experienced a lot of shit. So don't fucking judge me. Stop what? I'm just writing what I feel. It's a free country.

-You might be wondering why I'm saying all of this specially since you didn't talk bad about 'me' but I couldn't stand to see you bad mouth people that did everything, to befriend you and help. I just wanted you to know this. THINK ABOUT IT! Snap out of it and be happy! Realize that your life is something wonderful and a lot of people would want to be as lucky as you are.-

Snap out of what? This is life, not a trance. I know people have it worse, but I'm not saying I have the best fucking life. I wasn't bad mouthing people. Just saying things through my point of view. If you fucking read the damn author note at the bottom of the fucking chapter, you would know that too, before talking shit. Kay?


So…next review.


Damn Teresa, y do u have to be so dramatic? We never excluded u. U were the one that excluded urself, and Guille didn't do n/e thing to u!Have u ever thought about u being the one not trying to fit in? U causing ppl not to like u? And if ur past was so "painful", y'd u bother to write it out? Man, u see y ppl so call exclude u? Cuz u bring out stuff like this and it pisses ppl off.Why did u even bother to write this n/e way, to make urself look like the innocent one and we're so bad and evil? Psh... and if ur the only one that gets picked on.. maybe there's something wrong with u, not with us. And im just telling u the truth, dont get all butt hurt.

Who said I was being fucking dramatic? Yes, you did exclude me. Yes, she did do things to me. Sure, I didn't try to fit in. But that was after I was excluded. Are you saying I should change myself for your liking? That's why I left. So…people hate me because I bring out stuff like…what? Depression? Why did I even bother to write this? Fuck, think about it. It helps people to tell others how they feel. This story was meant to release all pent up emotion I had. Not to bad mouth people. Not to piss anyone off. Not to make yourself feel better.

This was all in my point of view. Your view is your view. But mines is mines. And my view is more painful. See why you're bullshitting me right now? Because this wasn't happening to you. I didn't make this story to try to look innocent while trying to make everyone look evil. Just saying how it was in my point. So stop fucking telling me shit, when you never experienced it yourself. Kay?


Sorry to all who had to read this, but I'm sorry for discontinuing the story. However, if you review, requesting the ending, then I will. For what I did was just release emotion. For anyone, I'll continue it. Thank you, and goodbye. And to all who had pissed me off this past week, making me get in a goddamn fucking depression mode again: Go fuck yourself. It'll make everyone feel better.

- The Angels of Death