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Chapter 2- What the?

Sora shock his head. He groaned as he saw light coming through the window and hurting his eyes. He turned over only to have his eyes hurt by that sunny window.

Dammit! I can never fall back asleep! He sat up, the thick, white sheets falling off of him and onto his chest. Wait a minute. I'm suppost to be dead. Who'd save me? Of all people. Why me? I'm so worthless. Sora looked around. I've never seen a room so pure looking. It's true. The room was totally white.Not even a speck of dust was in sight. I've never even seen this room! He got out of bed, noticing he only had his pants on and his cuts and bruise were wrapped in gauze with... was it care? Who'd care about me?I'm worthless. As he walked over to the door he heard singing. It was soft but strong in the emotion way.

When you walk away You don't hear me say pleaseOh baby, don'tgo Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight It's hard to let it go

You're giving me too many things Lately you're all I need You smiled at me and said, Don't get me wrong but I love youBut does that mean I have to meet your father? When we are older you'll understand What I meant when I said "No, Idon't think life is quite that simple"

Sora followed the voice. It lead him to a window, the kind of door one. Sora glared at it for waking him from his peaceful slumber.

When you walk awayYou don't hear me say pleaseOh baby, don't go Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonightIt's hard to let it go

The daily things that keep us all busy Are confusing me That's when you came to me and said,

Sora looked out the window/door. He saw a girl with neck length blonde hair, leaning over the railing slightly. She was wearing a knee-lengthwhite sleeve-less dress. The wind blew, pushing some hair into her face and ruffling up her dress, but she ignored it.

Wish I could prove I love youBut does that mean I have to walk on water?When we are older you'll understand It's enough when I say so,And maybe some things are that simple

When you walk away,You don't hear me say pleaseOh baby,don'tgo,Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight,It's hard to let it go

The brunette, and seemingly the other of the two, walked closer to the oddly familiar girl.He reached out to touch her but decided not to, he'd let her finish the song first. It sounded almost angelic when she sang it.

Hold me Whatever lies beyond this morning Is a little later on Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all Nothing's like before

When you walk away You don't hear me say please Oh baby, don't go Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight It's hard to let it go

Hold me Whatever lies beyond this morning Is a little later on Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all Nothing's like before

Hold me Whatever lies beyond this morning Is a little later on Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all Nothing's like before

Sora just stood there, too nervous to do anything. He slowly reached his hand out then stopped in mid-reach. The blonde turned around surprise in her innocent blue eyes. As the surprise went away she smiled. A really gental one at that.

"Hee hee. Looks like you're finally awake. You've been sleeping for 2 days! You must have been really, really tired." Her voice was just aswonderful nwhen she wasn't singing. "I don't think you remember who I am. Do you"

Sora looked at her with a confused clue less look on his face. "What do you mean? I know you? I knew you were familiar. I guess this explains it." He put his unharmed arm's hand on the back of his head. "No, I'm sorry I don't remember you"

"It's okay I just moved back. When I was little my parents got a job transfer to one of the more major islands, Jafe. I had no chose but to go, no matter how hard I tried to resist." She smiled again. "I'm Namine. And you're Sora Kurashi! We were best friends up until I moved. I hope we will be friends still.

Sora looked dumb-founded, mouth wide open. The young father shut his mouth and smiled. "Sure we will. Just one problem..." he paused, "... can you avoid me for a while? I have to finish something first"

Namine frowned. Sora didn't know why but it seemed wrongfor her to be smile-less. "No." It was a plain and simple answer but Sora was confused by it. "The reason I came back here is you. I..." She had tears forming in her eyes, so she looked down, ashamed of herself. She took on a shaky breath. "I... I love y-you." She looked back at Sora.

"Namine..." Sora reached his hand up and wiped the tars away, only to have them come down again. "I'm sorry but I already have a son, Rani. So I can't feel the same way about you... at least for now"

Her whole world broke into hundreds of trillions of pieces. "But you're 17, correct? Who's the mother? Do I know her? Where is she? Does she know about the suicide attempts?" She stopped the twenty questions. "I was too late." She brought her hands to her face and buried her head in them. "I was too late." Her knees gave away and she fell to the floor sobbimg.

"Namine..." She had made the only one that cared for him collapse to the floor in a fit of tears. "Yes, I am only 17 and Kairi was Rani's mom. She died at the age of 15. A couple years after Rani was born. I still love her a she is Rani 's mom. Plus, you're wa-ay to good for me. Everyone is. No matter who they are. "Sora's frown deepened. "I'm a dirty, slutty, weak, whore. No, I'm worse... I'm me"

Namine looked at him, her tears stopping aslmost instantly. She stood up. "What do you mean? 'No, I'm worse... I'm me' You're ot any of those things and I haven't seen you in what 11 years and I know this! You're way to good to be any of those things at least when I saw you last. You protected me from bullies, played with me,made me happy, healed my cuts! How can you think that way about yourself"

"You don't want to know. You really don't. I'll just say a lot happened while you were gone"

A worried expression came on to her face. "What could have happened to that loving, happy. cheerful boy that I love to change him into a negative, suicidal 17 year old?" She shook her head. "I wish I'd never left. Damn fuckin parents." As the curses left her mouth, Sora gasped.

"Namine..." Sora said, ashamed. "I can't believe you swore. Twice!" He held up two fingers to enphise it. "You don't seem like the type of person to sware"

"Yeah well technacilly I'm not her. Split personalities. Well she's yelling at me for telling you so, bye-bye." Her split personalities vanished. "I'm so-o sorry. She didn't hurt you in anyway right?" She saw him shake his head. "Okay good. She's going to get yelled at later." The blonde glared inwardly. "Okay let me check your wounds. Don't want you dieing now. Well... I don't want you to. I can only hope your opinion changes." She frowned slightly then rebounded right back. "Well let's go get your cuts treated." Namine grabbed his hand and lead him inside, right toi the bed that was a mess still from when Sora had slept there. She pushed him on to the bed. "Now stay here. I'll be right back." She turned and walked out of the room and down the hall.

The brunette sighed and laid back causing a huge pain surge through out his system. I can't believe I forgot about those! Fuckin asshole! I wished he finish me off then die painfully from suffacating. I can't see him hurt my baby anymore! He's thoughts ended as the blonde walked back into the room with gause apon gauze and medicians he's never even heard of. She placed them on the bed next to him and knelt on the floor.

She pouted as Sora didn't move. "Sora! Come here you have to get better!" He rolled his saphiere eyes and sat forward. "I'll start with... your left arm." He hold it out toher and she started to slowly unwrap it. The close to the skin she got, the paler she got. After about the 4th or 5th time the gauze was filled with blood. She looked at him. "I wrapped this an hour ago. How deep did you cut? I looked healed before"

Sora looked at his arm. heh. No wonder I'm light-headed... I cut deeper than I thought. That's good. And it's even to late for stitches. I'm going to die! He thought happily, smiling inwardly and outwardly.

"What are you smiling at?" Namine's pale face turned paler when she saw his smile. It was a peaceful smile. A good job smile. Like one who was happy at something horrible. Of one that's proud of itself. The scared Namine because she knew what he was thinkning about.

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