A/N- Thank you sage360 for being my only reviewer.

ch. 3 A Living Nightmare

John sat in the gym, watching as Teyla and Terras circled each other. They each had a tonfa stick in both their hands. Terras went to attack but Teyla blocked it and Knocked her to her knees.

"You have not been practicing Terras."

"I haven't really had the opportunity."

"Of course. I understand." At that moment, Ronon walked in. When he saw Terras, he turned around and walked right back out. John got up and followed him.

"Ronon! Wait up!" Ronon kept walking until they were far enough away from the gym aso that Teyla and Terras couldn't hear them.

"I can't stand that woman!" Ronon kicked at the wall.

"What happened? Between the two of you. I mean, Terras seems like such a nice person."

"Terras is dense."

"I don't think so. 'Cause she can read people really well and recognize their problems."

"Not the problems of her closest friends."

"What happened?" Ronon just stared at the wall for several minutes. John almost thought he wasn't going to answer.

"I loved her. But she was in love with this guy Jaren. And I mean obsessed with him. That's all she would ever talk about. When Jaren got married, Terras was devastated. She cried forever. I had finally had enough. Her friend, Neva, and I had gotten to know each other. We got married. I didn't love her but we were friends. Then I found out Neva had written Terras a letter and signed it as me. She said that we didn't want her to contact us anymore. I left Neva after that. But we were still married. I just didn't want to take the effort. Then Terras sent me a letter saying I wasn't a good friend and that I never wanted to talk about what she wanted to talk about. All she wanted to talk about was Jaren. I mean, if all Teyla wanted to talk about was McKay, wouldn't you get tired of it?"

John just stood there in shock, staring at Ronon with his mouth hanging open for a moment.

"Does everybody know that I like Teyla?" Ronon chuckeled.

"Yeah and there's even a bet going around for when you're gonna tell her."

"Oh. Well back to the topic, I really think you should tell Terras. When I talked to her last night, she seemed to want to be friends again at the very least. Just talk to her." Ronon nodded and walked away.

Later that Night

Terras sauntered into her new room. She had gotten tired of staying in the infirmary so Elizabeth had had John find her a room.

She tossed her cape onto a chair and froze. Terras keeled over on the floor as Amar tried to take control of her body. Terras screamed out in pain as hot tears flooded down her cheeks.

"NO! THIS IS MY BODY! YOU CAN'T DO THIS! IT'S NOT FAIR!" Terras fought with all her might to remain in control of her body. Faintly, somewhere in her mind, Terras heard someone bang on a door and call out her name. When the door opened, Terras felt instant relief as Amar stopped trying to take control and became dormant once again.

Terras vaguely remembered someone picking her up and carrying her to the infirmary.

In the Infirmary

Terras woke up with a start. Amar had assaulted her mind while she slept. She felt someone push her back down onto the bed. Terras couldn't see. For one it was dark in the infirmary, and two, Amar liked to make her temporarily blind sometimes for fun.

"Who's there?" Terras voice was raspy and she felt someone push a glass of water in her hands. She drank heartily. When she was done, the glass was taken away from her. "Who's there?" She repeated.

"Can't you see?" Came Ronon's voice.

"Ronon!" She quietened her voice. "No I can't. Not at the moment."

"Why not?"

"Ama- uh- I hit my head?" It came out as more of a question then a statement.

"I don't believe that."

"Of course you don't. I don't think I can tell you the real reason."

"Why not?"

"Oh Ronon. It's been too long. We're not friends anymore. I got that letter you sent me. You want nothing to do with me."

"No. You wanted nothing to do with me. I didn't send that letter. Neva did. But Terras, I didn't want to talk about you being in love with Jaren all the time. I loved you. I didn't want you to be with him."

"What are you talking about? I know I talked about him all the time but I never told you you had to."

"But in your letter-"

"What letter? After you- after Neva sent that letter, I didn't contact you anymore." Ronon thought about it and after a few seconds, figured it out.

"Neva. She sent the letter to me as you. I thought it looked funny."

"Neva betrayed us both."

"Yeah she did."

"You know, Ronon, I never really loved Jaren."

"What?"

"I just wanted to give you reason to leave me. Everyone did and I thought you would too. But you put up with my whining about Jaren."

"But, you were so upset about Jaren getting married."

"I couldn't have talked about Jaren for my whole life and then not be upset about him getting married. I had to keep up the act."

"Oh." By now Terras could see Ronon's silouette and she reached out to grab his hand.

"Ronon. I did love you. I still do." Ronon squeezed her hand.

"I do too."

"Well I'm glad we got that settled. Now I think I wanna go to sleep now."

"Will you tell me what happened tomarrow?"

"I don't know. For now alls I'm gonna tell you is that this is a living nightmare. Good night, Ronon." Terras drifted off to sleep. Ronon leaned over and kissed her forehead.

"Good night, Terras." Terras smiled in her sleep and no assault from Amar could wipe it off.

A/N- Amar is a name in the Sikh language. Since I don't know Wraith, I'm gonna pretend that the name is Wraith. You'll find out what it means in the next chapter. And if I don't get atleast two reviews, then you won't get the next chapter. : P