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Juliet

Chap 4.

Let Me Let Go.

Disclaimer. I don't own either of the songs that I mention in this chapter.

"Shalimar, I need Juliet to come to the lab and explain why half of her paper work hasn't been done." Adam said as the blonde walked by the lab.

"Come on, we had yesterday off, do you really think she'd have done any work if she didn't have to?"

"Juliet knows how important it is for her to do what she is supposed to."

"And we both know that she will do it all tomorrow. Can't she just relax today?"

"How drunk did she get?" Adam sighed, thinking of the fondness for liquor the team's youngest member had.

"She was quiet the whole ride home, and there are exactly six times she is like that. When she's sleeping, watching TV or a movie, reading. Thinking, getting a massage from Jesse, or drunk."

"Bring her in anyway. Juliet will learn temperance, even if the only way to teach her is to make her work while she has a hangover."

"Adam, please let her sleep, she's already depressed because Ashleigh is out of town, and she only drinks like this when she can't be with him."

"Juliet need to learn how to behave herself better, Shal, there is no way around it. I let her move in under the condition that she would be a part of the team, and that includes acting responsibly."

"I'll go get her, but Jess won't be happy about me disturbing his copper haired angel." Shalimar consented as she walked down the hall.

She headed to her cousins room and was surprised to find the bed neatly made. 'Ok, Miss Juls, where are we? Either you're already up and made your bed or you slept in Jesse's room last night. I'm willing to bet that the latter is the right answer, so on to Jesse's room it is.'

Shalimar closed the door to her cousin's room and made her way to Jesse's room. Since the door was open she went in. 'They didn't sleep here last night for sure, Jesse's clothes from the club are on his bed. Kitchen then, he maybe trying to cure that hangover she must have.'

Shalimar continued to search through Sanctuary until she finally made her way to the computer lab where Jesse was working.

"You seen Juls?" Shal asked as she sat down next to him.

"No I haven't and I doubt I will see her for a couple of days at least."

"Ashleigh come back to town early and decide to surprise her?"

"I wish that was what had happened. Juls and I got into a fight this morning."

"Over what?"

"Lying I think."

"She'll be back in your arms by the time we go to the rec room tonight to watch the movie."

"I don't think so, Shal. She and I really got into it this time. I wouldn't be surprised if she was ripping up every picture of the two of us together."

"This after a fight about lying? Jess, come on. During lunch she'll tape one of her little notes on your computer and then you two will kiss and make up. And I do literally mean kiss since you two always do."

"That's gonna change. I really don't need to kiss her. It's not proper."

"Jess, have you lost your mind? She loves those kisses."

"I sure as hell lost my mind last night."

"What does that mean?"

"I don't want to get into this, Shal."

"Well I do. What the hell did you mean!"

"Fine, but I am only saying this because you forced me to."

"You say that like I wont like hearing this."

"You want, and I didn't want to tell you."

"Would you just get on with it."

"I slept with her last night."

"And that is supposed to bother me how? If she isn't with Ashleigh you two sleep in the same bed most of the time. We're all used to it, Jess."

"I don't mean I spent the night in her room or she slept in mine with me. I had sex with her, Shal."

'You what!" Shalimar exclaimed. "I thought she could trust you, but you're just like that son of a bitch who ruined her life. I never want you any where near her again."

"I don't think that will be a problem because I couldn't face her after this."

"You know the only reason I haven't killed you is because I know she'd eventually forgive you."

"I don't think she'd care if you killed me."

230 miles away heading to California

Juliet pulled her car over to the side of the roan as tears bean to blur her eyes making it hard to see.

For the first two hours she's been alright. The radio had plaid her favorite songs, and though she only listened to country when she was going our for an audition, she felt like she wasn't really leaving, until for the last thirty minutes a run of sad songs had played, each reminding her of the fact she was leaving her best friend behind.

Flashback

Jesse walked out of the kitchen carrying a cake with twenty-one candles and a bottle of beer. Juliet's eyes lit up and reflected the fire as he set the cake down in front of her and moved her glass of tea to put the bottle of beer there instead. He slid into the seat next to her and gently put an arm around her shoulder.

"Make a wish, Juls." Jesse whispered.

"I don't need anything, Jesse. I've got everything I want right here. Being rescued from that hell was the best present I could ask for."

"There has got to be something you want."

"I want to go on a date with you, and get a sweet kiss afterwards."

"Blow out the candles and I'll do it."

Juliet smiled wider and then blew out her candles.

End Flashback

Juliet picked up a lighter she had in the car and flicked it to see the flame for a minute. The strong light didn't scare her this way. The reminder of candles was a comfort, much like Jesse had been to her for the past three years. He'd taken care of her and always tried to do what he could to make her happy, something no one from her past had ever done with the exception of her cousin whom she'd only known as a child.

Flash Back

Jesse led her along a path keeping his hands tight over her eyes. Finally they stopped and he moved his hands to let her see.

On a grassy hill a blanket had been spread out and a pick-nick basket sat next to it.

"This good enough for our first date?" Jesse asked as they sat down on the blanket.

"This is wonderful. I've never gone on a sweeter date."

"The date hasn't even stare, Juliet." Jesse laughed.

"Well it is still sweet."

"I cooked fro you, so why don't you see what we've got to eat."

Juliet opened the pick-nick basket and pulled out a bottle of red wine and two glasses. Jesse took them from her and poured the wine as she pulled out a container of Fettuccini Alfredo and two forks.

"You don't mind not having plates do you? Adam caught me trying to sneak the best china out." Jesse asked as he handed her a glass of wine.

"No I don't mind. Thank you for this."

"Your welcome."

They spent the meal quietly laughing and talking and then laid out on the blanket looking at the stars.

"Jess, when do I get my kiss?" Juliet asked as she snuggled into his arms

"When do you want to get it?"

"Now."

"Then you'll have it now."

Juliet turned to face him, and he gently cupped her face with his hand as he slowly brought his lips to meet hers. The kiss was short, but sweet and undemanding. When he pulled away from her Juliet smiled.

"Can I have another?" she asked as she laid on of her small hands on his chest.

"You can have what ever you want." Jesse answered.

She slowly leaned in and met his lips with her. Instead of allowing him to pull away she slipped her hand behind his had and let her fingers tangle in the blonde locks as her tongue ran across his teeth. Jesse was surprised but opened his mouth and allowed her to explore though he didn't take the same liberty with her."

"Jess?" Juliet whispered as she pulled back.

"What, Juls?"

"Are you going to tell me that you feel like you are kissing your sister?"

"No, why?"

"Because you're supposed to put your tongue in a girls mouth to French her."

"I didn't know you wanted that."

"You are one crazy guy, Jess. Lets try it again."

"If we keep trying it will go further than we need to."

"I'll stop you before either of us gets disrobed."

"Last time, then we have to head home so Shal wont kill me."

"I can live with that if it will keep you alive. We can do longer experiments later." Julie answered and then once more met his lips with hers. This time he deepened the kiss while she contentedly kissed him back.

End Flashback'God, we had such good times together. I can't believe that I am letting it end like this, but it is my fault. The entire time he and I were dating we never went past those sweet kisses. The kiss of soul mates.' Juliet looked out on the horizon towards her destination. ' I made love to him last night. No matter how I look at things we made love. If it had only been sex I'd feel better, but hell, that was the sweetest love making I've ever experienced. I supposed if Joey and Dawson had slept together it would have been the same for them no matter that she was destined for Pacey.' Juliet laughed slightly and then looked at the picture she had taped over the speedometer. her and Jesse together, nose to nose, about to kiss. Emma had caught it on film during the two months that Jesse had dated Juliet. 'That was so normal for us. If we weren't fighting we were kissing, and I've always loved kissing him. That man can do more with one kiss than some men can in a night of sex. Ashleigh is the only one who can measure up to him.'

Juliet felt her lavender eyes fill with tears as she thought of her boyfriend. Over the radio Faith Hill's Let Me Let Go began to play, pulling more tears from the girl as she listened to the song.

Juliet wiped at her eyes as the last notes of the song ended and a commercial came on. Still not ready to drive, she pulled out a CD and put it in the player. She searched for the song she wanted and once it was playing she began to sing along with it in her clear voice to Christina Agulerria's 'Beautiful'.

As the song ended Juliet took a deep breath and got ready to pull back onto the highway.

"Going somewhere, Miss Fox?" a voice asked.

Juliet looked up to see a man dressed in a black suit standing beside her car. "I wasn't past the limit, in fact I wasn't driving any where at all." she responded sweetly as she looked into her mirrors and saw that the car was completely surrounded by agents with no way for her to escape.

"Mr. Eckhart did say that you were almost as saucy as your cousin, but I couldn't believe him until now."

"Well, since you've found out why don't you move so I can get going. I want to make it to the other side of the country as soon as I possibly can."

"I'm afraid that you will be delayed, Miss Fox. We will be taking you into our custody and from there I'm not sure what will happen to you."

"You'd have more bitches to fuck if you didn't talk like that and kidnap women."

"I'm sure you'd be a pleasure, but unfortunately you will die before I got the chance."

"I don't plan on dieing any time soon, but I guess it would take you a while before you were physically capable."

"Maybe if you are nice to us we will allow Mr. Kilmartin to bed you. Of course we'll have him reprogrammed and to him it would mean nothing, but you'd still enjoy that."

"What do you mean reprogrammed?"

"We've found a way to changes people's minds so to speak, and we will be putting him through the process. You are the bait, of course."

"He won't come for me. You'll have to find a different way to bring him in if you want to reprogram him."

"Jesse Kilmartin not come rescue his lover? That is not what his report says."

"We had a fight and now he wishes I was dead. Why would he rescue someone he hates?"

"Mr. Kilmartin is too loyal not to rescue you, but if he chooses not to show I' sure that your cousin will."

Juliet's eyes widened at the mention of Shalimar.

"Yes, I thought that would get a rise out of you." the man laughed.

An agent slipped up behind Juliet and injected her with a tranquilizer. Juliet's eyes rolled back as the drugs took affect and she slumped forward.

"Get her out of the car and then dispose of it." the man instructed as he returned to the black van.

One of the agents pulled Juliet out of the car and put her in the van while the others doused her car with gasoline. As they got ready to drive off an agent threw a lighted match at the car and a moment later the Cadillac exploded. The agents drove off taking Juliet with them.