I wanted to say I'm sorry,

I tried to make it all better.

We've both been though hell,

and we're still going through it.

I thought I'd have you forever,

but forever came too soon.

Now I sit here, all alone,

thinking about everything that's happened.

I watched as you were torn from my arms,

and banned for eternity for things that never happened.

I never thought, in all my life, I cried like I did that day,

when all those things started.

I blame for myself for everything,

for not being strong enough.

I want to tell somebody, and let them read me like a book,

but I have no trust, not one bit, for anyone anymore.

I keep it all to myself,

letting it eat away at my insides.

1502 days seem like a Millennial,

when your all alone with no one there by your side.

Hopefully thing's get better soon,

Because this Duo misses her Herro...