2. I don't Wanna Know
I've re-written this….ish, because I was a silly goose and called Amos Cedric…my bad!
Thanks 'Wings of Shadow' (hehe, I know you!)
A/N-I don't own my beloved Marauders (although, if JKR wanted to do, she could loan me them….) or 'Spare Me The Details' it is owned by the Offspring (I don't really like them). I heard the song and thought it would be genius if Lily cheated on James so here is the mumble of writing….
And I don't really wanna know
So don't tell me anymore
And I really don't wanna hear
About her feet all up in the air
So I ran. I didn't talk to her, why should I? She had sex with him. A Hufflepuff. I know running was cowardly but, I wanted to be alone. I ran into the spring evening and sat on a bench on the side of the road. It smelled of honeysuckle and common flowers. It reminded me so much of Lily. So much it hurt.
I waited. I waited for so long. She said that she wasn't ready so I waited for her.
Sirius was shocked and amazed that I was able to wait for her. Lily Evans the love of my life and I didn't pounce on her the second she said she'd go out with me. I was fine with waiting. I was hoping maybe tonight, but that was squashed when she went and had sex with him
How the hell could she do this to me?
Sirius, Remus and Peter found me outside on the bench, with my head in my hands, they sat down and we sat in silence. When it seemed the noise from the pub had quieted down a bit we entered. Eva was sitting in a table by herself with a look of disbelief and disgust on her face.
The five of us went up to our room and we all went to bed. Our night turned out much different, for the worse.
And another thing that sucked about that evening- we didn't even get to do our prank!
The next day was a Saturday and the seventh years took their time to get up. Everyone except James, he was up and on the quidditch pitch by 8am. Therapy for James was flying, the speed, the wind pulling everything out of your way, making you forget everything.
When James entered the Great Hall at about 12:30 the first thing he noticed was Lily. As much as he couldn't stand the pain that he felt when he thought of her his eyes were drawn to her beauty. She was sitting by herself hunched over the Daily Prophet. She looked neither happy nor sad, but she kept glancing over to the Hufflepuff table.
James headed over to where his friends were sitting, none looking their usual cheery selves. Remus, Eva and Peter seemed to be calming down Sirius who was looking EXTREMLY pissed off.
James glanced at Lily again and his chocolate eyes met her emerald ones, he looked down and sat next to Sirius.
"Hey guys," he muttered while grabbing a piece of bread.
"Hey," Remus, Peter and Eva muttered, Sirius just grunted.
"What's up your ass?" James asked Sirius.
"Diggory," Sirius said darkly.
"Well, at least he didn't sleep with your girlfriend," James said in the same dark tone.
"You're still calling her your girlfriend?" Peter scoffed.
"Well, I mean, I haven't talked to her yet, so I guess we'll just see," James talked to his plate with his head in his hands.
"What?" Eva looked shocked, "You're still considering getting back with her?"
"Well, um, I don't really know," James muttered.
Eva stood up and her small body was filled with anger "I can't believe you! After all that she's done! I've given-,"
"Eva, just shut up, okay? I don't want to hear this," James said muffled by his hands.
Sirius put his hand on Eva's shoulder and pulled her back into her seat, he then patted Eva on the back and gave her a supportive smile, which she tried to return.
The group of friends sat in silence until loud chattering came through the oak doors into the Great Hall. All attention was drawn to the group, which was focused around a tall, good-looking blonde.
"Oh, just brilliant," Sirius muttered standing up.
"Sirius," Remus said in a warning tone.
Sirius sat down and watched James focus on the love of his life talking to Diggory, the lying, cheating bastard.
"I need to talk to Lily," James stood up and headed towards Lily before any of his friends could say anything.
"Well, I must say Lillian, that was one of the best nights I've had in a long time," Amos said to the red-haired girl.
The clan of Hufflepuff's snickered appropriately.
Lily groaned from under her mass of hair that was covering her face.
"That good was it Lily?" Ray Chang, Amos' best mate, smirked.
At this point, unbeknownst to the Hufflepuffs James had reached their table and was standing behind Lily and Amos, seeing and hearing everything that was going on.
"Better than good,' Amos piped up and slipped his hand around Lily's waist.
"So what did you two get up to?" Ray asked with a wink. This got Amos started, how he and Lily started to dance, then he took her up to his room and one thing lead to another and-,
"Amos, I've got to study, I'll see you later," Lily sat up revealing bagged eyes, and a pale complexion.
Lily stood up and turned to leave and walked straight into James, she looked up into James' eyes.
"Lily," James' smiled, but his eyes showed what he was really feeling, longing, desperation and hurt.
"James," Lily looked down at the ground.
"You look like shit," James' face held no expression as he brushed past Lily.
A small, tear, silently slid down her cheek, she brushed it away and walked towards the library.
A/N WOW! That's the fastest I've ever updated…I think, you know don't hold me to that, because I really don't know.
BETSY- Thank you very much!
Hollaback Girl- I know! I always wanted to show that James isn't always the asshole, that Lily can actually be the one to do something stupid….like cheat on James
Countess Jackman- Really? I just re-read it, man I could have made James suicidal, there's still time. Wow, that's an idea…
Liljean15690- Yeah, Diggory's a dick, but he couldn't help himself, lily was drunk and leading him on, if you couldn't tell (I didn't make it that obvious) Lily was hungover…extremely hungover in this chappie
PinkToasterOven- Thank you for that, I don't know if I did it, if I didnn't could you please give an example of how I could fix it:-D
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