FLASHBACK

"They do seem happy, don't they Padfoot?"

"Kind of makes you feel left out, eh, Moony?"

"Not really…it's just different. James doesn't joke around as much as he used to and he doesn't hex people just for fun. And Lily isn't as serious about school work and laughs a lot more. So, in a way, I do feel kind of left out. Prongs is getting along just fine with a great girl, and here I am, waiting for the next full moon."

"Don't kid yourself mate, you know you could get a girl if you really wanted to."

Remus paused and looked up from his reading of Advanced Numerical Studies- A Professional Guide to Arithmancy.

"Well, what about you? Girls practically hang off you and bow down to your feet. What's holding you back from getting one?"

Sirius looked down at the notes he was copying down sadly and sighed dramatically.

"…I already have someone I like."

Remus burst out laughing, "No way mate! The Gryffindor Sex God has a first love? Well, 'fess up!"

At Remus' reaction, Sirius looked more regretful.

"…I'd rather not. Sorry Moony, but it's a secret I think I'll take to my grave."

"Che. You're no fun."

Sirius looked up in surprise.

"…You're not gonna try and figure out who it is?"

"Nah…if you say it's secret, it's secret."

Sirius did not go back to his notes. He simply stared at Remus with a bewildered expression, wondering why the prefect had given up so easily.

"Still…do you mind if I tell you my first love?"

Sirius' eyes widened.

"What the hell Remus! Of course not mate! Can't believe you've been keeping it this whole time! Ha! Moony, in love!"

"Yes, it is a bit unbelievable, isn't it? Well, my first love is still going strong, even if it is a bit one-sided. Hopefully he will reciprocate soon."

"Yeah, sure he wi—wait a sec…he?"

Without another word, Moony leaned over across the table and pressed his lips against Padfoot's. Sirius felt a shiver in his spine, but he also felt hot and sweaty. He began to wonder how much wider his eyes could get before slipping into a state of complete bliss.

So this is what I would have missed…next time, I'll be sure to tell him…

A/N: Sorry, but I've been getting really confused as to where to lead this story, so I decided to start with a flashback and go from there. Schoolwork hell. Enough said. And I also know that Lupin wouldn't be this brave, but I could kind of imagine Sirius getting shy and fidgety around the subject of him and Moony so yes, Moony has made the first move.